Haha he didnt say all of them. there are defiantly some scum ass dealers out there though.
O really? :D
ot: I found a blister of diazepam when I was in withdrawal. It was friday evening so I couldn't a refill until monday morning. I was SOOO relieved.
Also found a single bromazepam on a sunday after two nights and a day of withdrawal. What a relief that was.
It's happened another few times when I wasn't so lucky though, just knowing you'll be in w/d messes up your entire weekend. I try to avoid running out in the weekends now.
Last thursday I gave my last 10x lormetazepam to a "very good" mate, he said he'd come by later that evening and give me a blister bromazepam 12mg (he knew the lormetazepam was my last blister). He didn't show up and my cellphone was broken, which he also knew. He'd promised to show up on facebook or call me at my homephone so we could meet up but he didn't. I was out of benzos the entire weekend.
I owe him money (€55) from last thurs & friday, he'll have to come up with that blister of bromazepam or he can forget about his money. It's not about the bromazepam anymore (since I got my refill), it's just that I'm not a damn free benzo dispensary and he has to know he's not getting freebies from me anymore.
When we meet up he ALWAYS comes empty-handed (or he brings 1 or 2 benzos that "he needs"...) while he has his benzos sitting at home, he leaves them at home and then asks me for some.. Now I'm a generous guy so in the beginning I'd give him 1 or 2, but then I noticed he NEVER brought any of his. Plus he was not keeping his promises. I wouldn't mind sharing if he didn't have benzos of his own. I don't shit benzos ... Certainly not for someone who has them lying at home.
I had given the guy a blister of diazepam for free when he was in w/d once .. and he knew damn well I didn't have any left this weekend after our little binge. During the 2 days priod to the weekend I had given him 5 free valiums, some tramadols and that blister of lormetazepam. He gave me? Nothing. Oh yeah we smoked some weed together, but we smoked more of mine.
I really wonder if I'll ever see that blister of bromazepam. I'm not gonna stop bitching about it this time. Infact imma call him tomorrow, and ask for it. I'll tell him I didn't manage to go to the dr. yet and that I'm in full blown w/d. I want to know his reaction..
tl;dr version: He always leaves his benzos at home and then asks for mine and promises to give me other benzos, but then it's the same shit when I see him again.
I'm too kind to be a druggy.

But seriously he's not getting any benzo's from me anymore unless he has something I want to trade it for. No more favors for this guy. Even if my pockets are stuffed with every pam & lam you can imagine.
/end offtopic rant.
I'll go nod some more then I don't make posts this long, haha.