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afraid of getting high in public

Maybe you should deal with your guilt about being high before you try getting high in public. That's the source of your problem.

I used to feel insecure when I was a lot younger but now I just don't give a fuck. If people can walk the streets drunk then I can do it high. My life is none of their business.
 
Sadly my past history seems to prove that I have absolutely no qualms about using/being on hard drugs in public. I've shot cocaine while at my grandmothers 85th birthday party (gnarly, gnarly thing to do). I've shot heroin on park benches and nearly every public bathroom in NYC and a few in Maryland, Ohio, And California. I've also nodded out while at a lecture given by the Dalai Lama. I'm one classy mother fucker.
 
Kids these days.....more often than EVER i'm hearing questions akin to this:

I dont like doing something, so...should I keep doing it?

Comeon. Is common sense really disappearing that quickly?

I mean you dont like doing something, you dont enjoy it in the slightest, so why in gods name would you come asking for tips about how to keep doing something you hate when you can just as easily choose not to? Granted the OP here did ask for tips/advice regarding the topic, and yes I am using it as a hyperbolic example, but still....you know the tip man its dont get high in public .
 
DooMMooD said:
Kids these days.....more often than EVER i'm hearing questions akin to this:

I dont like doing something, so...should I keep doing it?

Comeon. Is common sense really disappearing that quickly?

I mean you dont like doing something, you dont enjoy it in the slightest, so why in gods name would you come asking for tips about how to keep doing something you hate when you can just as easily choose not to? Granted the OP here did ask for tips/advice regarding the topic, and yes I am using it as a hyperbolic example, but still....you know the tip man its dont get high in public .
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obviously you have never experienced any type of addiction.

if you are addicted to a drug, then being afraid to do it in public is an inconvenience to your addiction.
 
Whoa buddy, hold on there. Firstly I have experienced addiction. I am being treated for it right now. I am also the ONE PERSON on here who says how willpower fails consistently, so yeah, dont tell me like I dont understand how his will is breaking. BUT:

if youre THAT addicted, you dont come on here and say "i dont wanna". You simply do it, because you dont give a fuck. Like, you think I came on BL asking about how to keep doing opanas despite me not liking to be high on them in public? Nah, I just went out and did massive rails of opana in public...whether or not i felt bad was irrelevant to my addiction.

The OP clearly gives a fuck, so I'd say it has less to do with addiction and more to do with him being embarrassed.

If you know addiction (in the way your sarcastically implying I dont), youd know you dont give a FUCK about being embarrassed. You dont give a fuck about anything but the next fix.

This is literally an addicts to-do list:
-get high

Sooooo yeah, why it would be a PROBLEM if the Op was a real addict is? It wouldn't be. Hed be out there doing shots of morphine in the bathroom and walking out in front of everyone.

Youre 100% right, its an inconvenience to your addiction. and if YOU'VE experienced addiction, you should realize that those inconveiences get shoved to the side so fast you dont even have time to think about them.

You think I came on BL to ask about how I"m afraid to go out in public looking like a piece of shit skeleton zombie, who weighs near 100lbs, has no $ for food, and smells/looks grimey? Like "Hey bluelight, I need some tips! I"m a huge junkie who cant stop doing opanas, but i'm embarrassed to go out in public. What should i do?!"

I didnt give a fuck. Youre right, it was an inconvenience, nothing more. Shame, paranoia, embarrassment, they were all so far down on my list of worries that I couldn't have given a fuck less about being in public or not.

Tell me, if you know addiction this well, what hangups did YOU HAVE about being high in public? Oh right, none.


I'm talking about the general problem of people asking whether or not they should keep doing something they dont like doing. Also regarding people asking obvious questions they already know the answer to.

And for the record, when it came to my opiate addiction, i KNEW the answer, I didnt have to ask people: i SHOULDN'T Keep doing it. Thats why addiction is so cunniving: i wanted to stop more than anything, but was unable to. SO, I kept using even when I didnt want to. Hence, the OP should be using hard drugs everywhere if their problem is that bad...

Also, there was ONE thing I didnt like to use opiates before: seeing my girlfriend. Everything else was fair game, although granted I did eventually start doing lots of opiates before I saw her. BUT, did I come on BL and go: hey guys, I have this huge drug problem, but I dont like using opiates in front of my girl; What should i do? No, because the answer is obvious: do drugs when you WANT to.
 
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It depends how crazy/out of touch with reality you are. If you can be bad enough it doesn't really occur to you to worry about it. Kind of fun to be careless enough for that, a bit hard to explain, but if you tend to worry about it it's probably not for you. If you don't give a shit it's part of the fun.
 
The only drugs I experience discomfort on when I'm in public (and by that I don't mean in a park with friends or whatever) are psychedelics. (acid & shrooms mostly, haven't tried mescaline so IDK. 2c-x are much more friendly in that regard imo.)

I also rather not get (too) high on dissociatives in public. Because well, that shit makes me a retard lol.
 
DooMMooD said:
Whoa buddy, hold on there. Firstly I have experienced addiction. I am being treated for it right now. I am also the ONE PERSON on here who says how willpower fails consistently, so yeah, dont tell me like I dont understand how his will is breaking. BUT:

if youre THAT addicted, you dont come on here and say "i dont wanna". You simply do it, because you dont give a fuck. Like, you think I came on BL asking about how to keep doing opanas despite me not liking to be high on them in public? Nah, I just went out and did massive rails of opana in public...whether or not i felt bad was irrelevant to my addiction.

The OP clearly gives a fuck, so I'd say it has less to do with addiction and more to do with him being embarrassed.

If you know addiction (in the way your sarcastically implying I dont), youd know you dont give a FUCK about being embarrassed. You dont give a fuck about anything but the next fix.

This is literally an addicts to-do list:
-get high

Sooooo yeah, why it would be a PROBLEM if the Op was a real addict is? It wouldn't be. Hed be out there doing shots of morphine in the bathroom and walking out in front of everyone.

Youre 100% right, its an inconvenience to your addiction. and if YOU'VE experienced addiction, you should realize that those inconveiences get shoved to the side so fast you dont even have time to think about them.

You think I came on BL to ask about how I"m afraid to go out in public looking like a piece of shit skeleton zombie, who weighs near 100lbs, has no $ for food, and smells/looks grimey? Like "Hey bluelight, I need some tips! I"m a huge junkie who cant stop doing opanas, but i'm embarrassed to go out in public. What should i do?!"

I didnt give a fuck. Youre right, it was an inconvenience, nothing more. Shame, paranoia, embarrassment, they were all so far down on my list of worries that I couldn't have given a fuck less about being in public or not.

Tell me, if you know addiction this well, what hangups did YOU HAVE about being high in public? Oh right, none.


I'm talking about the general problem of people asking whether or not they should keep doing something they dont like doing. Also regarding people asking obvious questions they already know the answer to.

And for the record, when it came to my opiate addiction, i KNEW the answer, I didnt have to ask people: i SHOULDN'T Keep doing it. Thats why addiction is so cunniving: i wanted to stop more than anything, but was unable to. SO, I kept using even when I didnt want to. Hence, the OP should be using hard drugs everywhere if their problem is that bad...

Also, there was ONE thing I didnt like to use opiates before: seeing my girlfriend. Everything else was fair game, although granted I did eventually start doing lots of opiates before I saw her. BUT, did I come on BL and go: hey guys, I have this huge drug problem, but I dont like using opiates in front of my girl; What should i do? No, because the answer is obvious: do drugs when you WANT to.
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I didn't bother to read that after the first two sentences. I've heard all the addict crap, and you clearly misunderstood my purpose of that post. Also your response was contradictory with your original post that I initially responded to.

Btw that was quite a large amount of text you wrote there.
 
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