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Trying Ecstacy for the 1st time

Im from adelaide australia and the pill is a yellow/beige pac man have a look on pill reports and come back to me
 
Can't say I know too much about the Australian scene, but the pill seems to be around 100mg, and 50mg isn't going to do much of anything...


Maybe that 3/4ths of a pill? That seems a good compromise :)


You don't want to waste your first roll on a low dose!
 
My reasons have nothing really to do with "partying hard" ive stated in a previous post that i want to be able to do it with my girlfriend ad be closer to her in a different state of mind because i think it can open up a whole new world and to be able to be that way with her i think would be absolutly amazing. To be closer to her and my friends than ever before! For me its not about partying hard ad writing myself off its about opening my mind to another world, forgetting all lifes problems and being in heaven with the people i love
 
My first time I was scared shitless and underdosed....hardly felt the effects.

My second time I was scared shitless and took .75 of my "pressed pill" and felt good

Id say do all the research you can, inform yourself, make sure you have a testing kit. Prepare with liquids/pre and post vitamins/gum ahead of time.
 
devvo6786 said:
My first time I was scared shitless and underdosed....hardly felt the effects.

My second time I was scared shitless and took .75 of my "pressed pill" and felt good

Id say do all the research you can, inform yourself, make sure you have a testing kit. Prepare with liquids/pre and post vitamins/gum ahead of time.
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What do u mean by underdosed? Howd it feel? U mentioned u were shit scared like me but how did u overcome it? Did those feelings dissapear once u took it?
 
The minute that serotonin is released any fears you have will vanish lol... you'll be WAY too focused on how good you feel to be scared.


In fact, when I take LSD and MDMA I have NONE of the normal fears or anxiety a trip can give you, it's just a 100% positive experience. It's pretty much impossible to have a bad time on pure MDMA lol
 
im pretty anxious every time i take something i havent tried before thats normal ime.

i have a very good friend that was terrified of mdma and there little brother made him eat some quality pokeballs back in the day, like force fed them in his mouth. i know thats really bad but my buddy ended up having one of the best nights of his life as soon as that first tablet hit. also i get anxious everytime i eat mdma, the come ups can be pretty gnarly for me but this is over 150-200mgs. as soon as i come up its all gravy from there, you might not even know how great you feel for awhile from being so oblivious.
 
2c-goinsane said:
im pretty anxious every time i take something i havent tried before thats normal ime.

i have a very good friend that was terrified of mdma and there little brother made him eat some quality pokeballs back in the day, like force fed them in his mouth. i know thats really bad but my buddy ended up having one of the best nights of his life as soon as that first tablet hit. also i get anxious everytime i eat mdma, the come ups can be pretty gnarly for me but this is over 150-200mgs. as soon as i come up its all gravy from there, you might not even know how great you feel for awhile from being so oblivious.
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What u mean by gnarly??
 
Pac_man86 said:
My reasons have nothing really to do with "partying hard" ive stated in a previous post that i want to be able to do it with my girlfriend ad be closer to her in a different state of mind because i think it can open up a whole new world and to be able to be that way with her i think would be absolutly amazing. To be closer to her and my friends than ever before! For me its not about partying hard ad writing myself off its about opening my mind to another world, forgetting all lifes problems and being in heaven with the people i love
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Sounds good!

To answer OP:

To be completely honest im scared to take it because i dont know what it will do to me and im afraid im going to have a bad reaction to it and seriously harm myself! Is this feeling normal? Or am i over analyzing it? I want it to be good and i want to be able to use it maybee once or twice a year at a festival with my girlfriend and be closer to her in a different state if mind! Ive heard stories about ppl having bad reactions to it and i think its what freaks me out!! I have a pill at home sitting there waiting but im to scared ill flip out or something!! Is feeling this way normal for a first timer? How do ppl overcome the fear of taking it? Will this fear go away once it starts to kick in?
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If it's MDMA, there shouldn't be a problem. Most problems come from bad pills.

Testing puts my mind at ease.
 
I'm also a relatively new user, i've only taken it twice. I was very anxious the first time but when it starts to kick in its just amazing and all fears/anxieties are forgotten. I've found the effects just begin to creep in around 45 minutes post consumption - even on an empty stomach. I begin to feel happy, start hugging my friends, talking to strangers and loving every song. Before I know it my jaw begins to wobble and my phone screen is a complete blur and i'm in complete harmony; enjoying music with strangers you feel like you've known for years. Because I wait 3 months between rolls I forget just how good it is, i'd recommend moderating usage by at least 1 month, even if your friends do it regularly. Its more enjoyable and safer to wait between experiences.

Like many others have said the biggest risk associated with MDMA is in fact having a different, potentially dangerous chemical sold as MDMA. The substance itself is safer than alternatives sold as MDMA on the streets, which, ironically come about due to the illegality of the substance. Therefore stressing the need to test anything you're going to consume. If you get hold of pills, test them first, then providing they test well search the pillreports.com database for your particular pill to gauge what exactly is in the pill. As a newbie i'd recommend 100-120mg MDMA, that works perfectly fine for me.

If you decide to do it, do it properly and you'll have a wicked time! ;)
 
its normal to be anxious your first time. what he means by gnarly is that sometimes on the come up for MDMA you will feel a bit un-easy like your gonna jump outta your skin. iv had a come up like that were i almost kinda panic'd a bit thinking i was not ok. but just give it a couple more minutes and all the sudden that anxiety is GONE. i dont think iv ever seen or heard of someone NOT having an awesome time while on good MDMA. id say its pretty much impossible to have a bad time on it. but yeah if you feel kinda weird on the come up dont feak out too much, it will pass.
 
thizzlemonster86 said:
its normal to be anxious your first time. what he means by gnarly is that sometimes on the come up for MDMA you will feel a bit un-easy like your gonna jump outta your skin. iv had a come up like that were i almost kinda panic'd a bit thinking i was not ok. but just give it a couple more minutes and all the sudden that anxiety is GONE. i dont think iv ever seen or heard of someone NOT having an awesome time while on good MDMA. id say its pretty much impossible to have a bad time on it. but yeah if you feel kinda weird on the come up dont feak out too much, it will pass.
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My main concern is freaking out or losing it, passing out, vomiting etc especialy if im with my friends i dont want to look like an idiot and embarass myself!!
 
you wont freak out i dont think bro. but vomiting can happen sometimes for sure. if you vomit make sure you dont lose your pill lol. if you yak that bean up you better pick that shit out of your puke and eat that shit. dont worry bro, its not like your dropping acid or something. MDMA is not gonna make you freak out. the time you might freak out a little is on the come up. its hard to explain the anxiety you can get from E. the best way is like i said before. its a bit of a roller coaster ride at first and you might get that un-easy feeling but it doesnt last long lol.
 
Pac_man86 said:
My main concern is freaking out or losing it, passing out, vomiting etc especialy if im with my friends i dont want to look like an idiot and embarass myself!!
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If you take a small-ish dose 100-120mg I doubt you'll feel anything bad on the comeup, only pure happiness.
 
have a few beers before you drop ya pill to take away your fears.... as soon as that beauty kicks in ur be in heaven, ive never met a person that didnt have a great first time and i know some worriers.
have fun matey
 
My main worry is the come up! Not knowing what to expect is what freaks me out, scared im gonna loose it/freak etc!
 
Seriously dude. You will be so fine (assuming you have mdma and not something else). The come up is like being a bit nervous. It's not like shrooms or acid. You don't start running around and screaming. It isn't trippy. Have you ever been nervous while speaking in public? Sweaty hands, butterflies in the stomach. That sort of thing. What everyone is telling you is absolutely true.
Just go with it and before you know it you'll be having the time of your life...literally.
Let us all know how it goes!
 
Be sure to understand the risks and harm reduction techniques - supplements and avoiding redosing.

MDMA is neurotoxic, and you will find many here who wish they had never touched it because they have lost their memory and happiness.

If you decide to proceed, stick to your guns about dose and spacing - not always easy surrounded by x-heads.
 
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