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BluLait

BluLait

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Did you guys see that movie Limitless - clear pill? With the drug NZT?
That was it for me:

When I rolled for the first time. I felt in all ways superior to everyone on the planet, infinite confidence, the world was divine and new & an i had infinite potential. I could do absolutely everything I set my mind to, all my thoughts were reassured with confidence and love by this alien feeling that opened my eyes to heaven. I felt as god would feel, as if the world is created for him. I could feel the whole world and knew what everyone's life was like just by looking at them. I could feel the energy of the whole universe and of a single atom. I had such a hard time believing any drug could make me feel like that, I didn't even care for other people. I just smiled and showed them a thumbs up, since talking felt cheap. I was experiencing a divine revelation, I couldn't/didn't want to do anything than admire that feeling of being the all-dimensional-ruler-of-the-universe.
Oh yeah, and I felt the drug was taking me on the right path. Or perhaps any path I chose felt right. Because every action I took, every move I made, every word I said felt the perfect thing to do/say, the word "wrong" didn't exist when it came to me. I was the absolute embodiment of perfection.
Kind of felt like the ultimate thing, as if all my feelings were TO THE MAX. There was no higher meaning of the word being HIGH.
Or maybe it was the music & the weed that gave me this superman trip?
I took like, 110mg at first, then snorted 60-70mg the next hour, only after snorting it did I feel what I described above.

I did smoke a shitload of weed just after I snorted 70mg, and it both hit me the same time I got back to the dancefloor and a new AMAZING song just started to play.

I didn't actually LOVE people, I just felt that the whole world loved me and that I was the center of attention. Sometimes it just felt like straight up pure coke. But other times, it was way beyond coke :)

Was your first time like that?
 
Sounds like a great time buddy. I can't recall my first roll because I had bunk shit but here's the best experience I had it was last friday on the puriest molly I ever had (NL molly).

22nd was probably one of the best nights in my life. I had this new 1g batch of molly, brought with me a 125mg line and a 30mg booster just in case. Well Avicii starts @8pm, I filmed the first 2 songs then I went to find the water seller, bought a water bottle then went to find the bathrooms... took my water... putted some into a little tylenol like box, then diluted my line of MDMA into it... drank it and refilled to make sure all the crystals/rocks were gone... then U just licked off the residues.

Now it's 8:30, I'm still filming a bit and I can feel it comming up, it hitted me smooth and nice... I start to smile more and more then when the roll finaly hitted the peak... I dropped my brand new Sony DSLR on the ground... and latter in the night I realized I lost it's battery after someone showed me the slot was empty... I was keep checking people around me, seeing how much fun they had it made me happy and the music euphoric <3

Then I dedicated to move around and ask basically everyone how they enjoy the show... if they could get me some water or give me a hug. So I randomly go up to sexy/above average chicks and start conversations... music was soo lound I had a hard time to speak... had to be ear to ear, well time comes after 3-4 rejects a hot chick finally hugs me, then when I asked again she wanted to charge me lol stupid bitch! I go around... have the people look me like WTF is wrong with u, cause u know Avicii its only fanboys that aren't even drunk bcs beer costs like 10$ there...

I finally ended on a very cool/frienly chick and his BF who was rly chill and easy going, I had to let it out... they were the first that knew that I was high on E, then they kept taking care of me like a little baby, both gave me fcking awesome hugs! I will just hug them and never let go. :) Then I saw chicks with those flashing glowtick ring/LED jelly rings and a guy with a LED Windmill Omfg can was amazing when he did a show right in front of my face, damn I was fascinated by them, when people realized I was fcked up (They remarked my eyes pupils were dilaed as fck and I was chewing on my plactic straw (Didnt had gum). I also puted a Vics in my nose and it felt fcking awesome. So yea some hot blonds chicks gave me light shows with their LED jelly Rings, then some dude came with normal glowsticks and OTHERS with fcking RAVE GLOVES! I had like 3-4 people doing a LightShow in my face same time it was awesome, my eyes would follow the light and with all that euphoric feeling I had a big ass smile on my face. Then I somehow and In another group, it was a guy and his sister.. very chill they took care of me and refilled my water bottles when it was empty. Then Avicii started more light show etc. I started to see tracers of lights when they were diffusing those purple/green light beans. Everyone was jumping like kids... but I just daned like very chill and IN MY BUBBLE lol. Heck I had a hard time to speak coherently or I had random memory blanks right in the middle of my sentence... I felt like I was a E-tard lol.
Then near the end, I meat a LEGIT rave chick, I saw her LED jelly ring and yea... she asked me ''Are you on ecstasy?'' :D I was like yea can u do me a light show and give me a huge hug? :) She def said yes and smilled all time long bcs she knew I was having on hell of a time. I asked her if she goes to raves and she said yes. :) I'll try to find her around next month when I go to that 3 day rave.

Then like 10 minutes b4 the end of the show... I get kicked out of the Hockey stadium by the Security, they said ur night is done, took me both by arms and another security guy ahead to free to place, they said me u were pushing to much people (I was actually just very tingly headed), and said I was way to drunk and that this idn't tolerated... Then they push me out and threat to beat me up if I don't go away.... not to say this TOTALLY KILLED MY ROLL. I started to walk backway home... then I randomly meet these 3 guys and don't ask me how... I just told em what everything happened cause they wanted to find there way to Avicii... 2 of them were interested in trying molly and all of us 4 made our way back to the stadium... but only stairs view, no way I could get back to the dance floor since they ripped off my pink bracelet. So I ended up giving those guys my phone number.

So show finished... my roll was gone (had a good 3 hours of peak tho!), I just chilled on the stairs of a monument thingy, the air still felt great on my body, I stayed there and in front of me there was a cars with his headlights flashing... this is where I started to hallucinating (the comedown kicked in and I was veryyy tired and sleepy). I was seeing the lights x2-3 as big and there were holes in them lol (Like legit circle black holes..), then I stated to see GREEN light surrounding the very bright yellow light... I was like thafuq... then behind that was a xmas tree with yellow lamps and I started to see them duplicate 2-4 times and disappear...reappear... Then an hour and halg later I decided it was time to take the subway... I was sooo sleepy and tired I was walking literally small little steps no more than 1 foot. Took me 45 mins to reach the subway... and I catched the LAST subway in my apart direction... but then I had to switch lines and the BLUE LINE WAS ALREADY CLOSED!! I was like fck it, I'll walk home... took me like 2 hours to make 2 miles and I'm not even kidding. On the way home... I think I hallucinated objects (trashcans... car seats... parking pay... construction fences... to be HUMANS, then when I was a few feet away I realized it was all BS from my mind. (This is common with E when u are very tired.)
 
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Whoa. My roll was different from yours. I wasn't loved up, I would describe it as being maxed up.
Obvious desire to talk about every shit that came to mind...

Some guy I know took my water bottle, went to his friends, they all had water bottles. Then he poured some of my water into some other guy's water bottle. Then they gave one of the water bottles to some other guy who poured some water into his water bottle. Then they exchanged water bottles, and gave one water bottle to a girl, who drank from it. Then they gave me back my water bottle. Then some girl asked if she could drink from it, she did, she gave it back and thanked me. Even though they all had water bottles with them. I guess mine was cold or something, but that thing really pissed me off because they could have been trying to drug me. So I just went away and put the water bottle on the floor and bought another 5$ water bottle. I bought around 8 bottle that night, but I would usually throw them away because I always had the paranoid feeling that people were trying to put shit into my water.

Ever since that day, I'm quite paranoid about drinking shit other people whom I don't trust give me.

PS: What the hell is wrong with bluelight lately, server is always too busy.
 
Yea the site is down alot, I guess it gets to much traffic and the servers can't handle it.

Yea you didn't had the same roll cause u took NZT which isn't the same as pure crystal Molly. Actually I've never heard of NZT before you posted but since it's in the E section, I thought I would share my experience as well.
 
Hapomen22 said:
Yea you didn't had the same roll cause u took NZT which isn't the same as pure crystal Molly. Actually I've never heard of NZT before you posted but since it's in the E section, I thought I would share my experience as well.
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I do hope this is a joke...
 
Can't remember the first time, probably it was Ibiza in 200x. A bit vague, everything; 7 days of partying. I had a dinner on the first day and the rest of the week I lived on beers, rum-cokes and pills. I lost 5 kilos there ... weight I mean not pills. Best weight lost program I ever been.

I went back 3 times after the first year, but each year it got worst and worst. Got some shitty drgs by bunch of scammers. Then mephedrone came, I had great time clubbing in London almost every weekend, but then it became illegal and the scammers came out of the woodwork again. I haven't had a good drugs for ages. Last weekend I tried 6-apb but that's nowhere near MDMA or mephedrone. Getting a bit desperate.
 
First time was weird, i didn't take enough so I was kind of underwhelmed after reading all the hype about it, but on saturday i took a proper dose and it was just amazing. I can't really describe the first effects, I just felt different on the come up then I was sitting on the floor and out of nowhere I felt this amazing warm rush go right through my body, it was so intense I had to hold my friends hand but at the same time it felt really good. During the peak I felt the happiest I have ever felt in my whole life and like there was a constant electric buzz rushing through me. Washing my hands felt amazing lol, and I just felt absolutely perfect and loved up. Can't wait for next time!
 
It was fall of 2007. I had done rolls dozens of times in highschool but had never even seen molly untill 2 years after rolling for the first time. I was at an underground psy-trance party in brooklyn. There was a huge loft main room and another dj booth on the roof. I split a gram with 2 friend so i ended up doing about .33 in 2 doses. i was puking by the end of the night but it was a pretty awesome party.
 
The first time I was at a festival and I have no idea why I had a couple of pills, I didn't do drugs. Not out of principle just cause my friends never did and I wasn't interested (little did I know what was in store.) I think my sister gave them to me. So I dropped it thinking fuck all would happen and it floored me. The sky turned purple and I was like holy-fuck!

I sat down and my friends reassured me this was all normal. After that I got up and danced the next five hours away. And I'm the type of person who doesn't really dance. But dance I did. I saw LCD Soundsystem, which to this day is the best gig I've ever seen. And Arcade Fire, battles and Carl cox. And I still love them all.

Funny fact; rage against the machine was playing that year and I was a HUGE ratm fan. But I kept telling people that I'm too old to be that angry and too chilled from the MDMA to put effort into that sOrt of aggression. But I do kinda regret not seeing them. Dancing just seemed like a much better offer. How could I turn down LCD first time rolling?

And all that off one single pill! Those were the days....
 
BluLait said:
Obvious desire to talk about every shit that came to mind...

I bought around 8 bottle that night, but I would usually throw them away because I always had the paranoid feeling that people were trying to put shit into my water.

Ever since that day, I'm quite paranoid about drinking shit other people whom I don't trust give me.
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I don't want to sound too judging but that doesn't sound like mdma, more like slightly too much amphetamines..
 
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