da fuk gwan with nearly 1200 posts ?
Im in LA LA land ....really wrecked but cant sleep...unplanned party and left my valiums in my mates for safe keeping cause I cant be around them or ill eat em all ! none in sight when most needed
I have everything going for me but still.....Im tired of drugs ,taking them talking about them lookin to the next time im gonna take em always wanting to switch my brain off even though i feel better when i stay straight but feel vunerable...thoughts out loud....I want to be free of this preoccupation.....................
rant.
I'm hating life today. Failed on the quiet weekend absolutely hammered last night, not even sure what happened other than got punched by a bouncer and nearly slashed before I bolted out of the house no shoes or jacket. That is me officially done with it til creamfields, worst weekend I can remember
Feeling like an absolute horror after that week bender, won't be in a hurry to do that again.
It's not very often I do drugs this year, can say I've probably done coke 10 times and meph twice. To have just done in more drugs than I have done the rest of the year combined in a week is very off putting. Disgusting really.
It sounds like you associative with a load of absolute mentalists.It was to do with someones girlfriend, he's in jail but his mates still weren't impressed. Could have been worse I guess. Off it til creamfields now really can't be doing with wasting anymore good health seshing round here.
Feeling like an absolute horror after that week bender, won't be in a hurry to do that again.
Wasn't any of my mates just some local lads. Probably just shouldn't have gone out. Almost glad I'm feeling like utter shite after that, won't be in a hurry to go on another bender for a while.
It sounds like you associative with a load of absolute mentalists.