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cant stop the craving for heroin

Try to put your mind on something else that will keep you busy, something positive, and try to keep thinking about how much better your future will be with out heroin in your life
Work out, play video games, watch tv, go to a meeting, hang out with non using friends, anything that will keep your mind busy will help I promise
 
I know itd be Better its just about wanting it right here right now.

If my mom found out i shot up again id be homeless and would take injecting a lethal ammount into serious consideration

But even knowing that isnt enough to stop me from wanting it

How fucked up lol
 
That's what I'm saying right here right now you have to get your mind on something else, you're on subs so you're not sick right, so it shouldn't be hard to put your mind on something else right now, so it's easier to get through this day today with out heroin, just try to do it like that day by day and your life will eventually get better and better

I know most likely you won't listen and go cop but think about what you said, yeah it will be good for tonight but you will wake up tomorrow feeling like shit with out any options and maybe be homeless like you said.

Try to steer clear, like I said do anything that will keep you and your mind busy, even menial tasks help
 
In my opinion, if you accept that you are craving it, and just leave it as an unfulfilled want, you can move forward easier.

The more you stress/fret/mentally fixate on the cravings, the more they become your enemy.

The more you accept what you're going through, the more you'll see yourself as in a position of power over yourself in terms of self control, and the ability to not indulge despite wanting to. You'll feel a lot stronger for this. Even if the cravings are still bothersome, you will be able to remember how strong you are for staying clean. A lot of people addicted to heroin end up relapsing. You have the power and the ability to stay clean, and I know you can do it. :)

Best of luck.
 
some advises. first; I gave up like this; 3-5 daays of shaking, vomiting,cruyng, seing horrors in my brain, smoking joints (without any result)and than,than,only than having just a small peace of Subutex (the size of two grains of rice) disolved in woter(steril) filtrated end injected. and than sonny you will apprciate the Subutex and feel good and stop cruyng like baby, because there is guys , when they are craving they are doing it meanwhile they are sleeping in the street and bagging money for food, and they do not have no \Suboxone, no nothing even no mama to check their pockets and to make them scarry declarations.second ;about your language in your location is writen (your mama's anus) stop talking in this way, you talk sheet and when you talk sheet, sheet is in your mouth and brain. clean your mouth and brain and you will stop suffering(but seems you are not, just making noys about heroin youwant) be happy that you have suboxone. And than another 2-3 days of suffering, than Sub, than suffering than sub, 2weeks and you be clean...or you will get in subutex sistem. but better tell you self that you are fighter and there is so many ofenced in this world whom you can protect:sus:
 
Yeah get off this message board site and get outside and take a walk. I know all these things sound lame when you're going through Hell, but what else can you do? This site is good! I love to come on talk to the people, but sometimes I have to jump up and just go do something.
 
herion has caused me nothing but harm, you mentioned above that it would make you kickd outa ur moms and homeless? well thats the fucking story of my life, see i to had a chance like you a while back, but i fucked up and went and got me that fix that fucked me up on a monday, and hell came that weekend since then i've been on my own.. living in my car, luckly found work at a temp/work-a-day type a program (but that isnt enough to keep me off the dope..), you think that id wake up in the back seat of my car wanting to get off the boi, but nope.. my own family wont even talk to me because of how much a piece of shit i am(nodding out at church,wedding,birthdays,etcetco and overdosing thats a good 1)..
so keep ur family close, and ur suboxone closer becuase even family didn't keep me sober, goodthing u atleast have suboxone, shit wish i had afew of those rite now then this dirty ass rigg i keep stabbing myself with. best wishs and hope u can get off the shit.
 
Dude you almost recited my story to a t. I nodded out at my sisters wedding off opana. I lived in my car for around 3 months before amd even that happened back when i just sniffed opana and hadent switched to iv heroin yet

And my suboxone doctor is over man i got high today so there's no point going to tge doctor and payinh a $20 copay just for them to see i got high and not gove me any more suboxone anyway. We should definately talk more thru privqte messages just for support fpr eachh othee and to have someoje to talk to man. Cuz everything u just said is all oart of my story
 
I knew you ended up getting high, because you hadn't updated until now
You know if you wouldn't have used everything would have been much better the next few days but now it's not

If you really wanna get clean you will take our advice, this is a very good place for support

And D's man I didn't know you were strung out again, I hope you're doing okay, I know how hard the shit is
PM me anytime and I'll give you my number if you ever wanna talk
 
jones-in_J said:
And my suboxone doctor is over man i got high today so there's no point going to tge doctor and payinh a $20 copay just for them to see i got high and not gove me any more suboxone anyway
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Why do you think they aren't going to give you Suboxone because you got high?? They might make you wait a few hours to avoid the possibility of the Suboxone putting you into precipitated withdrawal, but the vast majority of doctors are not going to kick someone off Suboxone for relapsing, how counter-productive would that be. Are you trying to rationalize continuing to use by telling yourself you probably wouldn't be able to get more Suboxone anyway? The addicted brain is great at rationalizing, coming up with any excuse to use.

The thing you need to teach yourself about cravings is that you do not HAVE to act on them. We are going to have cravings, even with replacement drugs like Suboxone or methadone, but having a craving does not mean you need to act on it. You can choose to do something else, go for a bike ride, watch a movie, do something else you enjoy. Gradually the cravings have less power over us and will come less often.
 
Swimmingdancer said:
Why do you think they aren't going to give you Suboxone because you got high?? They might make you wait a few hours to avoid the possibility of the Suboxone putting you into precipitated withdrawal, but the vast majority of doctors are not going to kick someone off Suboxone for relapsing, how counter-productive would that be. Are you trying to rationalize continuing to use by telling yourself you probably wouldn't be able to get more Suboxone anyway? The addicted brain is great at rationalizing, coming up with any excuse to use.
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You must have missed part of his earlier post, he couldn't piss dirty for his sub doc, or the doctor would cut him off, he got high anyway so he knew he couldn't go back
He sounded pretty sure about this or I think he would definitely go back...
 
The cravings do go away a little bit, especially after day 6 & 7. It'll be all mental after that point. But the cravings never go away. Earlier this year I had 39 days clean and 52 days clean. And fucked them both up. Last week I had 6 days clean. And I fucked that up. I'm dirty now but go to finally get my own script of subs on saturday to clean myself up.

Also you may want to just see a doctor instead of a program. Doctors are expensive but well worth knowing that you don't have to worry about going to a program every day. And there are doctors all over the place. Plus you get "Take Homes" Immediately.
 
On another note i erased all drug contacts out of my phone. Planned on changimg phone number so they couldnt call me but having second thoughts

I know i should though cuz itll make it real hard for me to cop. Baltimores gotra lot of open air market but i wont blind cop on my own. I did a couple other times with someone else who knew the streets but would never do it again
 
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