Dysphoric
Bluelighter
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I don't really know were else to put this, I usually post in ADD. So, if it's in the wrong forum please move it.
Anyways, I've been trying to find answers for my severe motivational issues and somewhat melancholic state, but to no avail. This has actually been with me for most of my life, but now I'm at the age (19) where I need to move on and figure out what I'm going to do with my future (schooling/jobs). I've been active most of my life as well, and eat somewhat healthy, and still nothing improves. I'm getting desperate enough to the point of trying to use a drug to overcome this nonsense. However, I did use Adderall (prescribed) back 3 years ago and it did wonders for this problem, but soon became useless due to crashes, anxiety and only wanting to use it for the euphoria. I soon got Desoxyn and hardly touched it due to anxiety. So, it has been 16 months since I've touched a single Amphetamine. I have not done any other psychotropics in about a year as well, the only substance I use is Nicotine ATM.
I've done tons of research on my own, but yet again to no avail. Some interesting compounds were Tianeptine, Amineptine, and Fencamfamine. Annoyingly neither of them are approved, at least in the U.S.
So now I come here looking for some suggestions. I'm looking for something with stimulant actions and can also elevate mood.
Anyways, I've been trying to find answers for my severe motivational issues and somewhat melancholic state, but to no avail. This has actually been with me for most of my life, but now I'm at the age (19) where I need to move on and figure out what I'm going to do with my future (schooling/jobs). I've been active most of my life as well, and eat somewhat healthy, and still nothing improves. I'm getting desperate enough to the point of trying to use a drug to overcome this nonsense. However, I did use Adderall (prescribed) back 3 years ago and it did wonders for this problem, but soon became useless due to crashes, anxiety and only wanting to use it for the euphoria. I soon got Desoxyn and hardly touched it due to anxiety. So, it has been 16 months since I've touched a single Amphetamine. I have not done any other psychotropics in about a year as well, the only substance I use is Nicotine ATM.
I've done tons of research on my own, but yet again to no avail. Some interesting compounds were Tianeptine, Amineptine, and Fencamfamine. Annoyingly neither of them are approved, at least in the U.S.
So now I come here looking for some suggestions. I'm looking for something with stimulant actions and can also elevate mood.

. I also have slight cardiophobia (Drugs that cause rapid heart rate "Tachycardia") Focalin being similar to Cocaine makes me skeptical about how much it could raise my pulse. I would just take Desoxyn, but I don't like how its somewhat neurotoxic and very downregulatory. So, I'd rather just use that sparsely.