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Hey Effie, I have been meaning to say congrats on the SMOD spot, I know you will be brilliant at it.

It really is all about confidence. I think women are too harsh on each other ad themselves. IMO, if you love your body and want to rock a bikini, then go for it even if yor bod isn't " perfect " that is awesome. But don't put a skimpy bikini on and walk with your head down low just because society has decided bikinis are sexy and young.

I love the retro thing, eff, I bet you look great in it, number one because you are gorgeous, but also you feel good about yourself!
 
Hi BDD, effie, beachcat, nAON, and you who's reading me. Some good weed expected in a minute.

Whaaa... :D
 
^^ spanks beachcat :D <3 I bet you look gorgeous too, self-assurance is sexy (plus you're a BDD girl and we're the best ;))

Ello Loulou, how are you today? Wish I had weed, finished my hash earlier in the week and at my nan's house now so entirely sober. Oh well..
 
Ima fine effie ;)

Smokin a j right now, which is always a sign of good behaviour tbh.

:)
 
^ indeed :D smoke one for me, couldn't get away with it here ;)

getting angry at slowwww laptop and internet :!
 
Live fast die young bad girls do it well
Live fast die young bad girls do it well
Live fast die young bad girls do it well
Live fast die young bad girls do it well
 
Holy shit, y'all talk to much ;)
Some fucktard stole my phone at out patient rehab.. Lil fucker is mine when he returns Friday.. Fuckin hate thieves and liars. Grr.
Anyway, hope you all feel better..atm & lou! And hope the rest are doin well!
Anyway, I'm still alive (and high heh).
Hopefully I can replace my phone soon!
Miss y'all!
 
Glad ur ok baby :)
Hope u detox goin ok

Schools out? School as in University? Or proper school, as in 4-16/18? Off til sept?
My eldest don't break up for 4 wks & 2 days - I am a rarity in that I LOVE avin my kids home all day (most Mams I no count down til they go bk school), mess, noise I jst join in :)

I aint shy bout my body, nor do I think it amazin. U still won't spot me in a bikini tho, floppy hats, factor 50 & a t-shirt - highly unsexy, but I'm a red head wiv lily white, freckly skin. I burn in the shade!

Hope everyone ada good wkend, me off 2 bo-beep, wrk in less than 12, nite nite.
 
Hey y'all, hope a good day was had by all....went boating to an amazing island myself, water was as clear blue as the carribean. Getting good at driving the boat myself. Ok, need advice from my trusty friends here. I want to taper off my morphine ER.

Currently take 60 mgs twice a day. My doc proposed a schedule that seemed excruciatingly slow. Here is what I think I will propose:

Start with 30 mgs x three a day.....this way if the cut in dose sends me into too bad a withdraw I will have a midday dose to pull me through

Then, 30 mgs x twice a day

Switch to 15 mgs x three times a day

15 mgs x twice a day

Not sure about jumping off, though...should I go to 15 mgs x one a day, or cut in half and do 7.5 twice a day? I am scared if I go to a one a day dosing it will fuck me over..if I stick with twice a day, I can just get the dose smaller and smaller until it becomes a nonissue. Or am I just being a pussy and need to jump off and if I withdraw, so what.
Also, doesnt it seem like a good idea to go to three times a day every time I go down a step? I do have very legitimate pain, plus I am a mom, I can't afford to have serious withdrawal symptoms.

Also, I have already made a huge jump in my oxy consumption ( not my choice but whatever ) and have gone from 30 mgs x five a day to 10 mgs x twice a day and that has been fine. I plan to stay on this small bit of oxy I think in case things get unbearable pain wise but I may need to jump off the as well. My goals are to be non opiate dependent, be able to achieve appreciable pain relief without having to take heroic doses ( like 180 mgs of oxy at a time) and finally, to get knocked up...

Sorry this is so long, what does you guise think about this here plan? And also, how long for each step? My doc thought a month but I think two weeks would be fine.....?????
 
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Tri, I have thought the same thing. For the most part, the folks I have found here at BL seem smart, funny, progressive thinking and drama free. For the most part. I would love to hang out with Effie, Lou, Tripsy, BG, NT, you, Token etc etc for reals. Well, I could probably hang out with Token, she lives close enough. For serious though. Need more friends like BLers IRL!
 
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