mydrugbuddy
Bluelighter
It might be helpful if i provide a bit of background to this question I'm hoping i can get some help/advice on from the good folks here...
I've been taking various opiates for about 6 months or so now. My introduction to them was O-dt which I quickly grew to love, and despite my best intentions of planning to take it only once or twice a week, i was soon finding excuses to take it much more often than that. Its a very familliar story, and before I knew it I'd been taking it daily for days on end and had become physically dependant. I went through many simillar multi day binges and mini-withdrawls at the end. But when it became evident that i was not going to be able to obtain any more O-dt once my stockpile ran out I rationalised to myself that I'd go on one last long binge until it ran out, rather than go through withdrawl many times. I thought I'd just face one bigger and harder one at the end. I couldnt fully admit it to myself then, but i can clearly see now that i dont have the discipline to control the use of opiates. If i have any available I will take them constantly until they are gone. Anyway my big o-dt binge lasted about 6 weeks before i ran out. The physical withdrawl was pretty bad, but it was the PAWS that really got me, so much so, that ive been trying to get more opiates ever since.
Ive now got myself addicted to poppy pods. I know there's far better highs out there but pods are relatively very cheap and easy for me to obtain compared to other opiates which are far better but also far more expensive. I'm constantly telling myself that I'm going to have to stop taking them as I dont like being so "chained" to things but whilst they are readily available and they dont seem to be having any adverse affect on my health its damn hard to stop. There isnt any immediate problem for me as long as i can continue to get them.
Ive been reading up a lot on peoples opiate withdrawl experinces for when i eventually get the motivation to stop taking them. I have noticed a lot of people mention that Loperamide helped them a lot. I can understand the physiology of why it helps. But one thing i dont undertsand is that it seems to be a case of just replacing one opiate with another ? Isnt this what is happening ? Of course opiate withdrawls arent going to be so bad when one is still taking opiates ? Or is the whole idea to use Lope as a kind of stepping stone to help taper down to nothing over a few days or weeks, or however long it takes ? Otherwise when one eventually comes off the Lope aswell, are they not going to be right back where they started in terms of withdrawl symptoms ?
Anyone have any any thoughts on this ? Can you explain ? Thanks in advance.
I've been taking various opiates for about 6 months or so now. My introduction to them was O-dt which I quickly grew to love, and despite my best intentions of planning to take it only once or twice a week, i was soon finding excuses to take it much more often than that. Its a very familliar story, and before I knew it I'd been taking it daily for days on end and had become physically dependant. I went through many simillar multi day binges and mini-withdrawls at the end. But when it became evident that i was not going to be able to obtain any more O-dt once my stockpile ran out I rationalised to myself that I'd go on one last long binge until it ran out, rather than go through withdrawl many times. I thought I'd just face one bigger and harder one at the end. I couldnt fully admit it to myself then, but i can clearly see now that i dont have the discipline to control the use of opiates. If i have any available I will take them constantly until they are gone. Anyway my big o-dt binge lasted about 6 weeks before i ran out. The physical withdrawl was pretty bad, but it was the PAWS that really got me, so much so, that ive been trying to get more opiates ever since.
Ive now got myself addicted to poppy pods. I know there's far better highs out there but pods are relatively very cheap and easy for me to obtain compared to other opiates which are far better but also far more expensive. I'm constantly telling myself that I'm going to have to stop taking them as I dont like being so "chained" to things but whilst they are readily available and they dont seem to be having any adverse affect on my health its damn hard to stop. There isnt any immediate problem for me as long as i can continue to get them.
Ive been reading up a lot on peoples opiate withdrawl experinces for when i eventually get the motivation to stop taking them. I have noticed a lot of people mention that Loperamide helped them a lot. I can understand the physiology of why it helps. But one thing i dont undertsand is that it seems to be a case of just replacing one opiate with another ? Isnt this what is happening ? Of course opiate withdrawls arent going to be so bad when one is still taking opiates ? Or is the whole idea to use Lope as a kind of stepping stone to help taper down to nothing over a few days or weeks, or however long it takes ? Otherwise when one eventually comes off the Lope aswell, are they not going to be right back where they started in terms of withdrawl symptoms ?
Anyone have any any thoughts on this ? Can you explain ? Thanks in advance.
