BottleInABottle
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Feb 28, 2012
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Yesterday while I was sitting in the backseat of a car, I suddenly saw a double rainbow which symbolizes "transformation". The most terrifying part was when the radio started playing a song called "Some people die young". Synchronicities are no news for me and has been ongoing for a while now. I happen to dismiss the thought of "coincidence" and instead apply the thought that everything that happens around us does so for a reason. I got the feeling something is telling me I'm gonna die soon, but I seriously don't want to die. However on this day, I had been spoilt quite a lot and even drank alcohol to celebrate the meeting with my mom as I hadn't seen her for a while. Whenever I eat junk food, buy or eat luxury stuff, do drugs or act selfishly/unlovingly, I swear, SWEAR, that I hear and see much more stuff related to death, pain and accidents. I don't know what is causing this, and I'm quite scared this means I need to change to a more loving and enlightened lifestyle or else I am punished with death.
What does all of this really mean?
Thanks in advanced and sorry about the broken english. ;_;
What does all of this really mean?
Thanks in advanced and sorry about the broken english. ;_;