Hey all, my first post on here so go gentle on me pls.
Am impressed with the open discussions going on here, as the world of mature adults should be eh!
Off topic here, I know, so please bear with me for a quick rant, but as I said its my first post
If the government wants us to take responsibility for ourselves then why the f*^k do they keep treating us like children when it comes to decisions about our lives? E.g. What drugs we take, what we can watch on tv' who & how we can f#*k another adult & what we can do with our own bodies, the only thing along with our mind that we'll only ever own!Hey all, my first post on here so go gentle on me pls.
Am impressed with the open discussions going on here, it's as the world of mature adults discussing issues should be eh!
Off topic here, I know, so please bear with me for a quick rant, but as I said its my first post
If the government wants us to take responsibility for ourselves then why the f*^k do they keep treating us like children when it comes to decisions about our lives? E.g. What drugs we take, what we can watch on tv' who & how we can f#*k another adult & what we can do with our own bodies; which are the only thing along with our minds that we'll only ever own!
Right, back on topic now (again sorry for the rant, been up all night, brain's now going about 1.2mph, Twice it's normal speed!). Anyway, mephedrone! I'll throw in my humble opinions & experiences if you'll let me? In the hope some of you may find them interesting or at least a good attempt at a first post.
Quite a few years ago in the pub a mate of mine offered me a small bag of white crystals. So being the responsible man that I am I asked him what it was? He said "Shut up & go & cheer yourself up!". At the time I was pretty drunk & thought to myself 'Here we go, a little Mandy or something :D". 1large insufflated, eyeballed line of some small clear pointed crystals later, I headed back up the stairs from the toilets to the accompaniment of some of the most intense euphoric rushes I've ever had! Btw I was not completely, naive in any way when it came to illicit substances & could tell the difference between most at that age. Though I still had a lot to learn. I did however know it wasn't MDMA.
By the time I had Returned to the bar I felt an overwhelming desire to explain myself to the barmaid I had 'wronged' a few weeks earlier, which were followed by some pretty pathetic attempts at flattering her, which I assume didn't go down to well since my eyes were starting to roll into the back of my head! Luckily I think she understood & was gentle with me.
After finding my mate & embarrassingly hugging him etc. He took me outside to clear my head a bit. I can't be sure but I think I was like that for about an hour. Though every time I started feeling a bit more coherent I was medicated accordingly.
Skip to day two. I woke with no hangover, no depression & a blurry memory of the day before as being not quite an opiate induced Alice in wonderland type dream, but more of a vision of a flawless utopian society, where peoples (usually irritating) quirks were admired as playful idiosyncrasies and all the quarrels, wars, corruption and evils of the world could be solved by ignoring economies, money & land ownership & by instead concentrating on 'The love within us all!'.
Day three. Reality
Need more be said?. I headed for my mates house (Just for a beer or two & a chat! I'm not like that thank you! Greedy buggers
) Whilst I was there though I did ask him what I'd had the other day? "I don't know" he said. Though he gave it an obvious pseudo name (which had been told to him to hide the real chem name). Arggggh! I didn't like that & I would make it my mission to find out what it was. In the mean time though, he was getting a small but steady supply, which seemed to almost transport money from my wallet to his. Well worth it though!
My search. Hours upon hours upon hours & I'd narrowed it down to a few RC's it could be. Problem was which vendor was reliable? I was just gonna have to spend some cash eh.
Ok M1 from vendor xxx = S#*T......& on & on & on. In the end I'd given up on the Methylone as it was too pricey & wasn't like the stuff I'd unashamedly euporicated everywhere in the pub on that unexpected afternoon. But then the next problem was I'd get one sort of mephedrone from one RC which wasn't what I was looking for but it did a pretty good job anyway! Only the next lot from another site did sort of the same but it wasn't what I was looking for & the consistencies were so different? Clumpy & moist from one & dry & powdery from another with varying strengths too!
Finally though I found a place which did pure white crystals & tho it was nowhere near the euphoria of the stuff my mate had, it was good enough! Btw, my mate's mate never got back to him & so that elusive crystalline enigma was never seen nor heard of again
. Perhaps it could be the 'new batch' or a 'new batch' as mentioned in esrlier posts?
However! I had as much of my 'new' stuff to play with as I liked! And oh did I play!!! Insufflated, SL, SB, a hideous attempt at vaping/smoking, oh & a quick point, I do have some aversion to rectal administration (I know how much a hot curry can burn & that's enough for me!!!) & to answer HairyHarry's question yes I regularly iv'd. Though please don't because I did, please.
I sincerely hope none of you think I'm boasting here. I seriously am not! I consider myself so uneducated & inexperienced to be giving advice to anyone, let alone some of the true pharmacologists, chemists & those of you with more life experience than I have years. So I just thought I'd share my story. Careless & irresponsible as it may be
If anyone considers trying meph, please don't. It is addictive & can really f#*ck you up. If like me you can't help yourselves, then please ask someone knowledgable/experienced to help you with harm reduction & correct procedures.
I hope this wasn't too long or boring for a first post & please point out any embarrassing mistakes I may have made please.
Thanks
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![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
Sorry Effie mate 
Mind you, I did the right thing, moved to London form the Channel Islands, so not only am I away from 'most' of my bad influences & habits. I've also got about 100 miles of land & another 100 miles of water to keep me away from my old life! 
