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Harm Reduction OD Social v5. - Paper or Plastic?

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Happy Birthday, Trip!

Welcome back, lefty! Thrilled to see you're alive ;) Get back on AIM
 
leftwing said:
happy birthday trip!

double drop the thorazine tonight!
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wow it has been a long time since I've seen this guy post, BL missed ya.

It puts the thorazine on its skin or else it gets IM'd again. And not the good IM (Instant Messaging:)) It's actually pretty good practice to up your chlorpromazine dosage a bit on your birthday because birthdays can get very hectic, hospitals ruin birthdays. I hope you're not doing too many chemicals tonight bro <3 Happy birthday though, can't wait to hear about it, hit me up on AIM or SMS.
 
I leave for a few hours and all hell breaks loose!

First and most importantly, cloudy, I'm so sorry to hear that about your grandmother. I know we don't really know each other, but you have my deepest condolences. I understand that the next while will be tough and that as a whole your family is going through a very tough time, and rest assured, all of us at OD Social are here for you. PM me if you ever need any support or just someone to talk to. I'll help any way I can.

As for this PNS stuff, I'd go with modafinil as my choice. Then again, I have a bit of an affinity towards it just because I find it so bloody effective. I just think that doing things like ECA stacks are so risky. Many a bodybuilder has ended up with a major MI or other nasty coronary problems due to ECA stacks. My views on ECA stacks are partially due to my personal opinion though, as it all boils down to intelligent and careful usage, something a lot of bodybuilders/muscleheads are not exactly known for ;). I'm not the stimulant expert, so I don't really know what to advise except for stay the hell away from phentermine. It's bad news all around, IME.

Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRIPMAN, have a fun and debauchery-filled b-day!!!!
 
Yeah it's really rough losing loved ones, we got your back though. Things may make more sense later. I never really dealt with mine completely, I attempted to numb myself with morphine and xanax and just about everything I could get, which was just about everything. I don't know if I'll ever be able to completely get over those I loved who perished, when I "mourned" their death with the drugs that killed them. My advice, use this trauma to make a positive change in your life.
 
i can say that the death of my mother was the most formative and memorable experience of my life. i reacted exactly like you tricomb, shitloads of hard opiates and benzos, whatever i could get to numb me. that there was still quite a sizeable amount of strong painkillers left over was a mixed blessing...
my condolences to all of you who have lost someone close, i didn't even have a good relationship with my mother, i really regret it that she died before i got out of my teenage years and thus wasn't an insufferable prick anymore. there's a lot of things i would have liked to talk to her about, but there's just fuck all you can do if the fates decide that your life definitely lacks pain.
anyone going through something like that feel free to PM me. sometimes it helps to talk to someone who can relate.
 
I'd go with modafinil as my choice. Then again, I have a bit of an affinity towards it just because I find it so bloody effective.
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Rorer..talk me into modafinil..what's so bloody effective about it?

token

p.s.--sorry to anyone who's losing or lost someones...I've lost a couple.
It's different for everyone. There's no words appropriate enough..not yet.
 
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Toothpastedog I miss you, wherever you may be.

Anyways, I've got Dilaudid on the way :) delivery service is great ;)
 
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Rorer..talk me into modafinil..what's so bloody effective about it?
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I just find that it works quite nicely for its purpose with a minimum of side effects, IME. It keeps me alert, focused, energetic and boosts my mood without any euphoria that would make me want to abuse it, considering that I'm in recovery :\.
 
good answer ..thx :)

modafinil is a pns stimulant though..yes?
and doesn't adderall have pns stimulant activity also?

guess i could google instead...

~token
 
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So I got kinda fucking dumb with my methadone and basically I only have 50 mg left and 1mg of clonazepam. Well, my boy just hooked me up with 16mg of suboxone. That shit is gonna save my ass as I got a little over a week till my next methadone refill. I've been taking 60-70mg of methadone the last 3 days (40mg or so before that for a few days, then 30mgs before that for a while). So thinking I'm gonna go tomorrow as long as possible with out any methadone, then take 20mg, wait a day, then take .5mg of clonazepam to help get through the next day, then the last .5mg to get me through sunday. Monday I'll take 4mg of suboxone (starting out with 1mg and upping the dose to make sure I don't throw myself in to percep WDs, but 48 hours always works for me). I'll then take 2mg during the week leaving me with 30mg of methadone for saturday and sunday, then my refill on the monday. thank god. I dont feel as stressed about that shit.

Or do you guys have another suggestion on how to do it?

Friday, 20mg methadone (painless)
Saturday, 15mg methadone (relatively painless, just a little anxiety)
Sunday, 15mg methadone (relatively painless, just a little anxiety)
Monday, .5mg clonazepam (4mg lope?) (Starting to feel a little depressed, but not anxious at night and can sleep)
Tuesday, .5mg clonazepam (4mg lope?) (A little more depressed, with some achiness, RLS will be getting bad, but can sleep for atleast 5 hours)
Wednesday, 4mg bupe (will feel alright)
Thursday, 4mg bupe (will feel great)
Firday, 4mg bupe (etc.)
Saturday, 2mg bupe
Sunday, 2mg bupe
Monday, 30mg methadone (Refill day)
 
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I feel bad abusing my methadone cuz of the news with my grandma and my dad losing his job. Kinda like I'm ignoring emotions and it makes it feel like I don't care even though I really care about my grandma. A lot of me feels like I need to feel the pain of all this to the max, not avoid with drugs...
 
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I feel bad abusing my methadone cuz of the news with my grandma and my dad losing his job. Kinda like I'm ignoring emotions and it makes it feel like I don't care even though I really care about my grandma. A lot of me feels like I need to feel the pain of all this to the max, not avoid with drugs...
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Dosis facit venenum - It is the dose that makes the poison.

Moderation is key my friend and perhaps you do need a little "avoidance therapy" so to speak. To bury ones head in the sand completely however, is not to live at all.
 
Good thing is I wasn't being too ridiculous. I wasn't getting "high" per say, more just taking a few extra and being in a little chiller state. Still not a good way to go, as using for any other reason than medical or pure fun recreation is a dangerous game, and I know this. Dropping out of college after being real sick in the hospital last year (the week before exams) was how I started my oxy addiction last summer (I kicked it, and am 100x times better with opiates than I was). I'm happy I have the subs to help get me through to the next refill. I can't fuck up next refill cuz I'll be on vacation. Gonna have to be on top of my game and not fuck up. Gonna try and trade some clonazepam for some extra done so I can take a few extra when I'm on vacation.
 
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