Tangerine Dream
Bluelighter
Knockando... I guess I don't believe I am deep down. But i should have risen above things maybe and reframed from having any mxe after all the fuss it caused? I dunno any more. I hate making or seeing my mum cry. And even if i know where i went wrong on mxe last time... I shouldnt have risked it happening again tonight? After she reluctantly gave it me back. Imagine if i was wrong and something went wrong tonight. The blame she would attribute to herself... All i know is we have all made mistakes on various substances in this house. I should also be allowed the chance to not make a repeat mistake? I still feel guilty though. Said while racking up another line 
