Random MSN Gibberings XCVI - A bit of Neil Diamond as well I reckon

[Cornishman]

Had a stern talking to by the boss today.

Been late for work twice and missed an entire day (all in a row) because I couldn't stop shooting ching.

Even now, it's all I can think about. I'm desperate for another hit.
Luckily there's no more available.

But what if more turns up? I've never had such a bad loss of self control before. Stuff makes heroin seem as addictive as tea.
What was I thinking going back to the white.

I pleaded for help from a key worker a few days ago. Saying I need help cause I might lose my job and have fallen off the wagon.

They didn't even answer me., Cunts.

Never felt this hopelessly addicted to anything before.

It took a call from my manager for them to even give me an appointment.
Talking of which, I'm off to go and partake in right now.

 

[Mr Smokes Blunts.]

Had a stern talking to by the boss today.

Been late for work twice and missed an entire day (all in a row) because I couldn't stop shooting ching.

Even now, it's all I can think about. I'm desperate for another hit.
Luckily there's no more available.

But what if more turns up? I've never had such a bad loss of self control before. Stuff makes heroin seem as addictive as tea.
What was I thinking going back to the white.

I pleaded for help from a key worker a few days ago. Saying I need help cause I might lose my job and have fallen off the wagon.

They didn't even answer me., Cunts.

Never felt this hopelessly addicted to anything before.

It took a call from my manager for them to even give me an appointment.
Talking of which, I'm off to go and partake in right now.

O cornish! Just think about where you were before mate, you know from experience that those cravings will stop if you just give it time

 

[monstanoodle]

Had a stern talking to by the boss today.

Been late for work twice and missed an entire day (all in a row) because I couldn't stop shooting ching.

Even now, it's all I can think about. I'm desperate for another hit.
Luckily there's no more available.

But what if more turns up? I've never had such a bad loss of self control before. Stuff makes heroin seem as addictive as tea.
What was I thinking going back to the white.

I pleaded for help from a key worker a few days ago. Saying I need help cause I might lose my job and have fallen off the wagon.

They didn't even answer me., Cunts.

Never felt this hopelessly addicted to anything before.

It took a call from my manager for them to even give me an appointment.
Talking of which, I'm off to go and partake in right now.

Gahhhh Cornish man Really sorry to hear this.
By Ching do you mean Coke or Crack? (Sorry, I'm dreadfully not down with what the kids are saying these days ).
Regardless, I can imagine it being really fucking heavy...

I know all too well that "just stop buying it" it's like giving a colouring book and crayons to Rembrandt: Damn stupid and rather insulting.
I just hope that you can't get any more for long enough that it gives you time to lessen the "honeymoon period" feeling you're obviously going to be fighting for a while.
I'm not sure what I can say to help, other than let you know that I and all our EADD crew are here for you man ~

 

[Albion]

Hello EADD.

 

[Mr Smokes Blunts.]

Hello EADD.

Hey Albi, you've been on the missing list a bit lately! What's up?

 

[Albion]

I went to see Effie and failed spectacularly. Just got back

Tis cool tho.

Spent most of the last 24 hours here.

Twas not her fault though, I ain't mad. In all honesty it wasn't that bad.

 

[parttime crackhead]

^ Where is that?

 

[Albion]

Holiday Inn Express.

Last room they had and it was a smoking room. Minor victory clutched from the jaws of defeat.

 

[Albion]

Shameless plug of the illustrated book I made recently of Dulce Et Decorum Est. Bear in mind I did most of this on the tail end of a 3 day eph 'study aid' binge, so some pages are a lil rough round the edges, but you're all welcome to buy prints of the better ones, I made them all at ridiculous scales so they ought to come out nice, and I've only ever nearly sold an artwork before. Anywhos let me know what you think as a group consensus at least or else I'll feel deflated, and you don't want that.

Link through the picture portal:

 

[Cornishman]

O cornish! Just think about where you were before mate, you know from experience that those cravings will stop if you just give it time

Yeah, luckily the cravings subside v quickly (just like the high). I feel almost over it already.

Gahhhh Cornish man Really sorry to hear this.
By Ching do you mean Coke or Crack? (Sorry, I'm dreadfully not down with what the kids are saying these days ).
Regardless, I can imagine it being really fucking heavy...

I know all too well that "just stop buying it" it's like giving a colouring book and crayons to Rembrandt: Damn stupid and rather insulting.
I just hope that you can't get any more for long enough that it gives you time to lessen the "honeymoon period" feeling you're obviously going to be fighting for a while.
I'm not sure what I can say to help, other than let you know that I and all our EADD crew are here for you man ~

Danke Mister noodle.
I was just referring to plain ol' powder cocaine. Crack is almost non existent down here and is usually weak in comparison.

Lucky I now have a new key worker and she's keen to work on my underlying issues. (lack of confidence, loneliness, etc).

They keep telling me I can be quick witted and funny without the need for cocaine, but it aint true.
The past few days I've had rooms full of people in hysterics cause the coke gets me really on form. Not to mention gives me the ability to be extremely deadpan.

When I think about it. All of my relationships have only happened through me being high on one thing or the other.
I'm hoping they can give me some decent therapy so I can live a more fulfilling life and just be myself.



Albion that pic looks cool. You T4 hipster you!

 

[Mailmonkey]

There's no hipster more hipster then Albion.

You know I love your artwork Albion.

You just need to find your limits cornishman, hope things work out this time....is your aim to be a non-user, or to be a controlled recreational user?

 

[Albion]

Being a dickhead's cool.

--- Monsta Edit ---
♫♪♫ Loafers with no socks....
Electro-Pop meets Southern Hip Hop...
Indeterminate sexual preference...
Something retro on my necklace... ♪♫♪

 

[monstanoodle]

Danke Mister noodle.
I was just referring to plain ol' powder cocaine. Crack is almost non existent down here and is usually weak in comparison.

Lucky I now have a new key worker and she's keen to work on my underlying issues. (lack of confidence, loneliness, etc).

They keep telling me I can be quick witted and funny without the need for cocaine, but it aint true.
The past few days I've had rooms full of people in hysterics cause the coke gets me really on form. Not to mention gives me the ability to be extremely deadpan.

When I think about it. All of my relationships have only happened through me being high on one thing or the other.
I'm hoping they can give me some decent therapy so I can live a more fulfilling life and just be myself.

You needn't thank me good sir

And it is true that you're a quick-witted and humourous soul without having any Coke, Cornish.
The pure fact that you are witty and funny - regardless of being on Coke or not - makes it so that you don't need it to be that person.
You are that person, it's just that you've become very introverted and struggle right now with, as your key worker is helping you out with, your self-confidence and feelings of loneliness.
I can relate to both of those things wholeheartedly. I feel like I need some form of downer to actually relax and be myself but that's not so.
Such things are mearly our own tools that we use to access those positive aspects of our personality because we're finding it really hard at present.

So yes, it's there inside us, but it's just been misplaced mate You'll get there, we both will. Everyone who's having such problems will get there in the end with the right help and the right outlook

 

[ColtDan]

Good evening you lovely peoples

work done for the week, happy days day booked off tomorrow, might get drunk and sunbathe all day. etiz arrived in the post this morning, just taken one to try. gonna chill and compile some sunny driving tunes

 

[effie]

I went to see Effie and failed spectacularly. Just got back

Tis cool tho.

Spent most of the last 24 hours here.

NSFW:

Twas not her fault though, I ain't mad. In all honesty it wasn't that bad.

Argh. Come visit me, EADD, get to wander the city centre then spend a night in this fine establishment (I was ill and passed out..)

Celebrated not being sick in a few hours with a strawberry Nurishment and spilt it all down me, so I look like I just vommed. Nice. Plus what was I thinking getting strawberry? The banana one I had earlier was much better obv.

 

[Myshkin]

Chocolate is the only acceptable flavour of Nurishment.

The word 'acceptable' being applied in a strictly relative sense.

 

[Mailmonkey]

banana nurishments and speed kept me alive for 6 months, oh, and wine.

 

[Albion]

I wish there were a wine nourishment.

One step forward two steps back and all that.

 

[effie]

Chocolate is the only acceptable flavour of Nurishment.

The word 'acceptable' being applied in a strictly relative sense.

Are you serious?? Never tried the chocolate but I can't imagine that going well on a sim sesh or when feeling queasy (the only times Nurishment truly comes into its' own). My friend drinks the cherry one, so wrong.. saw a mango one the other day, was tempted, then realised that is clearly nonsense.

banana nurishments and speed kept me alive for 6 months, oh, and wine.

Ahh the stim, Nurishment and alcohol diet. My cornershop must think I am either an alcoholic or a dirty druggy. Oh wait.. :D

 

[knock]

Found this cool little game, only just started on it so can't vouch for how playable it is but it looks fucking great:



Yes it actually looks like that. Think it will go well with some MXE!