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so many nice people here :=) thanks allot guys. Ive gotten tired of being selfdestructive now and Ive been sober for a WHOLE two days. yay! :D celebrate every little victory right?

Im getting into lifting weights again now and Ive started trying to meditate again(this is really important to me).

I have great neighbours, Im just not a very trustful person but Im working on it. I do need to stop seeing my loser-friend Andreas too much, Ive tried to help him get his life straighten out for years(Im not blaming him or anything btw) but he seems to be fucked up for life. I need friends who doesnt suck. And I got at least one here :)
 
Yep desmond, every little victory counts!! :) <3 Two days sober is awesome, keep it up!
Sorry to hear about your friend Andreas, some people just can't be helped. I hope he sorts his life out soon.
 
desmondsparrs said:
so many nice people here :=) thanks allot guys. Ive gotten tired of being selfdestructive now and Ive been sober for a WHOLE two days. yay! :D celebrate every little victory right?

Im getting into lifting weights again now and Ive started trying to meditate again(this is really important to me).
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That's a good approach you're taking, reconnecting with stuff you used to love but which using distracted you from. I've now reached my 13th day (unlucky for some lol) day of not abusing any psychoactive substance bar caffeine & although it's very hard still I have got more writing (probably my favourite of all my hobbies) done in the past week than in the preceding two to three months!

Well done on your two days and your exhibition of common sense ;)
 
Awh, i can't stop listening to John Lennon tonight.
Seriously how the #*^% could somebody ever kill a man like him???
:'(
the world is so screwed up.
 
tripnotyzm said:
Awh, i can't stop listening to John Lennon tonight.
Seriously how the #*^% could somebody ever kill a man like him???
:'(
the world is so screwed up.
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I've wondered that many times. It's because they were jealous of his fame and the only way they could be known to the world is to end the life of a much greater man. But he failed. I don't remember his name but I will always remember John.
 
I remember the assassin's name but I won't post it since I agree with what you said OxyCoDrone & we should not pander or kow-tow to a disturbed killer's agenda. Not where John has just been remembered for his music certainly.
 
Yay I figured out how to tether my cell phone network internet to my laptop so I don't have to use pokey defective mobile internet pages on tiny phone screen until I get the broadband set up at new house. *hugs Spell-check* and *hugs the edit button*.
 
Man now that I'm almost ending my sophomore year of high school, I realize how fast it's gone. I can't believe I was anticipating growing up so much, because now all I long for is the past again. I never thought I'd miss my childhood. But just remember that life keeps on moving, so don't try to hold onto or relive the past because each day is a new gift. The memory of the past is enough to keep me happy, and the gift of the future keeps me going.
 
Im bipolar(type II). <snip> killing the pain I feel. Not just my emotions but I feel physical pain as well. I also think that Ive gotten a virus(although "benign") in my ears in my balance-thingies. <snip>Im in such agony right now. Nauseous, lethargic, depressed, having problems with balance and feeling dizzy and extremely unfocused(except on the fucking misery Im experiencing).

edit: alrighty then. no talking about it. fuck this fucking shit-forum. poof.enjoy your meaningless and utter pointless effort to achieve social connection with boring shit. fuck!
 
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Wow.
Got pullled up for a random breath test last night..
6 cops went through my entire car and strip searched my partner and i in the middle of the street.
They had nothing to find on us which was very good, i think its bullshit how they can do that.
On the plus side, they didn't confiscate my smoking paraphernalia
 
Hey there CH! <3 I hope your day is going well.

Jake I love TDS it makes me so happy when I hear people are finding it welcoming and fun to visit <3.

Trip that sucks :( I'm visiting my parents all this week and I had to go to my grandmothers house today to visit and it was a 6 hour fiasco of listening to complaints but she was telling me a house was recently busted for drugs a few days ago and they shot the peoples dog and they didn't find any drugs. It made me so upset. There are so many more productive things to be working on in this world than busting through peoples houses on a small tip or whim and shooting their dog.

I have a few suggestions. Maybe they should start with the homeless people begging on the streets with signs for food or work on busting actual gangs. I probably have it all wrong though. It's worth every scent of our tax dollars to pay for bullets that kill peoples family pets :|.

/rantabouttheman

On another note I saw this little dood in my grandmothers grass. He must have fallen out of the nest because he couldn't fly yet.

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I had my boyfriend take a picture of him on my finger but he said I was making a ridiculous face in it sooo...

But I hooked him up with some bread and we made friends and I put him up on a ledge and the momma bird found him and kept flying to him. Hopefully he'll be okay.
 
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