Right now, I'm nodding and would describe it like this:
- I am making a CONSTANT effort to stay awake, and keep my eyes open and focused, but they keep closing or blurring my entire vision.
- If I "gave in" I would probably nod out (drift in and out of consciousness) for a solid 45 minutes to an hour
- My sense of time is all fucked up (I started writing this post at 11pm), time literally flies by and before you know it, the day is gone.
- I would not get anywhere near my car keys, even though "I'm fine to drive." Even if your fine to drive, fine is not good enough. Either you are sober and can operate a vehicle, or you are under the influence and for the safety of yourself and those around you, stay the fuck away from cars and other heavy machinery.
- It's like the sedation and the euphoria are battling it out up in my brain, the sedation keeps trying to win and thus, I nod, but I am making an extreme effort to stay awake and enjoy the euphoria. So basically it's level of sedation vs. level of euphoria.
-You catch a nod by either taking too high of a dose to begin with, or by chronic redosing (for example, initially taking 10mg hydrocodone, then every two hours, add another 5mg hydrocodone, etc. )
I much prefer doing chronic redosing, rather than one lump sum to begin with. In my experience, by starting low and going slow, I have increased duration, intensity, analgesia, euphoria, etc. Plus it allows me to gauge my level of intoxication better, and a smoother come-up = a smoother come down. Note: it is dangerous to rely on yourself to gauge your level of intoxication when doing chronic-redosing, as often you forget when your last dose was, or you even forget how much you've done so far total
Nodding is highly dangerous, and in my case, usually only happens by accident, I never shoot for a high enough dose to nod right off the bat. That would fuck up my tolerance big time, something I cannot afford, but I'm a chronic pain patient and enjoy the slight stimulation that lower dosing gives you. Even when taking the same drug at the same dosage, sometimes I nod, sometimes I don't, there are many factors that affect my nod, environment being a big one.
It took me like, a good 25 minutes to write this due to the extent of the (accidental) nod I'm in. I think I'm feeling the effects of the NMDA antagonist already! Too bad DXM is more overpriced than food at the airport.