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BDD Social/Information Booth v25 - Let's all eat some acid!

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BG: Get a Q-tower. Basically one step under a volcano (no auto-sifting bowl or whatever it's called) for less than 1/2 the price. Check Amazon. I had one for several months; could smoke in the living room w/o consequence, where just smoking a bowl in the garage can sometimes cause strife.

Anyway, coke > methylphenidate, unless it's shit coke. Then nothing > shit coke. lol

I wouldn't stress an LD50 to be honest; don't get too spun and you shouldn't have an issue. Don't keep pushing it and pushing it either, it's not gonna work out well. Re-dosing won't be an issue, yet.
 
Part of it depends on how much i smoke... back in my heavy smoking days id smoke at least an eighth often more like 6-8g a day... nowdays an eighth lasts me at least a week, and i still smoke everyday...

A vape is serious overkill at my current usage rate... back then however i used one regularly... or a bong... rarely a pipe because it just didnt cut it...

And i was always cleaning them but it was worth it then... not now tho lol..

Just my opinions and preferences :D
 
Yeah I don't smoke the same 2+g/day as I used to.. I actually DO stuff on occasion haha.
 
redosing is such an issue with mph, more so than cocaine imo. i want more and more and more if i have some on me, its a shame that i managed to get ahold of a good supply of them as i have burnt through about a gram of mph in the space of a week.

the effects are so short lived and require such high doses i don't know if its really a safe thing to do regarding hepatic toxicity. i am using it mainly to help me focus on my studying which it does extremely well. its a shame that the euphoria is gone that i assosiate with it. i guess i'm coming close to some kind of stimulant psychosis again i need to be weary. its much more obssesive to redose than amphetamines personally. if i dont redose amphs i don't get insecure and paranoid along with depression that is awful.... mph is a lot different.
 
Ah ok. I think I'll just buy a glass pipe then. I was gonna buy both but I have a bit of a patience issue lol. A vap sounds like it'd piss me off heh.
synthetix, I have 30 days plus 1 refill. I'm callin a new psych tmrw but yes, I think I'll start a taper to be safe. Just in case the wait is still at 3 months to be seen. No more takin handfulls
Pj, I'll look into that, thanks :)
I go thru at least 3.5 grams a day, usually twice that. No wonder I never get much done lol.
 
yeah today has been doubly as bad, i think ive gotten through about 250mg so far. i have an obsessive compulsion to redose now and i have to get some sleep as i'll run out of tablets tomorrow. its such a powerful urge to redose idk i've never felt this kind of urge before on any drug. so much for it being a non-addictive substance

you have to be accurate with the taper otherwise it can be really unpleasant and frankly painful to withdraw, slow and steady wins the race with tapering from benzos! start the taper only under guidance of youre psychiatrist and if he refuses to taper you, fuck him find someone lse.

3.5grams of cocaine? huuuuuh?
 
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synthetix said:
yeah today has been doubly as bad, i think ive gotten through about 250mg so far. i have an obsessive compulsion to redose now and i have to get some sleep as i'll run out of tablets tomorrow. its such a powerful urge to redose idk i've never felt this kind of urge before on any drug. so much for it being a non-addictive substance

you have to be accurate with the taper otherwise it can be really unpleasant and frankly painful to withdraw, slow and steady wins the race with tapering from benzos! start the taper only under guidance of youre psychiatrist and if he refuses to taper you, fuck him find someone lse.

3.5grams of cocaine? huuuuuh?
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No, not coke, weed lol. I haven't done coke in like 16 yrs. I'm good, too much speed for me lol.
My fam dr won't give me benzos but since I already have them maybe he'll at least devise a taper plan for me. I'll have to ask tomorrow. Gonna suck havin a panic attack without benzos. I've learned alt ways of dealin with them but after 4 years on them it's gonna be tricky!
Damn moron never showed up to get car. Grr. Waited for this idiot and now the head shop is closed. No wonder I fuckin hate people.. A phone call woulda been nice. Asshole..
Now I gotta wait til tomorrow mornin to get some smoke. This sucks..
 
ahh a good eighth of purple urple or sour diesel would be perfect right now. i'm coming down from a 3 day long binge on mph so anything would be decent atm. i think i've eaten somewhere in the range of 300mg of mph, surprised it hasnt had more of a comedown, but i could just still be high but not as high as i was, idk, its all gravy. i just want more mph now though lol but i've run out, and i need to get some sleep tonight, might hit up another 50mg of promethazine, that's been helping with my sleep the past two days. the first binge day of mph i couldn't get any sleep until i took a zolpidem but i started hallucinating like crazy which was pretty awesome but frightening at the same time and even then only maanaged about 4 hours of sleep before i woke up

there are other ways of dealing with panic attacks, breathing exercises which seem stupid to begin with but actually do help, a lot of a panic attack is based on the fact that you cannot breathe, and if you learn to control with long deep breaths in and out counting in and out you will calm yourself down without the use of a drug. taking a tablet takes however long to kick in too, unless you use it sublingually, and in that period of time of waiting you're probably recovering just from the fact the tablet is about to kick in...

its hard to imagine a life without benzos if they have helped you but in the long run, trust me, you will be better off. after a while on benzos those negative emotions and thoughts come back, only worse and more depressive. you think you should taper off then, and this makes withdrawal even worse, suicidal in some cases. quit while youre ahead imo!
 
synthetix said:
its hard to imagine a life without benzos if they have helped you but in the long run, trust me, you will be better off. after a while on benzos those negative emotions and thoughts come back, only worse and more depressive. you think you should taper off then, and this makes withdrawal even worse, suicidal in some cases. quit while youre ahead imo!
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quoted for truth, I'm currently trying to get off them myself after an 8 year love affair with them, tapering every now and again until almost off but always ending up back on them, I struggle to imagine a life without them, but I had it before so I can have it again, have to tell myself that my brain isn't too fucked up now from almost a third of my life on them that it wont accept a life without them.

Good luck to all trying to get off them.



Also, evening BDD Social :D

How is everyone doing tonight?











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I've gone through alternative therapy to manage panic attacks while pregnant and I did it. Plus my attacks were MUCH worse then so there's no reason I shouldn't be able to do it now tbh. It's just the habit of attack, take pill, think it's workin already & calm down. I know better but our brains are easily fooled..
Once I taper, and I'm use to it, I'm sure I'll be able to manage again. =) Plus, I always have my hydroxyzine. That calms me in a big enough dose.
 
benzo free for 72 hours

gosh seroquel is shite - or atleast the rx'd dosage. started me at 25mg but said I could use 50mg if needed so i'll give that a shot tonight.
 
Benzo free as well, there's a chance I might have to drop for my Suboxone doc May 1st/Tuesday. Being benzo free sucks after you've been on a binge of alprazolam and clonazepam. Thanks to my prescription of gabapentin or I'd be feeling quite uncomfortable.
 
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Morning :) Weekend lasts for another 7 days for me =D I'm knackered, time for more coffee.
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Lucky sob.. Lol ;)
Other than gettin the kids off to school I only have 1 appt this week so I guess it's not too bad on me this week lol. I start my out patient, again, next week. Ugh. I can't wait to be done with that! I think I have 2 1/2 months left. 8 Tues & Thur, then 4 Tuesdays. That's if they let me start where I stopped bc of my ankle injury.
Then probation will be done in July and I can smoke real weed and get the hell outta Ohio lol.
 
I'm going to buy a pair of items that will drop the rear of my car ~2.5" w/o doing much of anything. ;)

My reasoning is that if my car is too low, I can't drive it too fast. :D.

How is everyone else?
 
Pjkt2501 said:
I'm going to buy a pair of items that will drop the rear of my car ~2.5" w/o doing much of anything. ;)

My reasoning is that if my car is too low, I can't drive it too fast. :D.

How is everyone else?
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Cool =) My camaro sat low, I hated that part lol. I miss that car, but had to trade it in for a family car.. I get away with havin my sound system bc I just say my teen likes it heh.
 
I'm aiming for ~1" (or less) ground clearance at lowest point while maintaining a relatively stock suspension geometry. Lowering a car is one thing, lowering it and getting it to handle properly is totally different.

I'll be able to raise and lower the car as I please - not as easy as air ride, but eh. I DID consider bagging the car though, just "because." Would be fun!
 
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