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Harm Reduction OD Social v5. - Paper or Plastic?

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toothpastedog said:
and, again, tricomb, thank you very, very much :) it is more, much more, than nice to know how much you care ;) as cheesy as it is... I wanna say I appreciate it, but that doesn't convey my feelings very accurately at all. something more. I think you understand ;) <3

OH! and I forgot, right before all this went down, my step grandfather died... not the biggest deal tbh, as cold as it sounds, as I didn't know him at all (and he was an abusive asshole to his children), but as the only capable member of the family at the time I was left caring for the poor guy (stomach + pancreatic cancer)... it's been a CRAZY couple of weeks

and tonight my step mom is in town and I get to listen to her drunk rantings... kinda funny actually. a good reminder of why I am so happy I'm not an alcoholic. but as I decided to dip into the diazepam tonight (I mean, I wanna get on her level, if for only an evening), it's quite the handicapped party :D
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1) I love Kawasaki

2) I understand the feeling is mutual, you would have done the same for me since you have my number.

3) Deaths in the family or a close friend is always hard. It changes your perspective on many things. How you viewed that person, How you realize how sacred life is, A lot of introverted thoughts.

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I myself just went for a walk in the city w/ my GF to buy a pack of cigs, which I had just quit and I smoked all the turkish royals before I got home, and going from days without nicotine to 20 cigarettes did not get me sick surprisingly.

However, as soon as I get back home and kick back, I lay still, and as all experienced drug users know, getting up to walk around is a good way to gauge how intoxicated you are. Another way to gauge your level of intoxication if you have been active for a while (like I was, walking around town) then just kick back and lay still.

To gauge your level of intoxication after being active:

Do a body scan and you will realize you're usually much more intoxicated than you thought you were, because previously all of your attention/focus was dedicated to walking properly, being social with your friends/GF, buying shit at the store. So when you lay down and if you dare, close your eyes for a bit, there are many drugs where remaining still increases the effects, namely euphoria, and in my experience oxymorphone is one of those drugs.


well, when I was walking around the city, I was all over the place, chainsmoking, bumping in to shit, killed a pack of turkish royals, relapsed on nicotine and paid the consequences. No more for me.
 
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DO IT DO IT! :D

You make a good point, but honestly, I think if someone who had never experienced the lifestyle before followed the example of what every fourth post on BL described they'd end up dead. Or at least seriously maimed. I'm with you 100%, but I can't imagine you'd do anything TOO horrible. This is all assuming you have been torturing any of the neighborhood cats ;)

Iono, I always find frankness and honesty to solve all life's problems (oh, well, that and a positive outlook and the tao, but you already knew that). Therefore: Tell us what drugs you've used! then again, you could always just pm me, like in the good old days, but then it would lose some of its exhibitionist flame... iono...

Oh, and btw, it's funny... Whenever I've actually had to use opioids or sedatives for medical reason (BMX accident, surgery, and this incident), I've always have no, and I mean NONE, inclination to abuse my meds. If anything, I feel like they over-prescribed me stuff (but who am I to complain :)).

Now, this doesn't mean I won't save what I don't need for later. But atm I have no interest in doing anything the MDs have told me not to do (and I certainly gave them the run down regarding my drug history.. I think I am just so gimpish right now they took pitty on the lil ole' drug addict and gave him what they thought he'd want.... suckers). Awesome. Heh, as soon as I'm totally back to normal though I'm sure I'll start fiending and wanna get back on suboxone asap :\

HOLLY SHIT I DO HAVE YO DIGITZ! hehe

Oh, and p.s. I'm intentionally not going to make fun of you for smoking because I know, I know <3 And on that note I think I'm gonna have a cigarette...
 
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^ glad you're alright man.. was wondering where you disappeared to right as you got the Mod spot lol. You're doing it right, don't abuse the meds when you have pain or they won't help unless you up the dose (which is a sign of abuse to doctors lol) Save some for after you're feeling better and use em on a "rainy day".. again glad to see you're iight.
 
Damn, TPD. Glad to hear you're all right, man. Shit, sending good vibes your way. Hopefully you have a healthy & speedy recovery.


...On another note, though. FUCK PEOPLE.
 
toothpastedog said:
and yea, as stupid as it might sound to those who don't understand, I'm almost certainly gonna spend as much of the lawsuit/insurance money I can on a new bike. it took me a LONG time to get than ninja, as I had sold my bike prior to that as a mean of paying for boot camp/rehab that turned out to be a big fucking waste of money (but that's a whole other story). hopefully I can get an indian this time around. god I'd love to ride an indian... although I'd settle for a triumph ;)
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if you win your law suit (which, you most likely will), part of your settlement should be the full cost of your bike, or at least the highest depreciated value, as well as medical bills and pain and suffering. So, you'll have plenny munny to buy a new bike (or two) with some left over.
 
^that would be nice :) there are some new paintball markers I've been interested in, so after the bike and awesome Tokyo-Paris vacation and buying a new bike I'll probably look in that direction... I mean, either that or put some away and save (yea right :\)

thankfully the other guy seems to be working with us and is on board, so I'll let you know what comes of speaking with the lawyer. with all the police reports, medical stuff, witnesses, etc. etc. I'm not to worried about the legal outcome. well, let me just say this - it doesn't keep me up at night... other than dreaming about a new bike and more paintball markers ;)
 
dude, some people get like hundreds of thousands of dollars in their pocket AFTER medical bills are paid. and considering you were in a coma? i think you'll get a lot. but, shit, what do i know? i'm not a lawyer or an insurance company.
 
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dude, some people get like hundreds of thousands of dollars in their pocket AFTER medical bills are paid. and considering you were in a coma? i think you'll get a lot. but, shit, what do i know? i'm not a lawyer or an insurance company.
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should be a lot of money..... When the check comes, hit me up TPD, I'll be wanting to come hangout.
 
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whats up?
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Since I started on sub maintenance, this dude has been practically begging me for a front. Every day. Like dude, I can't even do it. I need the $ so I can go back to the doctors, and continue on with my treatment. If you can find the money to spend on dope every day, why can't you find the money to give me, to buy a sub? Just like everybody else. & he tried saying that he fronted me and shit, which yeah, he has... but never subs.

When he got on subs, he would always be like "nah man, I need the cash now." But he expects me to just front him subs, because I have them? Fuck that. & fuck you. I mean, he called me up earlier on some "man, I'm sick as fuck, and my girl found out I was doing dope and shit, and kicked me out...." Like damn dude, that sucks. I know how that is.. but dude, what part of this are you not understanding? Your depression doesn't cover my doctors bill or my prescription. It sucks man, I know. But Jesus Christ.

Maybe if he had a job, I would front him. But he doesn't, so I have no clue when, or rather IF I would ever see that money. So fuck it, man.

Gotta pay to play, homeboy.
 
^ exactly.. he will come up with every excuse possible to try and get you to front him some, don't give in.. or do give him one and tell him he can't get them from you anymore give him a choice, a connect with subs or one last "front".. see what he chooses that way it is his decision and can't be pissed at you.
 
^^ block his number and tell him to suck a dick. Or, remind him that when the roles were reversed, he wouldn't do the same for you. Subs are expensive, and esp. if negro aint employed, you cant just be throwing money away like that. don't feel bad for someone who doesn't listen to what you have to say.
 
He some how managed to "come up with the money." So I told him I only had a half left. Looks like he's paying double digits for a half...

& word, I'm the only person he knows with subs right now.. so fuck it. & hell yeah they're expensive, at least until I pay the deductible for my insurance. But even then, who knows how much they're actually going to cover. I know we can't talk prices, but even WITH insurance, it was over $100 for 15 strips..

..They need to make generics already, god damnit!

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Anyways, wuts gut OD?
 
Both of the above ^ and ^^ are spot on. Fuuuuuuuuuuck that guy...

Just wondering, but have you told him directly to stop because there is no way you'd give him one, a.k.a. fuck off?

And to the direct above, your doctors hasn't given you any kind of discount coupons? My sub doc gave me a coupon thing so that I don't even have to pay a copay until 2013.
 
toothpastedog said:
Both of the above ^ and ^^ are spot on. Fuuuuuuuuuuck that guy...

Just wondering, but have you told him directly to stop because there is no way you'd give him one, a.k.a. fuck off?

And to the direct above, your doctors hasn't given you any kind of discount coupons? My sub doc gave me a coupon thing so that I don't even have to pay a copay until 2013.
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Yeah, I've told him. He still persists though.

& as for my doctor giving me anything, just this coupon that's like $50 off each month. I have health insurance, but like I said.. until my deductible is met, I'm still paying a lot. On the first Rx I filled, if I remember right, my insurance only covered something like $26. I thought about printing the card from "myfreerxcard.com" out, and seeing if that helps the price at all.

...I just fucking hate how expensive this shit is, and I hate the fact that he won't write me for subutex, because there's a generic available, that's a hell of a lot cheaper.

@ Hood, that's awesome you got to spend time with your kids man. Sucks you don't live with them, but awesome you got to spend time with them though.
 
yeah i got to play wiffle ball with them and shit, i enjoy it when they come to my house (well i live with my grandparents cuz i cant afford all my bills and rent :( ) but i had a good time, sucks i only got them 1 day outta their whole vacation.. but shit happens.

Whats everyone else up to or what did everyone do this weekend?
 
Yeah man, fuck 'em! Haha.. Oh, do you know what that $0 copay card is? Or where I could look into getting one?

& damn Hood, but one day is better then no days, right?

I spent the weekend with my girl, made her dinner.... went and saw "The Raven," too. Future advice about that movie? Bootleg that bitch, don't go pay the $10 or whatever it costs in your area to see it. That shit fucking sucked.
 
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