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☮ Social ☮ PD Social: Cross-dimensional chatter. Now featuring mesphereomeantoliopeme.

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Coming up on 90mg of 6-APB + 50mg 5-APB. Hope this is a sufficient dose, it'd suck to waste nearly an entire dose worth if it's mediocre, but I'm feeling some effects after just 30 minutes so I think it'll be good :D

Going to see how I feel in like 30 minutes, and if I feel up to it, go down to pub where there's some dubstep, dnb and house djs playing :)

Anyone have any plans for tonight? :)
 
Roger&Me said:
How're you liking those Dead shows Appleman? :)
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I'm loving them! In fact I spent a good half hour this morning, lying in bed, listening to the Dead through my iPod. Coming from the world of psytrance and dubstep, the Grateful Dead is a really refreshing change of pace. The fact that it's all live music is cool too -- I like imagining the band members on stage, jamming on their instruments, completely absorbed in the moment.

So far Lovelight & Good Lovin' are my favorite tunes of theirs. :)
 
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'Ello everyone. Trying 2c-b for the first time tomorrow, it's my first 2c. Sounds like a lot of fun. Not expecting much from the trip except fun based on what I've read, but I'm fine with that as I don't feel in any great need of a profound trip at this moment in time. Then again, I'm approaching it with an open mind and who knows what will happen? Pretty excited :D
 
Still sick from when i got back from barcelona last sunday (curse this cold!). I want to take some mxe or ethylone, but I will wait until I am not sick.
 
@Jesusgreen - i think we re all waiting on a trip report!

@yucatanboy2 - maybe its not a cold, just your body telling you that your place IS in barcelona! :P europe man, im telling you, its where its at :P... hope you get better soon man. i see you still like the ethylone, glad thats working out for you

@Splitz - i love the excitment of planning out a new trip with a fresh chemical. just be careful and make sure you got the right stuff. and no heroic doses the first times eh.

cheers! off to work on a saturaday!!! most awesome!
 
LSD in apple juice
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oeibd49qynE

for sho

Gonna do melting point analysis of my mescaline today and if it's all in order trip tomorrow <3
Marquis test was good.

Probably 425 mg of the HCl.

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Guys I'm in love with 25i. *swoon*
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Haha awesome!
That's the last NBOMe that I made a preparation of, and it's up next (as far as NBOMe's go), I hope it will be good for me as well.
Glad you like it :)

sup PD?
My legs are killing me, in the last days I played indoor soccer, trained Pencak Silat (martial arts) extra long for exam next week, and yesterday had a long walk home after I took a bottle of ouzo with from the Greek restaurant where I snacked on calamaris. Then visited a hash bar (called coffee shop here, fuck if I know why xD ) grabbed choc haze and strolled through the city.
 
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^ ah i was about to write " what is your favorite apple PD ? "
crispy red, soft green, dense, low sugar, how acidic ? i was reading about it, there's thousands of apples, you can hybridise them and create funk-new apples, for example this Swiss man spent twenty years making this one http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Redlove_Era
Bill Gates has been GMing some bananas to contain more vitamin A, some children in Uganda going blind from lack of it, apparently bananas are a big staple there. they go an unnerving orange though http://www.thegatesnotes.com/~/medi...na-Site-Visit/BANANAS-700x393_BANANAS-s27.jpg

@Cyanoide i was wondering, how does the sleep pattern work in a 24hour light place ? do you just sleep when you're are tired, or you are tired at similar times ? forest party sounds wonderful - i visited once, it is definitely a part of EU that feels magical with the snow and the northern lights. saw them just once from an airplane somewhat recently, they kind of grew to the left and rose up and then suddenly faded almost as quickly as they appeared

synthetic mescaline sounds like a good idea, i have to do an extraction some day. at present feeling hungry for mushrooms, wish i had the pansacola specifically. have been doing small bumps of yopo, testing the waters. made a few attempts with chewing salvia however nothing big other then some hysteria laughter, and at another time a subtle alteration of gravity. looking forward to trying psilocin analogue 4-HO-MET and more salvia, most of all

must recommend the google sketch up - quite an intuitive, although at times pedantic/meticulous which they should correct, piece of software. i just found it quite satisfying, i had no experience with 3D rendering until google KETCHUP
 
Seyer said:
Thats what I need to get my hands on, damnit.
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;) You will.

@ TAC, Glad to hear you like 4-AcO-DMT, it's the love of my life.

huolesoh said:
@Cyanoide i was wondering, how does the sleep pattern work in a 24hour light place ? do you just sleep when you're are tired, or you are tired at similar times ? forest party sounds wonderful - i visited once, it is definitely a part of EU that feels magical with the snow and the northern lights. saw them just once from an airplane somewhat recently, they kind of grew to the left and rose up and then suddenly faded almost as quickly as they appeared
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Well it's not 24 hour light here in the Southern tip technically, that only occurs above the Arctic Circle. But the nights here are still light in a way, even if the sun sets for a few hours. It's already very light, it's not dark until after about 22.

The sleep pattern is not really affected that much for me, summer makes it a bit harder to fall asleep for me (and many others) because it's not dark. I fall asleep much better during winter. Also I always wake up several times during the night and when you wake up in the middle of the night and it's light it feels a bit confusing sometimes, like it's morning. But I maintain my sleep pattern quite good and get tired at the same times.

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I finally moved in to my new flat I'm very pleased about moving. Had planned to take 4-AcO-DMT and DMT today but there were of course a few boxes with stuff still left at the old place; my scale and VaporGenie. I really don't feel like eyeballing 4-AcO-DMT so I decided to move the tripping to next weekend. I decided to take Lyrica instead, just to have some fun because the last weeks have been quite stressful, so much things to do.

I don't smoke when sober but always when I'm high I want to smoke. The only problem is it's not that easy to go outside in this state, but I gave it a try. Of course, with my luck, the elevator was packed with people. Their first impression of the new guy in the house was probably quite positive when seeing a guy high on 1000 mg Lyrica stumbling into the elevator with real problems with walking straight. Anyway I'm in a great mood and had a chat with the people in the elevator, they probably just thought I was drunk. I really like the pregabalin high, it's like a mix of GHB, alcohol and opiates. And I've stayed clean from stims since I flushed my EPH down the toilet. No cravings for stims either. Life seems to have a more positive shift now, I have many plans and so many more things to do now since I moved to a so much bigger city (it's a kind of return though, I've lived in Helsinki for 6 years earlier in my life).

Damn, 1200 mg Lyrica, feeling wonderful. Like someone had put warm blankets and soft pillows around me, so chilled and peaceful. But my motoric skills are not trustworthy enough to go outside for a smoke, don't feel like stumbling around here the first days looking like a freak. Anyway, life feels really nice right now. My stimulant phase did really bad things to me mentally and physically, as did doing too much MXE. It's time for a more positive direction now :)
 
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Cyanoide said:
Also I always wake up several times during the night and when you wake up in the middle of the night and it's light it feels a bit confusing sometimes, like it's morning.
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That happened to me soooo many times when I was out there 2 years ago. Alcohol throws off my sleep and I have horrible trouble falling/staying asleep if Im drunk, which is why now if I do drink I only get a good buzz going and stop there. Anything more than that brings on strange after effects, not following suit to a "typical" hangover and that just doesnt make Alcohol worth it for me. So whenever Id wake up in the middle of the night and see some light, I thought it was morning a bunch of times haha.
 
Back dog sitting, found sizzurp in fridge. H must have spoiled me, had like 150+mg codeine, and even abstinent from opiates for four months I just feel like I need to be higher. Darn nod obsession, it's kind of nice and pupils pinned (also took a lil dxm and antihistamines for potentiation). Better than the involuntary sobriety of the past few days though, brain's been in addict mode so the soberness was putting me in too awful a mood to be online. Should get some money for this service though...
 
I've never tried opiated and don't intend to either, they're too addictive for me. I have huge problems controlling the use of stimulants if I have any, that's why I decided to quit them. Opiates would probably be equally hard to manage; I just get addicted so easily.

But I must admit this feeling would be nice to compare to, say, opium. There must be many similarities to the feeling of opiates. I'm now at 1500 mg pregabalin and won't go higher, the risk for seizures can get quite big. It's easy to recognize when you should stop though, when small cramps and tremors start appearing (hands and feet start "jumping" slightly). They're not uncomfortable, just a (good) sign that you shouldn't take more.

Does any opiate user have experiences with high doses (1000 mg+) of pregabalin? How does it compares to opiates? I'm just curious because this feeling just matches so many of the effects opiates induce. I'm feeling warm, sedated (but not sleepy really), very relaxed, peaceful, all anxiety and all worries are gone, my head is swaying and I'm nodding, feeling like I'm passing out but still not passing out, a bit dissociated and indifferent, euphoric and social, speech and motoric skills are impaired (I can walk though but it's a bit hard).

Edit: A few beers potentiated everything in a very nice way, feels like I'm floating on clouds, soft pillows and blankets.

The good thing is tolerance grows so quickly this stuff is only euphoric when used occasionally.
 
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Cyanoide said:
Damn, 1200 mg Lyrica, feeling wonderful. Like someone had put warm blankets and soft pillows around me, so chilled and peaceful. But my motoric skills are not trustworthy enough to go outside for a smoke, don't feel like stumbling around here the first days looking like a freak. Anyway, life feels really nice right now. My stimulant phase did really bad things to me mentally and physically, as did doing too much MXE. It's time for a more positive direction now :)
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Oh man I love Lyrica, don't know why I never ordered more after the few times I did it recreationally which counts among the best and carefree types of simple easy euphoria. Not a good time now though, I need to lay off the benzo's first :\
In any case I'd be pretty jealous if I wasn't looking forward to my trip tomorrow.

Oh about opiates, the weird thing is I am sensitive to addiction but opiates don't really do it for me. Also I never wanted to stock up on them out of fear and I find the prices of most to be ridiculous. I have opium laying around and it doesn't bother me to keep my hands off it.
Hydrocodone though - that is too pleasant. I don't want to be too numbed out though because I like my life too much and want to be aware of it. On the other hand I do take codeine a bit too often - like a few pills when I do so not particularly recreational, but to skip over feeling muscle pain and DOMS pain from training.

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Gonna do melting point analysis of my mescaline today
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178-179 C which is damn near 182 - fuck yeah!!
 
I didn't find my camcorder and just got the idea I must film the view from my balcony :D So I filmed it with my iPod, the quality is total crap and I had problems standing straight, here's the result of filming on 1800 mg Lyrica.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eWWWcZjU5eI

Anyway the idea of taking Valerian Root is intriguing, I doubt there's any contraindiction with Lyrica.
 
Cyanoide said:
Does any opiate user have experiences with high doses (1000 mg+) of pregabalin? How does it compares to opiates? I'm just curious because this feeling just matches so many of the effects opiates induce. I'm feeling warm, sedated (but not sleepy really), very relaxed, peaceful, all anxiety and all worries are gone, my head is swaying and I'm nodding, feeling like I'm passing out but still not passing out, a bit dissociated and indifferent, euphoric and social, speech and motoric skills are impaired (I can walk though but it's a bit hard).
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Ehh, I don't find GABAergics and opiates at all comparable (well, in a few aspects). I do not find opiates to be anxiolytic at all, in fact I'm pretty anxious right now. The negatively channeled motivation kind of anxiety*, though still on the whole in a good mood (euthymia). I don't know, this feeling can express itself as euphoria sometimes but not always, that's my saving grace with opiates which prevented me from developing more than a small habit. I find alcohol more consistently euphoric in fact. Also opiates make me totally irritable, though this isn't a problem if no one else is around.

Have you tried GHB/GBL (and friends)? I'd imagine that would be a high with which we could draw more parallels to pregablin (have not tried it) than opiates. Anyone have input on this?


Anyhow,
Theory of mine. When one is brimming full of energy (I don't mean that in a new age-y kind of way, I'm just using the word for lack of a better term) there are two major ways that this energy can be channeled:

1. By channeling it through conviction or positive emotions the energy is expressed as motivation and a sense of well being.

2. By channeling the energy through fear or negative emotions negative emotions it is expressed as anxiety and sense of disthymia.

I find myself in the second category waaaay too frequently (hence my being a lazy/non-motivated person). Possibly due to a very low sense of self-efficacy, I end up with anxiety, and I deal with anxiety through avoidance and it creates a self-perpetuating cycle.


Now I have 2 bottles of wine. Will I have one today and one tomorrow, or will temptation get the better of me...

Here's a song for y'all to enjoy
 
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