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How are you in one word? v. flying purple elephants

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Morherf earth _ thats the wrat feelig inhope it passes soon <3

Im feeling anxious

Court tomorrow for a stupid traffic accident and warrents fingers crissed eeeek
 
Hang in there Kayla, court will be over in no time <3

Im feeling pretty placid today.
About to go on a random city adventure. Find some cool locations by the water to chill by perhaps :)
 
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Kicked my little daily meth habit(always ate plenty and slept 8 hours). Feeling a bit tired, but already beginning to have my euphoric, natural energy back. Makes me realize that drugs are really only fun every one to two weeks. When sobriety is no longer your normality, then it makes sobriety all that much more pleasant.
 
I definitely could see how one could become burnt out using this drug, but after using it for 3 weeks I feel little difference upon discontinuation. Like my research on ADD lead me, most of the damage is from lack of sleep, hypertension and not eating. All of which I paid special attention to avoid.

Regardless, I see weakness in depending on something. Therefore it's time for a nice sobriety break.
 
n3ophy7e said:
^^ Nice :)

I am hungry
Pizza night with just me and my dad tonight, can't wait :)
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That sounds so wonderful, yet sadly alien to me. My dad doesn't have the attention span to just have pizza with me, to just sit still, eat, and talk. But even imagining the idea is making me kinda happy - I'll make it a goal for myself. Have fun n3o!

Now, ANNOYED. My ex will not leave me alone; and I've practically begged her to at this point. She thinks every vague or indirect thing I say on the interweb applies to her. We haven't been together in 2 years! I'm using every iota of self control not to tell her she is crazy and to fuck off (she's really earned it several times over). She even told me "Don't bother responding to this; I need to go to bed w/ my man friend." LOL. So egocentric and childish. Urgh, gonna go have another cigarette.
 
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^^ moe, that sounds really painful and annoying indeed. I hope she leaves you alone soon!
Oh and dinner with dad was nice, thank you :)



I am really worried about someone :(
 
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