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Unfortunatley at least yall have real OCs their. I am talking about the new plastic OP-ocs here in america so its even worse. I would say he is suicidal I have seen the kid put an 80 and opana 40 and some fentynal into a few shots and take it all while fucked up on booze and bars. He coined it the death blow. his rich ass parents need to cut his dumb ass off. He has never held a real job. I may have been an addict but I have always been able to function and know when to say when for the most part. How many is a pack of 80s?
My ex sounds alot like your friend actually except she doesn't have cancer. Instead she has cardiac problems and some undiagnosed stomach illness so she basically looks like a cancer patient that is about to die. This is due to anorexia, countless suicide attempts and many overdoses. When i was dating her she actually slipped clonidine into a shot of mine without me knowing it just to prove that it added a good kick to opiates. I was even dumb enough to do that myself for abit despite knowing that it can easily kill you. She would insist on prepping my shots but after a few bad experiences i would just refuse and let her bitch about it as it is better then loosing a arm. She would use tap water without boiling it and do such a shitty filtering job on say m-esslons (morphine SR pills) that there would be sludge in the bottom of the syringe! Not to mention she would shoot way more then she needed and would overdose just for the fuck of it. She had a much lower tolerance then me but for some reason felt the need to do more then me just to prove that she could or some other fucked up shit. Shooting 200mg's of morphine and throwing 0.2mg's of clonidine in with it is just madness and seemed like a suicide attempt just to make me feel like shit.
When i broke up with her i basically had to give up on trying to save her because she does not want to be saved. She has a death wish but uses it to manipulate people at the same time which is the worst. Your friend sounds like he has just given up on his life as well because anyone who does what he does obviously does not care about themselves. Trying to help these people is pretty much a effort in futility. If your off the gear yourself don't let him drag you back into it either.
