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Harm Reduction OD Social v4 - We be a buzzin'!! (Like beez in the trap)

Welllllllllll.

Apparently i'm going to the pub to do some womanizing.

The brewski's are implied, crack is optional.

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and yeah I was going mental and rang him at 4am and started yelling at him lol.
 
Doxylamine is way better than DPH.

Sounds like sleep deprivation Doug.

Or HPPD, but you dont take heaps of psychs to get that.

agreed on the dox, but I still have to take an ungodly amount to help me when I need it...

I've only been up since 6 o'clock this morning (it's not even 2am yet)...I did do a lot of phentermine and gabapentin though...

and ya...I've had no psyches recently...We were supposed to get some lucy today, but that fell through...I'm greatly disappointed about that...that shit never comes around...

Good ol' antihistamines. I'm more using the diphenhydramine (DPH) to help out the buprenorphine. Although I have some Tagamet here somewhere as well.

Tolerance to the sedative effects of antihistamines seems to appear faster than (or at least as fast as) tolerance to the sedative effects of benzos does.

Potentiating doesn't ever have a profound effect on me...I'll try taking 50mg doxylamine trying to take care of vicodin itch and it never helps...albeit I take 50-80mg of hydrocodone at a time, so that might have something to do with it...and what puzzles me is that morphine is known for it's histamine release, but I get WAY itchier on vicodin than I do on morphine at equivalent doses (comparing them 1:1; albeit, i get more pain relief from an equal dose of morphine)...

and yes...tolerance does build quickly...I swear to fucking god, there's not a drug I can take these days without building a huge ass tolerance...

30mg of vicodin used to fuck me up SO badly...now, I can take 80mg and I'm more alert than I was without it, have barely any form of buzz, and what's weird is that this was after having nothing but 8 tramadol/day for a good 2-3 weeks without non-prescribed opioid usage...
 
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meh, fuck cocaine...if I'm gonna be spending that kinda money on stims, I'm heading straight for the crystal...and some of it might go up my nose, but most of it is getting vaped...

crystal has more punch and it lasts longer...I don't want something I have to send up my nose every 45 minutes...I just want to smoke a couple bowls and be good for 4-6 hours (as far as high goes; 8-12 to stay up)
 
wow lol, imagine if that got into the water supply located 10 feet to the right. lol

I was kidding about the crack you guys cocaine is silly especially these days.

It's all about the pharmopies

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to any recovered meth addict: do the cravings ever go away?

Ever since the time I smoked about 3/4g to myself within 8 hours on my 5th time doing the shit, I experience periodical intermittent cravings of varying intensities...I do better than I used to, but it had it's claws sunk into my back for a good year...Up until november/december when I went on a little spun spree, I had gone 11 months without, and 6 months before that instance without...haven't done it since new years, so I guess I'm doing good...I don't know how the fuck it latches on to you...I'm more lured to the act of smoking it, rather than the high itself...
 
I still take meth infrequently, and have never had a problem with addiction to meth. Smoking it for sure is asking for addiction. As is IV. I take it either orally or rectally, usually both, a couple times a month, usually in combo with opiates. At the most, once a week, but I rarely dose weekly.
 
I used to be really bad on it...in 6 months I went from 190-200lbs to 155lbs...and I had dropped from 230 to the 190-200 in the 6 months prior to that when I started doing x and tripping all the time...lol
 
I used to be really bad on it...in 6 months I went from 190-200lbs to 155lbs...and I had dropped from 230 to the 190-200 in the 6 months prior to that when I started doing x and tripping all the time...lol

I am so sorry :( I've seen people go insane with it. I've seen more beautiful minds lost to meth than any other drug.

Did you lose/gain weight after quitting?
 
I actually did really well after secession...the first time I quit I didn't do very well...lost 21 lbs in 3 days while sick in bed...I think the flu just kinda made things worse...I'm still not sure though...but ya...after I got off the stuff for a good while, I popped back up to 180-190 and stabilized there until I got jacked and drug by a car...now I'm back up to 240, but that's down from 260 since I started phentermine...being on a cane sucks...my metabolism is bad enough as it is, now it's slowed from opioid consumption, inactivity, and poor eating routines (I have this bad habit of gorging for a day or so, and then I just won't eat hardly shit for a few days; this is making my body go into starvation mode and hold onto everything I eat on the gorging days...
 
I swear...you guys can actually trigger someone with a drug they haven't even done before lol...I wish I just had unlimited access to top-quality H so I'd never have to worry about pain again lol...albeit, drugs don't take away all the pain, they can sure take out a huge chunk...
 
Heroin sucks, cheap ass opiate, far too addicting and short acting. So many better options

I partly say this to convince myself it's not worth getting back into, because really it isn't. I MUCH prefer morphine, I don't need it diacetylated.
 
Heroin has long ass legs for me.

Sure buprenorphine lasts insanely longer. I got through today with 1 bupe shot until now.

Doug: I lost an insane amount of weight after quitting meth.

My suggestion to you: focus on a perfect diet and exercise.
 
morphine is very short acting too...if you're using IR/IV'ing it it only lasts about 3 or 4 hours...

meh, like I said...I'm more lured to the ROA than I am the high itself...I don't know what it is that makes smoking dope just so intriguing...Watching the smoke swirl around in the globe before it comes down the stem and into your mouth...Little puffs coming out the carb so delicately...Inhaling the thick smoke that doesn't burn at all on the way down...Then as you exhale, your breath is that of a dragon's...The smoke is so thick...It makes cigarette smoke seem as thin as weed smoke...The huge smoke rings you can blow...

Ya...it's definitely the ROA...
 
@ C.H...the exercise is where I really fail...There's nothing I can do to better myself that doesn't put me in agonizing pain...The doc's got me taking 240 50mg tramadols, 90 800mg gabapentins, and 90 10mg flexerils, but it doesn't do the job...I know gabapentin is supposed to help with damaged nerves, but it sure doesn't help when I try to set my back straight (I have hyperkyphosis) it feels like I'm literally getting stabbed in the middle of my back at my spine and something presses on whatever nerve is there...I also still have significant sciatic pain from time to time...not sure how much it actually is helping...
 
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