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Thank you effie really appreciate it, and no don't have much. Sucks even more because Iv'e been using heroin to numb my ankle sprain, so I'm finally feeling the REAL pain of it and shit its fuccing horrible, I don't know why it hurts so bad probably cause Iv'e been walking on it so much wit the h thinking everything was fine when it really wasn't. Overall I'm not quitting drugs I'm just stopping so I can get through the withdrawals then bacc to using again, not heroin though probably just other opiates, I can control those a lot better, basically just cutting down a lot wish I could say I'm quitting everything for good but it's not the time yet for me. I love my drugs and I just need to cut down A LOT, but I'm just not in the right mindset to quit 100%. Might sound really stupid I know lol but it's just who I am. Damn a day without drugs right now is really hitting me I honestly don't like it at all, Iv'e done it before just not recently and I'm talking ANY drug not just h or the harder drugs Iv'e been doing. I'll probably get some hydrmorphones tomorrow to help me cope with this shit. doesn't feel have as bad as it did earlier but yeah thanks for your concerns.
 
Happy Easter, all.... Siccy, so sorry you arek having to go through this....withdrawal really blows. The only time I have been in it big time, I ended up going to the ER and getting an iv of dilaudid because I could not take it anymore....it really is the worst feeling in the world, IMO. Geez, it seems like everyone. Is down in the dumps today.

I myself just got back from church, am getting ready to host Easter at my house, ham, deviled eggs, potato salad, succotash, etc. And I have NOTHING but the forty mgs of adderall I took to get going this am. FML....next month, I swear to God I am going to manage my usage better.

Okay, off to glaze a ham and make small talk, i guess, check back in later!
 
Obviously my DPH tolerance has risen due to daily usage for potentiation. I used to be fine with 25-50mg and I also used to find those dosages sedating. I finally decided to just take 75mg before I insufflated ~2mg of bupe and the difference in potentiation was prominent and very noticable. Not to mention, my allergies subsided as well ;)

Damn, Sicc I know it's rough and your body is gonna feel like hell. This will be accompanied by depression, anxiety, and cravings. Just get through this man; hydromorph wds are known to be worse than heroin or just as bad. Id help ya out with some Suboxone if I could. I know its hell, but use whats available (OTC drugs) to get through this.
 
My OTC preferences: Aleve (great for back pain) alongside Tylenol, diphenhydramine, high dose loperamide, potassium and magnesium (for muscle cramps and RLS), and other vitamin supplements.

Other than OTC drugs, stay hydrated (water and gatorade), take hot showers, try to exercise if you can, and to get going drink green tea.
 
hey everyone, i'm back after a stint in rehab... didn't go to well, now am taking cocaine, sigh

watching fear and loathing in las vegas while so so coked up <3 heaven

but ive also realised that coke is actually a bit shitty compared to ritalin/dexamph that i used to get prescribed for adhd... sigh
 
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Hmm is your blow stomped on? IME the coke I can get blows methylphenidate outta the water (no pun intended). Ritalin is like a watered down version of coke with legs, but clearly less euphoria than the white.

I could definitely go for some d-amp with this bupe though! I cant quite compare it to cocaine though.
 
Sicc... Ritalin is methylphenidate IR and methylphenidate and cocaine are very similiar in action and pharmacology, actually. Obviously Ritalin is gonna be more like coke bc it's instant release and can be insufflated which leads to an even more rapid onset of effects. If you doubt me then google it! Obviously cocaine is more potent and euphoric, but that's beside the point. Before you say "LMFAO" read up on it man lol...
 
Doc gave me Ibprofen for my sprain -_________-....FUCC YOU

I'm getting more heroin for my sprain, I'm taking my medication needs into my own hands.
 
Siccness909 said:
Doc gave me Ibprofen for my sprain -_________-....FUCC YOU

I'm getting more heroin for my sprain, I'm taking my medication needs into my own hands.
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Probably the #1 reason we have so many heroin addicts...

Look after yourself siccy.

You just experience WDS for the first time... It only gets worse from here.
 
I have to WALK 30MINS to work and your gonna tell me to take ibprophen?!?!

I can't walk on this shit, it's ridiculous not to mention this anti inflamatory shit doesnt do anything for my ankle, plus theirs some bone chipped in my heel or something as well, its not evenfunny idc it fukn hurts!

2 bumps of heroin and I'm good for 2-3hrs fuck that, not dealing with this shit right now, I have work and I can't be limping so I'm taking over now

not even vics? come on now, and yes before any one asks I told her about the walk and work etc, I hate doctors nowadays its bullshit
 
Siccness909 said:
I have to WALK 30MINS to work and your gonna tell me to take ibprophen?!?!

I can't walk on this shit, it's ridiculous not to mention this anti inflamatory shit doesnt do anything for my ankle, plus theirs some bone chipped in my heel or something as well, its not evenfunny idc it fukn hurts!

2 bumps of heroin and I'm good for 2-3hrs fuck that, not dealing with this shit right now, I have work and I can't be limping so I'm taking over now

not even vics? come on now, and yes before any one asks I told her about the walk and work etc, I hate doctors nowadays its bullshit
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Get a pair of crutches.

Taking heroin to enable yourself to walk on a damaged limb is only going to cause further damage.
 
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