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Greenlighter
So about.. 2 or 3 days ago.. I don't remember exactly to be honest.. I tripped on LSD for my second time. My first time was 3 days prior and I had a great time and no problems. This time however I feel like I fucked up. I decided to do coke towards the end of my trip.. I was also smoking weed.. As soon as I started coming down off the coke I got really anxious then felt my heart beating really fast and had the thought I was going to die.. But kept trying to put it in the back of my head. There was no reset button this time. Everything everyone was saying felt like it made absolutely no sense and it was like I was out of my mind. I tried to speak to my friend and tell him what was wrong and it felt pointless. Later I began to just relax a little and tell myself everything was okay and I began to feel better.. Even great in some parts.. But it killed it for me. I wish so god damn bad I never did that line and just treated the acid with a little more respect. On the bright side, I have no intentions of doing coke again.. But damnit.. I feel like I fucked up something great. How long should I wait to try LSD again? It's affects on me aside from the bad trip, we're incredible and enlightenting.. I do not want to miss out just because of one bad trip.. So are the chances of having a bad trip again because I had a bad trip likely? I still have a sort of afterglow, but I also feel this fear limiting me. Will it go away?
