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BDD Social/Info Thread v23 -"been in dsperate need of nds lznggg" Effie

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nothin much, just hanging out on BL being high.. only time of the day i have to relax

how about yourself ?
 
I am watching some hippi movie.

I wish i could live that way :(

I only have a few hours till i get my medication ad can be out of pain...im hating monday.i think i need to start makin a list of things to do. Maybe then i would be so fuckin bored all the time. Except i think its just bei sober thats driving me crazy
 
Ah the young guys are so stupid (not talking about you but another forum, gaming forum). They're so full of shit. nbd;js
 
I am watching some hippi movie.

I wish i could live that way :(

I only have a few hours till i get my medication ad can be out of pain...im hating monday.i think i need to start makin a list of things to do. Maybe then i would be so fuckin bored all the time. Except i think its just bei sober thats driving me crazy

life is how you look at it ;)

Ah the young guys are so stupid (not talking about you but another forum, gaming forum). They're so full of shit. nbd;js

what up lou? what're you up to?
 
They're young and think they're kings... but they're just spoiled brats.
 
Life i look at as awesome and im always happy.

Its just my physical energy is non existant.... Ever since i went into suboxone withdraw i have felt like shit....

Ill be okay though :)

Loulou r you a major gamer?
 
I got off because i woke in withdraw everyday it became painful and withdraw last forever from sub. I was stiff and sore every morning until i took it. Dumbass doc had me on 24mg a day for six months fml

I am starting to feel a lot better though. Except for the low energy levels...

LaC r u taking any medications daily?

Loulou- i used to play my gameboy and dream cast hahaha seeeeeeeeegaaaaaaa
 
^MXE is warm and comforting, i have this "i'm home" feelling and i just want to lay down and bask in the warmth.

kratom is like a low dose of hydrocodone IMO. more stimulating, but subtle and dreamy. it's not like oxycodone in that it doesn't feel like you have been wrecked by a train.


im on some MXE, cannabis, and nicotine at the moment. i feel fuckin amazing mann


found out i have/had hepatitis this morning too LOL
Thanks! I think I'll like both then lol. Sorry bout the hep, that sucks!
I took 50 mg diazepam + 50 mg hydroxy + 3,600 mg gabapentin.
Just chillin n feelin good!
My oxy rx is just sittin at the drs...grr. Had no way to pick it up. Talk about sucks!
 
Haha sic- u fckn walk everywhere but u live somewhere wher thats easy. If i neded to walk somewhere it would take an hour to get anywhere.
 
walking is a bit more difficult for those with chronic back pain...

albeit, I'm also on a cane from a certain incident 14 months ago, but my endurance has gone to shit...I think I can get about 1/2 a football field before I start panting and feel the need to stop for a minute or so...hence why I have a handicapped parking placard...lol

edit: and ya...If I had to walk to my doctors office...I would have a heart attack before I got there...it's a 20 minute drive, so I can only imagine how long it would take me to walk...hell...just to get to my pharmacy...it's a 5 minute drive...
 
^-lol What are you up to today doug?

Sorry baby you couldnt get your shit. Thats a bitch.

Edit- the awkward moment when you put a movie on and realize its in another language. Fml
 
*phew* made it into the social.. mega busy day. Off to bed imminently..

How is everyone? <3
 
Not a whole lot kayla...went to town with my mom today...shopped for my g-ma...then went to the travel agency and listened to my mom try to figure something out for her 30th anniversary for 2 hours lmao...I was not enjoying sitting in that stuffy little room while on phentermine...it was already warm in there, so this was not helping lol...ended up using a 40 page disney brochure as a fan for most of the time lol...

and I'm doing alright effie...how are you?

I'm guessing exhausted from all the moderating you gotta do to clean up behind my messy ass? lol
 
Lol Doug phentermine small room=pani attak for me hahaha

Hey effie - im good how r u? I just made a yummy dinner its that time again...
 
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