11th Issue Heroin Discussion v. So I warmed the piss up in my mouth

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Yep. Posted a complete history of my opiate focused drug use and abuse. Probably took me around an hour to an hour and a half to complete. White bag/"Diesel" red stamp = hour and a half of completely manic posting behavior from three blown bags with a 2mg a day suboxone tollerance and a full bundle to nod tolerance. (take it from me, pick this shit up if you can, haha) Will print and save that little fiasco in the memory box in the attic, eh? haha. Uh oh.. :) THIRSTY Thursday! Happy scores for all hopefully! And the WEEKEND SHALL COMMENCE! ;(8=___ (winked eye, nostrils, bill, line. New mascot? I think so)
 
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@sameoldshit: I'm not sure about your suboxone dosage either now, after attempting to read that post. I think you are on 1-2mg a day, correct? Anyway, I really don't get why you use suboxone and other opiates in the same day. Even though you are on a low enough dose to be able to get high later on in the day, the high will always be better if you wait longer. I always wait at least 36 hours (usually closer to 60 hours) after taking suboxone before taking another opiate. It takes a good 30 hours after taking my suboxone before I feel any type of withdrawal, so there is no need to be dosing like that if you are getting high later on in the day. If you are going to do the suboxone shuffle, do it like 1-2mg of suboxone in the morning, and then do your other opiates not that night, but the following night.

@@sameol, I have tghat same prob wqhen I am high.. I just type and type and type lol. But yeah this forum serves it's purpose IMO. Anyone who thinks it doesn't is crazy.

We are kind of the 1st generation of having easy access to this knowledge. Imagine people who are in their 60s-70s now.. when they were getting high all the harmful shit they probably did. They probably would just like mix dope with water and shoot it not even cotton filter. Honestly shooting really is something not to be taken lightly. It is very easy once you get over the hump of learning how to hold/anchor your syringe and also registering. Starting out though you can do some damage if you don't educate your self. Ideally you'd have someon eexperienced there to help you/guide you through it. But personally I say don't shoot at all. I "switched" to shooting and aside from getting a rush it's not all that. Sniffing gets you just as high (once your tolerance kind of levels out) and I thikn you stay high longer than IVing.

If you are going to IV it's best to get research about HR when doing it, and then have someone show you how. Like you say later on in this post, a lot of experienced users don't really practice HR when IVing, so even though they can help you hit, they might be heating their dope, using an old cotton filter, and re-use their needle a bunch of times.

I don't know what I woulda done if it wasn't for bluelight. I mean I still made my mistakes and shit drug wise but I was always very safe and educated thanks to this site. If it wasn't for BL I know I surely would have made some mistakes along the way, like taking way too much apap, taking toomuch ecstasy, maintaining on a 32mg bupe dose LOL just to name a few.

Same here. My doctor had me on 32mg of bupe when my habit had only been 4 bags of dope 3x a week, and I had been using a lot less at that time due to probation.

This is how he thought it worked. In his head he knew you needed a lighter, a dirty old metal spoon, his one and only syringe, and of course the dope.
Yea man, the first time I IV'd I did it "Hollywood Style" too. I cooked up my east coast powder in my spoon, got a big ol belt strapped around my arm even though my veins are easy to see, and then I expected to register automatically. I thought the blood would just pour into the syringe right when I was in the vein since you don't really think about drawing back the syringe when you see it in the movies. I ended up stabbing around a bunch of times, and then I finally got a little bit of blood to pour in on its own probably since I had the belt on so tight it was making my veins have a lot of pressure in them.

He was addicted for a few months, went to rehab, relapsed for a few weeks, then detoxed with his parents and came out alive yo. It's been atleast a half decade sense he used any drugs. He is honestly the only person I know in real life that had a legit or semi legit iv dope habit and turned his life around. I think the fact that his problem was brought to his parents attention so early on, it didn't give him time to get horribly mentally addicted. He was definitely phsyically dependent but I know that the first few months along when I started opiates, I could take it or leave it. That feeling \faded.. slowly but surely..slow enough so as to not notice but soon your like FUCK I have no choice.

I know two people that had legit habits back when I first started, but have sense gotten clean. One of them just stopped one day, and put it all behind him. He was a well know druggie too, like that's all he was known for. He loved his benzos too, and I remember seeing him driving with a huge indent in his car from a recent accident, and he blew a red light almost causing another accident, and when someone honked at him he put his hands up like he was oblivious to what he was doing. Another time I heard him talking about xanax and I told him I would give him a .5 football, and he started jumping up and down saying it was like christmas. Then one day he went to college and just went back to smoking weed and drinking beers, and cut off all of his addict friends.

The other friend that successfully stopped did so after a year of inpatient rehab. He was young enough that when he got out he got a decent job and started dating a girl that didn't mess around with drugs, so he just left his addict life behind him. He had been a legit addict too. He was the first person I knew that went to Bushwick to cop his dope, and he was sniffing 14 bags a day (all good dope too) before switching to IV, and then he went away to inpatient rehab for a year for pissing dirty in treatment court.

Unfortunately for me my opaite addiction was forming at a time in my life when I was living alone, flew the coup, and didn't really have any people to call me out on it. Like most addicts.. I hid my problem well.. I think people kidn of knew something was up but would be/or have been blown away to hear iv dope.

Yea man I feel like sometime it's worse when drugs don't really effect you too negatively, because then you don't have as much incentive to quit. Like for me, quitting doesn't seem that necessary since I don't get high more than 2-3x a week, I don't spend much on it, and since physically you really can't tell I use (no track marks, no weight changes, etc..) nobody can call me out on it. For people like us it's like paddling upstream, but for hardcore addicts it's like going down a waterfall. The quicker they fall, the quicker they can begin to rebuild, but if you never really fall, you just stay in a standstill.

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When did you get your MOD status back yo?
2 days ago or something. I'm over in Support though, helping out noobs and people that like to challenge authority. ;)
 
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Yep. Posted a complete history of my opiate focused drug use and abuse. Probably took me around an hour to an hour and a half to complete. White bag/"Diesel" red stamp = hour and a half of completely manic posting behavior from three blown bags with a 2mg a day suboxone tollerance and a full bundle to nod tolerance. (take it from me, pick this shit up if you can, haha) Will print and save that little fiasco in the memory box in the attic, eh? haha. Uh oh.. :) THIRSTY Thursday! Happy scores for all hopefully! And the WEEKEND SHALL COMMENCE! ;(8=___ (winked eye, nostrils, bill, line. New mascot? I think so)

I caught your fiasco before you deleted it and did like a 30 minute reply only to see you delete it..so I deleted my pointless post lol. But I thought you were on 16mg bupe daily from what you were sayin in that post? Or did I misunderstand. You were sayin like 80mg oxymorphone daily and 16mg bupe dialy or somethin.

Also is there a gas pump on your stamp? That is a pretty popular ione around here,,a little gas pump wit the word diesel next to it.


Thats good to hear man about your friends getting clean. I always love a success story. I am going on a 'break' starting tomorrow. Really in my head I am quitting but I don't like to say that because of my history being ' stuck in that loop ' of addiction and tending to relapse.


I thought this was pretty crazy yo.. this bitch now holds the record for the most dope held in a human stomach..and I think she beat out th next dude down by like 4x his amount. The official term is Internal Pellot Seizure. I wonder what the protocol is for that..which cop has to sieve through her shit. They just held her till she shat out all 100 pellets lol. Shits fucked up no pun intended.
 
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^ They look like sausages in the close-up pic. I wonder where she was headed. The airport she was caught at was in Washington DC, so I guess either DC or Baltimore, but there are big Nigerian communities on the east coast in Virginia, Baltimore, NY, NJ, and ATL, so my guess is Baltimore or Atlanta.

They must inspect people coming from there pretty well if they are patting down womens stomachs enough to be able to feel that. The 'pellets' look big in the picture, but they are thumb-sized. The moral of the story is don't be greedy. She could have gotten away with half that amount probably, and the payoff would have still been worth it. The weight was equal to two kilos, but I'm sure 1 kilo would have taken care of her family for a long time.
 
No gas pump, just the word diesel. I am on 1 to 2mg suboxone daily. If I am taking my suboxone at night, I take it at night, I wake up the next day, work, whatever, get home, score, use dope instead of suboxone, next day, I take my sub at night. I DO withdraw in less than 36 hours. I've never really allowed myself to go more than 24 hours without opiates in my system, ever.. SO in a way, I do wait 24 hours. I can't really wait longer or I get very watery eyes, runny nose, horrible depression, HORRIBLE lethargy and fatigue. I want more of this fucking D but I'm guessing its gone. Sad. The guy I bought it from is quitting for probation in a week. (fml, i hate dying connects) If I could get it this friday I'd probably buy 2 or 3 bundles. At least I have 6 bags left. I'm about to do one and hopefully save the rest for tonight when my afterglow tolerance is gone. I guess my girl is "ushering for a play" tonight, so fuck her. :P I told her "this is the best d i've ever had" and we got into a HUGE fight about her not being able to do it with me. Sucks to be her. (it really, REALLY does, haha) This was the FIRST TIME in my LIFE that I've been able to save shit for the next day. (maan, dont you know there aint no such thing as Leftover Crack??) I can't believe it. I usually need a full B to nod for an hour. (probably because of the sub) Whatever man. This shit shines through the sub REAL nice, and tonight should be even better since I wont be taking sub today. If I could get dope like this without fail, god damn, I'd be in heaven. Wish I knew someone in the know. I REALLY do. haha.

My buddy says that Waterbury dope is where its at, and that this shit is very similar to Waterbury dope. Anyone familiar? If Waterbury dope is fucking AMAZING then I guess you know what i'm talking about. Oh, 1 more question: I'd really like to make this shit last, but I dont have a rig. I've got butt-worx but I'm not too sure I should plug dope? I plugged half a bag a week ago and it SEEMED to get me nice, but I was also blowing like a king along with it. Is plugging worth it to get up there and conserve your stash or what? I don't want to see this shit gone :'(
 
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havent used since sat cause i had to see my Po so i went and copped after today and my dude owed me a bag from the last time i went and when i counted them today i had what he oewed me plus an extra bag...nigs cant count for shit
 
No gas pump, just the word diesel. I am on 1 to 2mg suboxone daily. If I am taking my suboxone at night, I take it at night, I wake up the next day, work, whatever, get home, score, use dope instead of suboxone, next day, I take my sub at night. I DO withdraw in less than 36 hours. I've never really allowed myself to go more than 24 hours without opiates in my system, ever.. SO in a way, I do wait 24 hours. I can't really wait longer or I get very watery eyes, runny nose, horrible depression, HORRIBLE lethargy and fatigue. I want more of this fucking D but I'm guessing its gone. Sad. The guy I bought it from is quitting for probation in a week. (fml, i hate dying connects) If I could get it this friday I'd probably buy 2 or 3 bundles. At least I have 6 bags left. I'm about to do one and hopefully save the rest for tonight when my afterglow tolerance is gone. I guess my girl is "ushering for a play" tonight, so fuck her. :P I told her "this is the best d i've ever had" and we got into a HUGE fight about her not being able to do it with me. Sucks to be her. (it really, REALLY does, haha) This was the FIRST TIME in my LIFE that I've been able to save shit for the next day. (maan, dont you know there aint no such thing as Leftover Crack??) I can't believe it. I usually need a full B to nod for an hour. (probably because of the sub) Whatever man. This shit shines through the sub REAL nice, and tonight should be even better since I wont be taking sub today. If I could get dope like this without fail, god damn, I'd be in heaven. Wish I knew someone in the know. I REALLY do. haha.

My buddy says that Waterbury dope is where its at, and that this shit is very similar to Waterbury dope. Anyone familiar? If Waterbury dope is fucking AMAZING then I guess you know what i'm talking about. Oh, 1 more question: I'd really like to make this shit last, but I dont have a rig. I've got butt-worx but I'm not too sure I should plug dope? I plugged half a bag a week ago and it SEEMED to get me nice, but I was also blowing like a king along with it. Is plugging worth it to get up there and conserve your stash or what? I don't want to see this shit gone :'(

If you are in withdrawal from the subs then it's usually alright to do other opiates, but it sounds like you might actually be in withdrawal from the dope too since you keep using both of them. It's still absurd that you usually do a bundle to get high with a tolerance of 1-2mg of suboxone. You should save your money and just stick to the bupe, but if you found something good but your connect is quitting for probation, then you should get their connect from them. That's usually the ideal time to get the direct connect since most people will hand over their connects when they are quitting or really strung out.

The quality of dope depends on your connect no matter where you are, so the "Waterbury dope is amazing" statement doesn't really mean much. The dope in NY is generally good, but it still depends on your connect, so it depends on your connect no matter where you are. I think that the main thing that depends on the city is the size of the bags, like how NYC bags are generally fatter than the bags in the tri-state area, but the quality still depends on the connect.

As for plugging, there is only way to find out if it is worth it or not. Give it a try on its own without sniffing any with it, and see if you feel higher than when you sniff it. Are you gonna save any for your girl tomorrow?
 
My buddy says that Waterbury dope is where its at, and that this shit is very similar to Waterbury dope. Anyone familiar? If Waterbury dope is fucking AMAZING then I guess you know what i'm talking about. Oh, 1 more question: I'd really like to make this shit last, but I dont have a rig. I've got butt-worx but I'm not too sure I should plug dope? I plugged half a bag a week ago and it SEEMED to get me nice, but I was also blowing like a king along with it. Is plugging worth it to get up there and conserve your stash or what? I don't want to see this shit gone :'(

I've heard of people selling D out of there, but I never got any myself.

Same with New Britain. I've seen some parts of New Britain that look like you might be able to be score off the street, but I don't know if it's like that there. Waterbury would be seem like a good candidate for a dope city, but I don't know it that well around there. Only ever went around the UCONN Waterbury satellite campus.

Not sure if it still is, but I know Willimantic used to be known as "Heroin Town". That never made much sense to me since it's kind of out of the way of everything else, though it is pretty close to Hartford. My friend used to live there and said he got offered D a few times, but he wasn't into it at the time.
 
Not sure if it still is, but I know Willimantic used to be known as "Heroin Town". That never made much sense to me since it's kind of out of the way of everything else, though it is pretty close to Hartford. My friend used to live there and said he got offered D a few times, but he wasn't into it at the time.

Yup, heroin town- there's even some shitty movie named that about Willimantic. I actually live about 15 minutes from Willi, I go there to chill all the time (though none of my dope comes from there), it's actually a pretty cool city. There used to be a shitload of dope there but they've toned it down a lot. There's still junkies all over the place but not to the extremes that it was. You're right, it's way out of the way, there's no direct way to get there as it's far from all major highways. Maybe part of why it got out of hand, a bunch of bored junkies separated from the world. It's close enough to Hartford and Providence that drugs can make it there easily and the place isn't really crawling with too many cops. It's also a pretty poor town so junkies will show up naturally. It's nuts there's actually a couple tent cities in the woods off the railroad tracks.
 
ahh t feels good to feel good..

i made my last post right before 8pm and just awoke right now from a great nod and realized i didnt even snort the last bag i busted out lol...normally ill do 2 bags at a time and i was feeling good cause i just did 2 and then 25min later i did 3 and was just starting to feel it so i just busted out one more to seal the deal and like i said i just snapped back to reality and didnt even do it..so i just snorted one line and put the other 2 away for tomorrow, well maybe saturday i dont know yet..its been a week since ive been hgh i just might go 2days in a row
 
^ By "reborn" do you mean you are hitting up the clinic in a bit, or just fully detoxing on your own?

Chinky, don't you feel like you are wasting dope when you are out for 4 hours like that? When I nod I like to be in and out like every 5-10 mins (like nod for 5-10, then open my eyes and do something for 2-3 minutes before returning to the nod).

I think that dormin knocks you out too much. I've been thinking that since I saw you nodding on tinychat, and it didn't look like a normal H nod to me. I think maybe there is enough dormin in your dose for it to be acting as a deliriant, and might be causing some amnesia which is why you don't remember 4 hours of nodding. Diphenhydramine causes both of those effects in higher doses.

When I nod usually my head goes down a bit, my eyes close, and my mind enters a kind of dream state but I can open my eyes if I really want, and I am completely aware that I am nodding, but keeping my eyes closed makes it better so I wait to open them and then it kinda resets the nod for a few minutes later. I'll have my hands on the keyboard and unintentionally hit some buttons, but I know that I am doing it but since the nod is good I keep my eyes closed and continue with it. I'll open them to finish a post or whatever, and then return to the nod.
 
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^ You hitting up church like I used to talk about? I got hit with some reality the other day when my friends texted me asking me where the hell I have been, and also it's been so nice out so I'm ready to move on. I've been using a lot less often, and I got a little bit of sub set aside for tomorrow because I have a family party and everyone is gonna be drinking which would be impossible since my stomach is due to feel shitty by tomorrow, so I should be done after that.

I've got some clonidine set aside to help too, and some valium too. I only really have one day of withdrawals which is day 3, so it's really nothing.
 
It's time to play that game, "creditors calling or a dealer's new number?" I call back all the numbers I don't recognize, and most of the time it's a creditor, but ya never know!

I'm depressed as hell, man, and I need to get high. I'm debating between going to see our regular guy or going to see a new connect...
 
^ Only once before lol yeah it was actually a dealer who had changed his number. I've basically lost a dealer because this guy changed his number and hasn't called me yet, so I'm real pissed about that... keep hoping he'll call me, but it's been fucking weeks...
 
That sux. I am by Houston, lots of doctors, my doctors office got closed down. And my h dealer was my e and he is nuts so i dont have one now. I got on subs tho and tht was a terrible mistake. I lost all contacts thinkin i was staying on it forever till it made me sicker than hell.

I did however update my phone and got a shit load of dealers back hut unfortunatly ALL o them already have bew numbers ahhh stupid disposable phone i wish i could buy all my dealers pager lol

Fckn awesome u dialed a right one before hehe
 
I've gone through my phone bills before to find a dealers number that I lost after losing a phone or whatever. The calls are dated on the bills, so it's usually easy to figure out what numbers were dealers from the times/patterns of the calls.
 
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