11th Issue Heroin Discussion v. So I warmed the piss up in my mouth

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We tried a different connect just now, and I'm not completely regretting it... it wasn't garbage, and we didn't get beat.

But, at the end of the day, these bags were on par with what we've been getting. So, we didn't exactly get a blazing new connect or anything, just another connect with more of the same.

It's strange, though, because these bags he had weren't taped and they were a little bit skinnier than the bags we've been getting. The drip also tasted different than the dope we're used to, so I'm not sure what it was cut with... (shrugs)
 
Do I feel like I waste the dope? Not at all cause I played that little start to nod game a little but I know when I go out for a few hours then its a good nod...maybe that isn't good but that's what I've come to expect..those days when I nod just a little and aren't completly out I feel like I didn't do enough or the dope wasn't as good..butbim not completly out and sleeping..if someone was to call my name or call my phone I would be able to answer but when I'm in my room and no one bothers me then that's how I go out for so long

I wouldn't doubt that the dormin is a factor cause after I snap out of it I will continue with a more traditional nod..likenyesterday I snapped out of it and then rolled a blunt and smoked half of it and went downstairs and watched some TV and my brother was like "dude go to bed" and I'm like fuck that its only 1:45 and he's like so what and so I fought the nods some more for another hour.

And about goin threw old phone bills lookin. For numbers I've done that...and Tommy 2days ago one of my bestfriends texted me askin if this was still my number cause I haven't talked to him in like a year..and its like damn I have dissappeared? but then i think about well " the phone does work both ways" and he stopped callin me too so its not totally me disappearing..

the reason was He had a crazy gf who was like my booty call or hookup buddy for like 8months and when I first met her i was like 18-19 and I thought she was so hot and cool but she wasn't into me and she dated one of my other friends and then a couple years passd and i ran into her again and she had a bf so then I hooked up with her friend a few times.. then after that shr broke up with her dude and she wanted to start hookin up and i was down..so a few months of that i could tell she wanted to be my gf but I just knew too much of her background and she just wasn't gf material for me ..for me it was like why now and not 3years ago? Is it cause you see me with a pocketfull of money and other girls and see how i treat them and now you want to get in? I was just down for fuckin and she gave pretty damn good head and when she got the hint that she wasnt gona meet my mom... she goes and dates my best friend and literally a week after suckin my Dick she was suckin his and was his new gf and I was like fuck that and within a month he moved in with her and all this other weird shit and I felt bad for him so I tried talkin and just tellin him what i think and he snapped on me sayin how I was just jealous and all that bullshit..so I let them be by themselves..and while he was dating her we kind stopped talkin..
 
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yeah buddy

just relating with what tommy said about firends askin where you been and why it happened like that cause that same thing happened to me yesterday or 2 days ago whenever it was

and that its not totally the dopes fault
 
^ Yea I mean I usually don't call them because I don't have the money to go out like they do, and since a lot of them come from money they don't understand that not everybody can afford to take turns buying rounds all night, then stop for some food, and take a cab home. I spend less than half of what I would spend if I was going out with them by staying local and doing some dope. They don't call me much either though, so you are right about the phone working both ways. It just hit me harder because the text was of a picture of my group of friends with a caption saying "where's Tommyboy?" I told them I should be back in full force soon though since I can at least get my seasonal job back soon if I don't find something else.
 
The dealer just called, asking us to meet him because he wants to give us something.

Oh please be dope, please be dope, please be dope... It's probably wishful thinking, but he's done it before just for the hell of it.
 
wow 6 free bags?

i know i miss out on the testers cause my dealers knows i dont bang and thats who he calls for testers..twice he has called and asked me to do a test shot and i was like sorry bro i dont slam and hes like "oh yea, i knew that" and then im like well can i still get a tester? and hes like next time you come ill throw you an extra

i wouldnt even go down there for a free bag though..just not worth it cause it wouldnt get me high..now 6 free testers i would go andf get lol
 
Ohh I would love 6 free bags. Or any free bags. I always keep my eyes peeled for the day when I stumble across the poor soul who dropped a bundle on the ground.


It's weird having posted on BL for so long and having gone from being opiate naive beginner to someone who has gone through most of all junkie-ish type things. Though I've yet to OD (knock on wood). What's weird about it is having fallen in love with heroin through snorting, and gone through years of snorting bags all the while people on here are talking about how good shooting is and how they view snorting as a waste. Now I'm standing in their shoes. I can't believe how many y'all sniff that because there ain't nothing like banging it. I do understand not wanting to shoot though, and I'm glad I had already gone through my 'crazy' period of using before I started shooting.

Last time I got anything I dropped the fucking rig after only doing 1 bag and I bent the needle tip. I was too far away to go get another rig and I only wanted to get high that night. I sniffed 2 more bags and I found it pretty gross. I forgot how bitter it tastes and it seemed like a lot to sniff. Plus, then I sniff it and the onset time is longer and it's just not as complete of a feeling.
 
^5 star post

I used to be the same about not wanting to shoot but i dont ever snort anymore. If im gonna do dope, im gonna do dope the right way. I have often wondered if i would go back and never try shooting if i could. It took a lot from me but it is something that can only be experienced. I would probably go back but its a dumb question to think about, except for the people that havent shot yet. It does get you higher but it also chanages other things. Dont take that decision lightly.
 
Fucking went to go cop from our dealer tonight, and ended up kicking it at his crib for like 2 hours. We watched a movie he wanted us to see, and we talked about some real shit; we had a real good conversation.

It turned out that it was his birthday, and he had no problem sharing his drugs with us. I ended up sniffing a few bags, smoking some weed and I popped half a pill of what may or may not have been MDMA. (In the interest of harm reduction, please do as verso says and not as he does; don't take random pills.) Lol

I swear, my dealer's fantastic...
 
got two roxi 30s for this weekend I enjoyed them a lot more than the h ive been getting lately. actually nodded out on one as I hadnt taken any opiates since two weeks ago
 
^ That's what I need to do; I need to switch it up and cop a few roxies. It would be a nice change of pace...
 
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