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How are you in one word? v. flying purple elephants

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Sad to hear of effie's termiol atm...sendin condolonces n <3 @tcha.
Balanced within myself right now..
I know 2 words i dont do it often maybe ever but theres always a first time + i added something else positive. I like to share that while im feeling so.
 
I guess we can allow you to use two words SMFG, just this once ;) =D
It's nice to hear that you're feeling good mate <3
 
^^ Come on man, rise above that shit. You are worth it <3


I am feeling very very defeated :(
 
<3 n3o, sorry you are feeling like that :(
Thanks for all the support guys! Today still very sad but trying to remember happy memories. <3
 
^ My deepest condolences, effie. Chat soon, m'kay?

OD: Aren't we all? You're just being honest and calling a spade a spade-- something to be truly respected. Continued strength, and courage to you; these bouts come in waves, and you'll get past this one too.

ATM:Insecureandkindalonely.
 
Why defeated n3o? That sucks. I hope you feel better.

I am feeling fairly bad ass as I went diving with a friend (A Navy Clearance diver) down to a decent 360 feet. While breathing the exotic mix Hydreliox(H He and O). Also chilly Lake Ontario in March at 360 feet is balls cold.
 
Dave said:
^ My deepest condolences, effie. Chat soon, m'kay?

OD: Aren't we all? You're just being honest and calling a spade a spade-- something to be truly respected. Continued strength, and courage to you; these bouts come in waves, and you'll get past this one too.

ATM:Insecureandkindalonely.
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Agreed, Dave. I think that this all comes with the territory of learning how to REALLY live as opposed to living how I THINK life is supposed to go.

Appreciate the support, guys. It's better today but just a bit confusing
 
^^ That sentence is soo dead-on. It is strange that I needed so long to realize that being responsible doesn't mean to act as I am supposed to do but to act the way I feel it's right to. Now I frequently think "Really? Thats what I really want/think/etc.? Interesting... I never would have though." It makes me feel insecure and self-confident at the same time.
 
The insecure feeling I think comes from the realization that you must make decisions in life based on your own judgement and logic and not purely to follow pre-decided procedure. Because it puts you on point with no one but yourself to blame for failure or applaud for success. That is my take on it anyways.
 
I am still amazed that at 58 years old, with years of experience with creating my own happiness, that I can still be knocked flat on my ass by my emotions. That those emotions can be based on my own fear-based thoughts is even harder to take! The difference is that at least now I know what I need to do, or say to myself, to try and let go and recognize that I am capable of both weakness and strength and to expect either of them to be my permanent state is the faulty thinking.
 
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The insecure feeling I think comes from the realization that you must make decisions in life based on your own judgement and logic and not purely to follow pre-decided procedure. Because it puts you on point with no one but yourself to blame for failure or applaud for success. That is my take on it anyways.
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Yeah i absolutely agree.
 
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