problematic13
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- Mar 15, 2012
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i have no idea whats happening
hi, i'm sorry if this is the wrong place to post this thread, or even the right website, but i've been having a fairly serious problem. one day i was feeling depressed, so for some reason i decided to smoke straight cloves. i know that clove cigarettes with tobacco are fairly popular in indonesia and various other places so i thought i'd give them a try that night. i liked the feeling of numbness it gave everywhere the smoke touched, so i smoked 5 hand-rolled cigarettes of just cloves, no tobacco, then i went to bed. when i woke up the next day i felt very weird and still depressed so i smoked 4 more and had breakfast. i felt continually weird and depressed, so i decided i would masturbate. i don't do it that often so i figured it might cheer me up. it took a good 30 minutes, much longer than it should, and during it felt like i was having a heart attack. when it came time to finish, i had actual control over my semen. i shot each individual one out manually, as if i was almost peeing them out one by one. after, my heart was still racing much faster than its ever had before. i still felt weird and it was going on around 10 o'clock at night. i was watching tv when all the sudden i felt really anxious. i had no idea where this was coming from, but my brain kept telling me that i was going to die. i thought i was going to vomit and i felt really really scared. at this point i was positive i was going to die so i decided to write a note to whoever found my body. i wanted it to end and i thought that when i went to sleep, i would never wake up, so i laid down and started coming to terms with death. when i closed my eyes, i had weird sort-of visions. they weren't hallucinations, but they weren't daydreams either. they were something more intense. almost like lucid dreams, but i was awake and had semi-manual control over them. i finally had my final thoughts and went to bed. i was astonished when i woke up, and the first thing i did was google the side affects of smoking cloves. none of them matched anything that i was feeling. i also searched allergic reactions and none of them matched my feelings. the next day i made the really stupid decision of smoking them again, but smoking one less cigarette than i did the day before. i felt slightly weird the rest of the day, but much better...however, i decided i would try to masturbate again to see what would happen. i could not ejaculate. i tried for 45 minutes and nothing happened. i then ate dinner and went to bed. the next day (today) i smoked one less than i had the day before, feeling even less weird than the day before. i tried to masturbate again and still no ejaculation. i am now legitimately worried that i may have done something serious. can anybody help me?
hi, i'm sorry if this is the wrong place to post this thread, or even the right website, but i've been having a fairly serious problem. one day i was feeling depressed, so for some reason i decided to smoke straight cloves. i know that clove cigarettes with tobacco are fairly popular in indonesia and various other places so i thought i'd give them a try that night. i liked the feeling of numbness it gave everywhere the smoke touched, so i smoked 5 hand-rolled cigarettes of just cloves, no tobacco, then i went to bed. when i woke up the next day i felt very weird and still depressed so i smoked 4 more and had breakfast. i felt continually weird and depressed, so i decided i would masturbate. i don't do it that often so i figured it might cheer me up. it took a good 30 minutes, much longer than it should, and during it felt like i was having a heart attack. when it came time to finish, i had actual control over my semen. i shot each individual one out manually, as if i was almost peeing them out one by one. after, my heart was still racing much faster than its ever had before. i still felt weird and it was going on around 10 o'clock at night. i was watching tv when all the sudden i felt really anxious. i had no idea where this was coming from, but my brain kept telling me that i was going to die. i thought i was going to vomit and i felt really really scared. at this point i was positive i was going to die so i decided to write a note to whoever found my body. i wanted it to end and i thought that when i went to sleep, i would never wake up, so i laid down and started coming to terms with death. when i closed my eyes, i had weird sort-of visions. they weren't hallucinations, but they weren't daydreams either. they were something more intense. almost like lucid dreams, but i was awake and had semi-manual control over them. i finally had my final thoughts and went to bed. i was astonished when i woke up, and the first thing i did was google the side affects of smoking cloves. none of them matched anything that i was feeling. i also searched allergic reactions and none of them matched my feelings. the next day i made the really stupid decision of smoking them again, but smoking one less cigarette than i did the day before. i felt slightly weird the rest of the day, but much better...however, i decided i would try to masturbate again to see what would happen. i could not ejaculate. i tried for 45 minutes and nothing happened. i then ate dinner and went to bed. the next day (today) i smoked one less than i had the day before, feeling even less weird than the day before. i tried to masturbate again and still no ejaculation. i am now legitimately worried that i may have done something serious. can anybody help me?
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