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Sustanon said:
Quite curious to know how would one confuse MDMA with meth?
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To be honest I had never seen MDMA before... that wasnt in a pill form with a logo that is! The stuff I snorted was rather tan/brownish and crumbly.. I was actually offered some last week which was very fine and white, so again looked totally different. Last weeks was crap compared to a very small dose of the stuff from the UK. That was THE shit

And I do realise, really stupid to have something when you dont know what it is.. but my friend wasnt going to send me anything I wouldnt like... actually having said that, I received something that looked like pot, but smelt really sweet like insence, and I didnt like the effect of that at all, luckily its effects didnt last long.
 
Not many, Few SSRI's here and there and since I work in a Nightclub, i've did small doses of MDMA a few times.
 
Fionn said:
Not many, Few SSRI's here and there and since I work in a Nightclub, i've did small doses of MDMA a few times.
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Where they prescribed? SSRIs have zero recreational value. Its not going to add anything to your night by taking them. more likely to make you feel like shit than good.
 
When I go to work high I think I'm doing such a great job, then I look at the emails I sent the next day and I'm like - WHAT WAS I THINKING!? Ha- so now if I'm under any major influence on the job I limit my interactions with other people and stick to filing or something dumb like that.
 
Sustanon said:
U will regret this later on in the future. I used to think like you too. I just wish I had studied more. The older you become the more you start to realize how important it is having a stable income that you can rely on unless you want to be a bum all your life and wonder how your going to get ur next fix. I always said its better to work then treat urself to something on occasion to relax and reward urself. You need to balance things out otherwise you are in for one rough ride.
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not sure how i will regret this in the future, i have been a a drug user for 16 years now, i saw a negative pattern develop when i was in a negative environment, i am now in a positive environment and my mind is stimulated, so no need to use drugs to fill that void
the knowledge of working towards something is a self esteem boost, i use drugs for teh wrong reasons when i feel trapped and in a rut, i now feel like my life has direction
going from everyday opiate use to occasional recreational use surely can only be a good thing?
 
I was mainly talking about future career. Im only talking out of experience but ive been in a similar situation plenty of times. I saw my life going 2 ways, either good or bad. Working towards something is def not just self esteem boost. I never used to think about the future, just lived my life from day to day. I even thought about it when I was in my early 20s and asked myself, is this where I want to be? Do I need a good income, stabilize my life and maybe even have a good pension? Living on centerlink isnt an option for most of us to sustain a good quality of life and to keep up drug usage etc. Like I mentioned before I was mainly talking about career, I know plenty of people who use drugs and have a great life but most of them are goal orientated. You realize how much time you waste and not doing the things u enjoy doing. Money is what makes the world go around or so they say. Good job on cutting back on the opiate usage. Having a goal in ur life whatever it is will def keep u occupied and will help keep ur usage down even if its a hobby or career, thats why I mentioned it.
 
These days except in extreme circumstances I stay away from drugs at work, I've got too much to lose.

But,

I've worked in 4 or so different trades in the domestic and commercial construction sectors. Alcohol, weed and meth are pretty much all over. The worst being working in a trade that involved driving trucks and operating heavy machinery, at one company I worked for a majority of people were on the gear, it was pretty common place for people to come into work a few days into binge.

There were more times than I can count that there were people twirling away or having a scoob/cone on site then jumping back in the machine.
Pills, benzos, opiates and acid made the odd appearance and a handfull of times even the old nang gun came out for a friday arvo session.

The scary part is how many people do it without a second thought, how dangerous it can be and the risk to anyone else on the roads or on building sites.
Most people would be shocked at the states we were in when we'd just roll into work, jump in the truck and head off to play with heavy machinery.
 
Sustanon said:
You realize how much time you waste and not doing the things u enjoy doing. Money is what makes the world go around or so they say. Good job on cutting back on the opiate usage. Having a goal in ur life whatever it is will def keep u occupied and will help keep ur usage down even if its a hobby or career, thats why I mentioned it.
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there is a tendency for reformed drug users - that is people that used to enjoy drugs, but now abstain - to become a bit moralistic and preachy about the whole thing.
i'm not necessarily accusing you of that sustanon, but can we try and avoid that cliche? i mean, this is bluelight after all.
i don't think people ever take drug advice too seriously from ex-users gone straight...unless they can admit that there is nothing wrong with recreational drug use.
 
I still use recreationally just not as often as I used to. Was just pointing some things out, why learn from your own mistakes when you can learn from others? You know what the funny thing is? I tend to see more and more people (usually younger generations) going nuts with their usage, posting pics, trying out every substance that comes there way and so forth. I used to be like that too I have to admit. Theres nothing wrong with trying different things but some people will never stop at that and its shit to climb out of that vicious circle. Take a look at some of the older members on this forum, see how laid back some are with their usage. I know your one of the mature people on here too so u prob know what I mean.
 
Sustanon said:
I was mainly talking about future career. Im only talking out of experience but ive been in a similar situation plenty of times. I saw my life going 2 ways, either good or bad. Working towards something is def not just self esteem boost. I never used to think about the future, just lived my life from day to day. I even thought about it when I was in my early 20s and asked myself, is this where I want to be? Do I need a good income, stabilize my life and maybe even have a good pension? Living on centerlink isnt an option for most of us to sustain a good quality of life and to keep up drug usage etc. Like I mentioned before I was mainly talking about career, I know plenty of people who use drugs and have a great life but most of them are goal orientated. You realize how much time you waste and not doing the things u enjoy doing. Money is what makes the world go around or so they say. Good job on cutting back on the opiate usage. Having a goal in ur life whatever it is will def keep u occupied and will help keep ur usage down even if its a hobby or career, thats why I mentioned it.
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i realise your post was in good faith, the good thing is that i finally do have a goal and maintaining that goal requires a fair degree of sobriety, so now its only up to me to either succeed or fuck it up, i feel i have enough self awareness to see bad habits developing before it's to late, previuosly i have seen the habits developing and just not given a fuck and let addiction take over, i now have a reason to give a fuck and maintain control over my drug use and it now actually feels good to wake up in the morning and not immediatly think of how to sedate myself
thankyou for your constructive reply though
 
If I haven't managed to sleep before work as a result from a night out and/or bender on meth/MDMA etc. then I usually dose a bit over half my usual dose of GHB at work. I find this automatically removes scatteredness, obliterates my paranoia as well as increasing my social confidence. I work at a drive-thru bottle shop, so looking wrecked/out-of-it can somewhat be a conversational starting point with customers.. I just say that I had a massive night on the alcohol and they can relate haha..

But overall, I would have a really hard time working without GHB if I was scat and short on sleep. I don't usually aim to dose to the point where I'm "messy", although sometimes this does happen. I just translate that energy into doing a work task and then I end up being more productive than usual. It's also noteworthy that I generally work by myself, or with another guy that is pretty understanding. Working with my boss is very rare. I suppose my job suits my studying and partying situations quite well......
 
Set a record at work for the most amount of new contracts sold in any one day by one person, while I was working at Allphones (14, in case you were curious) - I'd been up all night on some great caps (MDMA, about a point in each), so I just decided to keep going. And hey, it worked.
 
Collecting shopping trolleys and stacking shelves at the local supermarket on Saturday mornings having been out all Friday night with no sleep - and doing so with great vigor and enthusiasm courtesy of some sneaky lines of hoon in the staff toilets (anyone remember a Melbourne club night early 90's called 'whizz', was in a venue near the Cadbury Schwepps building on St Kilda Rd somewhere, and its location is not even slightly relevant to the thread topic but if anyone can remember exactly where it was, i'd be delighted of the reminder).
 
I remember having a big bender one weekend and turning up to work on Monday morning with no sleep what so ever. Everyone walked past me on reception and greet me with "nice dinner plates!" Thankfully it was a quiet reception. The boss guessed what I got up to on the weekends but couldn't say anything because I was good at my job.

Another job I worked at a couple of guys were caught on security cameras smoking weed in the carpark and were instantly dismissed. We all got the drug talk and all had to hold a straight face as more than half of us were using something on the weekends and/or after work.
 
Had some funny experiences in my uni days, I was regularly at work after a big night. I got sent home from my bar job for "freaking out customers", was meant to be waiting tables at a wedding reception and ended up causing a scene and had to be rescued after swimming in the harbour fully clothed in front of all guests, this was due to me underestimating the strength of my lsd tab. I was hired as a casual and surprise surprise they didn't have any more shifts for me after that.

After finally finishing uni i now work in construction. I am much more careful and besides the occasional use of RC stims I am clean at work
 
I worked various jobs in my life and was always clean. Even when I was working as a live sound engineer/roadie, even though I was probably the only one. Because I loved my work and wanted to do my best. Now somehow I have ended up as an accountant. Run my own practice with a partner and I am rarely not on some drug because I hate my job. Though on the upside, I am the boss.

Opiates and benzos usually. Know various people who will sell their Oxy's and benzos so they can buy meth. I don't have access to any heroin scene anymore luckily, though meth is available. If I use meth I will usually just end up on a meth fuelled drunken binge away from work that could last any amount of time so I tend to keep away from that. If I try to stay straight, by lunchtime I usually give my partner some excuse why I have to go home for lunch or see a client so I can mix up a CWE, then the rest of the day is fine, especially if potentiated with some diaz. Love alpraz. Pharmacist treat you different depending on how you are dressed. On a number of occasions I have sat across my desk from clients discussing some tax matter when I will open my water bottle I have sitting on my desk and take a big swig of vodka. Sometimes I am so drunk at the end of the day I cannot even walk straight.

Anyone want any tax advice, or what to do with that unexplained extra cash?
 
Dr Phibes said:
I worked various jobs in my life and was always clean. Even when I was working as a live sound engineer/roadie, even though I was probably the only one. Because I loved my work and wanted to do my best. Now somehow I have ended up as an accountant. Run my own practice with a partner and I am rarely not on some drug because I hate my job. Though on the upside, I am the boss.

Opiates and benzos usually. Know various people who will sell their Oxy's and benzos so they can buy meth. I don't have access to any heroin scene anymore luckily, though meth is available. If I use meth I will usually just end up on a meth fuelled drunken binge away from work that could last any amount of time so I tend to keep away from that. If I try to stay straight, by lunchtime I usually give my partner some excuse why I have to go home for lunch or see a client so I can mix up a CWE, then the rest of the day is fine, especially if potentiated with some diaz. Love alpraz. Pharmacist treat you different depending on how you are dressed. On a number of occasions I have sat across my desk from clients discussing some tax matter when I will open my water bottle I have sitting on my desk and take a big swig of vodka. Sometimes I am so drunk at the end of the day I cannot even walk straight.

Anyone want any tax advice, or what to do with that unexplained extra cash?
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It's a little bit off-topic, but if you could tell me in 1 post I'd be very interested.
 
Due i'm sure they could smell vodka on your breath ... Use strong chewing gum like Airwaves so you don't reak of hard liquor.
 
Dr Phibes said:
I worked various jobs in my life and was always clean. Even when I was working as a live sound engineer/roadie, even though I was probably the only one. Because I loved my work and wanted to do my best. Now somehow I have ended up as an accountant. Run my own practice with a partner and I am rarely not on some drug because I hate my job. Though on the upside, I am the boss.

Opiates and benzos usually. Know various people who will sell their Oxy's and benzos so they can buy meth. I don't have access to any heroin scene anymore luckily, though meth is available. If I use meth I will usually just end up on a meth fuelled drunken binge away from work that could last any amount of time so I tend to keep away from that. If I try to stay straight, by lunchtime I usually give my partner some excuse why I have to go home for lunch or see a client so I can mix up a CWE, then the rest of the day is fine, especially if potentiated with some diaz. Love alpraz. Pharmacist treat you different depending on how you are dressed. On a number of occasions I have sat across my desk from clients discussing some tax matter when I will open my water bottle I have sitting on my desk and take a big swig of vodka. Sometimes I am so drunk at the end of the day I cannot even walk straight.

Anyone want any tax advice, or what to do with that unexplained extra cash?
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Dude i'm sure they could smell vodka on your breath ... Use strong chewing gum like Airwaves so you don't reak of hard liquor.
 
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