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chinky said:
imma guess right now its the mental part your fighting?

but why di yiu say without MMT it wouldnt have worked?
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Yea the mental part is a bitch, I tried taking Etizolam to help me cope but it just seemed to make things worse somehow. Probably because I have spent the last 3 days blacked out.

My dealer got arrested during the middle of a semester in college and I knew I couldn't go cold turkey from 240mg of OC a day so I started going to the methadone clinic that was about a mile away so I could finish up that term. The nearest bupe doctor was an hour away and it was ridiculously expensive.
 
Yep, I'm a big winner today. I was supposed to be at work 3 hours ago but crippling anxiety caused me to call out and stay in bed today. If I'm gonna lose all sorts of money today you'd think I could at least take care of some shit around here that's been needing to get done, but no, I think today will end up a lot more like the song "burritos" by sublime.
 
right on wiggi

congrats on the step and good luck on the future man


so i went and saw cirque du soleil the other night, shit was fuckin sweet, decided not to take any psychs and i had a fuckin blast anyways, i've never seen anything like that and im glad i laid down the money on that

it was nice, i havent really been doing much of anything lately cuz i havent had much money, i keep getting drained from monthly court fees and now this month starts repaiment of some student loans i have had

but everything is good here.

what about the rest of yall?

memphis you get back into school yet?
 
HighonLife said:
right on wiggi

congrats on the step and good luck on the future man


so i went and saw cirque du soleil the other night, shit was fuckin sweet, decided not to take any psychs and i had a fuckin blast anyways, i've never seen anything like that and im glad i laid down the money on that

it was nice, i havent really been doing much of anything lately cuz i havent had much money, i keep getting drained from monthly court fees and now this month starts repaiment of some student loans i have had

but everything is good here.

what about the rest of yall?

memphis you get back into school yet?
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i start in may
 
wiggi said:
My girlfriend made me watch My Strange Addiction and that shit truly is hilarious. I liked the one where that guy was in a relationship with his car.
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HA! my girl did the same thing, we were watching that episode last night, he was laying underneath it and fapping too have sex

i just dont get how people fool themselves like that, he was all like chase likes it went i get underneath him and kiss on his bumper, its like dude you like getting underneath your car and fapping, did chase tell you he likes that?
 
HighonLife said:
HA! my girl did the same thing, we were watching that episode last night, he was laying underneath it and fapping too have sex

i just dont get how people fool themselves like that, he was all like chase likes it went i get underneath him and kiss on his bumper, its like dude you like getting underneath your car and fapping, did chase tell you he likes that?
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Yea man I laughed so hard. I seriously wonder if he tries to stick his dick in the car somehow. Is it a crime to fuck a car?

I watched another one online where this woman was addicted to eating her dead husband's ashes. Seriously that's some sick shit, I know that's gotta be illegal.

Thanks man for wishing me good luck, today is day 4 withdrawing from a 3 year daily opiate dependence. I have gone through withdrawals plenty of times but nothing has ever been this rough mentally and I'm just exhausted.

Anyways, how are you man? Still clean I hope?
 
Whats in your Detox kit?


Ambien (for sleep)
Lorazepam (for mind fuck)
Loperamide (for cold sweats & stomach)
Soma (for RLS)
Marijuana (for an Appetite & stomach & mind fuck)
 
chinky said:
what happened to the subs, i thoiught you just got scrpited them?

let me guess with subs you dont like them cause they dont get you high, like methadone will..i think thats the only reason why people choose 'done over subs brcause they dont really want to get clean, they just cant afford heroin anymore and figure they an still get a nod with the 'done

i dont consider MMT "getting clean", you cant get clean while still nodding, you need the antidepressant qualitites that subs give to give you thta boost to make you feel like it is possbile to stay clean and not down in the dumps just wanting to get high..after a 4-5days of subs i have no desire to even get high, well no craving i should say, the desire is there cause i only use the subs to get clean for my PO its not like i use it to actually clean up
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eh wrong.. the subs was like a short term taper, but i cant get sober.. everytime i relapse, so MMT would be stability. instead of wondering everyday first thing "how am i gona get my fix today" and all that BS, chasing down the dope.. i'd get my done.

sure methadone is "liquid handcuffs". but it's legal, and better that than black tar handcuffs.get it?
 
RecklessWOT said:
You gotta love a bar where you go into the bathroom to buy coke but the dealer looks over the stall and says to dude on the toilet "what the fuck's taking so long, are you actually taking a shit in there or what?" lol
Yep, so I haven't been in there in like 6 months and found out that my guy is on a 'state vacation' for 18 months, but sure enough someone else was right there to pick up the slack. Fuckin dive bars, what would we do without you. So yeah daylight savings time really fucked my morning up, I looked at the clock like since when is it 5:30.

What's up with you bunch of fucks today?
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Johnny blue said:
Lol. Gotta love coke bars. There's a reason that the stainless toilet paper despensers are 5' of the floor and it's not because people wipe standing up.
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There was this story that I read about a coke bar in NYC (more specifically Brooklyn) that closed in like 2001 I believe, but the stories about it were priceless. Here is a link to the site about the bar, it was actually called Kokie's. Mods, it's been closed for a while now, so I think it's fine to post, but if not edit this out.

The Rock Monster said:
eh wrong.. the subs was like a short term taper, but i cant get sober.. everytime i relapse, so MMT would be stability. instead of wondering everyday first thing "how am i gona get my fix today" and all that BS, chasing down the dope.. i'd get my done.

sure methadone is "liquid handcuffs". but it's legal, and better that than black tar handcuffs.get it?
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Do they offer Buprenorphine maintenance? I know that with a suboxone or subutex script it may be difficult to get clean since you have the choice of taking it or not, but if it's given to you at the clinic and they watch you take it, it's a good compromise and something worth looking into. Plus, it's easier to detox off of, and not as dangerous in terms of people overdosing by mixing it with xanax or other benzos, whereas mixing methadone with benzos is very dangerous. You obviously shouldn't mix benzos with bupe, but at least bupe has a ceiling effect on repiratory depression, allowing you to take a higher doses to ensure you get the blockade effect and curbing the cravings, without increasing the respiratory depression from it.
 
RecklessWOT said:
Yep, I'm a big winner today. I was supposed to be at work 3 hours ago but crippling anxiety caused me to call out and stay in bed today. If I'm gonna lose all sorts of money today you'd think I could at least take care of some shit around here that's been needing to get done, but no, I think today will end up a lot more like the song "burritos" by sublime.
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The Rock Monster said:
eh wrong.. the subs was like a short term taper, but i cant get sober.. everytime i relapse, so MMT would be stability. instead of wondering everyday first thing "how am i gona get my fix today" and all that BS, chasing down the dope.. i'd get my done.

sure methadone is "liquid handcuffs". but it's legal, and better that than black tar handcuffs.get it?
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why a short term taper and not long term maintenance? you yourself just called 'done "liquid handcuffs" and it is...suresubs are expensive but so is heroin and if you can afford that then you can afford the subs

you say you cant stay sober, so why do you think MMt will be anydifferent? anyway you look at it and go about it, its not gonna be easy man..you actually have to put in the work to get sober, its not like you can just take omne pill and be good(although i did read about this..some sort of vaccine mexican scientists just came up with "Breakthrough Heroin Vaccine Could Render Drug 'Useless' In Addicts " http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2012/02/24/heroin-vaccine-human-trial_n_1299329.html)
so yeah theres no easy way about it, you got to piut the work in..and subs is the way to do it, with 'done man your not getting clean, you just trading in heroin addiction for 'done addiction and you even said it yourself "instead of wondering everyday first thing "how am i gona get my fix today"...waking up and reaching over and putting the strip on your tongue or putting a orange pill under the tongue would constitute as "a fix" wouldnt it?? not to mention if wont get you all high and fucked up so you will be able to work on it unlike done..which you can work on it but most people i know dont last long cause they have to get to the clinic in the morn and if they dont then they are useless for the day cause they are sick..

im tellin you man...youy keep sayin you want to get clean...then man the fuck uip and do it..dont pussy out and take the easdy way and dont relaly get clean..get the subs and fuckin put in some work man..
 
Unbreakable said:
Whats in your Detox kit?


Ambien (for sleep)
Lorazepam (for mind fuck)
Loperamide (for cold sweats & stomach)
Soma (for RLS)
Marijuana (for an Appetite & stomach & mind fuck)
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None of the above haha, I had some a good bit of Soma and temazepam last week and I ended up taking all of it before I even got into withdrawals so I was pretty pissed at myself. Ambien doesn't make me sleepy and Ativan doesn't help my anxiety for some reason. I didn't wanna take any lopermide because I didn't want to drag this shit out. I am on spring break this week and hoped I will feel better when I go back to school next Monday. I just have Klonopin, a beta blocker, Librax for the shits and that deep sleep inducing polypetide. I had some Etizolam but they lasted all of 3 days. I just have a massive tolerance to benzos. Then there's always some MXE or 2C-I if I want to escape reality for a bit.
 
does ambien put u to sleep when you are w/d'ing from big daddy H? Nothing I tried worked. Trazadone gave me restless legs like a motherfucker, and diphenhydramine doesn't do dick. I'm going to have to think about this soon, My methadone dose is getting low..
 
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