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I would think I was on acid if I didn't know any better (I have never tried acid or shrooms, and after my experiences with weed, I never will)
I can take a SINGLE PUFF from a joint, hold it in for 5 seconds, exhale, and I will be HIGH AS F*CK for 3 hours, followed by feeling "kinda high" for the next couple of days. It's like my entire world is completely altered, I get a serious "depersonalization" thing happening, from even the tiniest amount of weed. When I smoke, I pretty much become bed-ridden because I'm so high. Like yesterday, I made popcorn while high and added some hot sauce and butter and this took me like 5 minutes, I just stood at the counter, unable to remember what I was supposed to do with the popcorn then finally I add the hot sauce and butter and go to my room where I am feeling f*cking high out of my mind, and paranoid as fuck that my mom will come in and interrogate me (even though she never does that kinda stuff) and I just think about the world as some depressing ass place and become really self conscious.
Why does the smallest amount of weed effect me so damn much? I have friends that can literally smoke blunts all night and function completely normal, and yet a single toke gets me into whole nother, horrible horrible world.
I've done drugs like cocaine as well, and to me cocaine is INCREDIBLY SUBTLE compared to how fucked I get from weed. Yea sure looking back on a night when I'm coked out and drunk, and how incredible it felt and how much different my personality would be from normal (aka chatting with everyone, very confident, extreme content with the world) it seems like coke is not subtle, but this is nothing compared to how much the world is altered when I'm high! which happens from only the smallest tiniest amount of weed???
And then for days, weeks even after I've smoked (I rarely smoke weed) I just feel weird as hell about the whole world... And even as I'm typing this a day later I feel like I'm just kinda watching myself do it, like a dream...
I couldn't go to school if I smoke even 1 tiny toke because I would just green out hard as f*ck in class, I cannot function what so ever while high...
Anyone else like this from weed lol.
I can take a SINGLE PUFF from a joint, hold it in for 5 seconds, exhale, and I will be HIGH AS F*CK for 3 hours, followed by feeling "kinda high" for the next couple of days. It's like my entire world is completely altered, I get a serious "depersonalization" thing happening, from even the tiniest amount of weed. When I smoke, I pretty much become bed-ridden because I'm so high. Like yesterday, I made popcorn while high and added some hot sauce and butter and this took me like 5 minutes, I just stood at the counter, unable to remember what I was supposed to do with the popcorn then finally I add the hot sauce and butter and go to my room where I am feeling f*cking high out of my mind, and paranoid as fuck that my mom will come in and interrogate me (even though she never does that kinda stuff) and I just think about the world as some depressing ass place and become really self conscious.
Why does the smallest amount of weed effect me so damn much? I have friends that can literally smoke blunts all night and function completely normal, and yet a single toke gets me into whole nother, horrible horrible world.
I've done drugs like cocaine as well, and to me cocaine is INCREDIBLY SUBTLE compared to how fucked I get from weed. Yea sure looking back on a night when I'm coked out and drunk, and how incredible it felt and how much different my personality would be from normal (aka chatting with everyone, very confident, extreme content with the world) it seems like coke is not subtle, but this is nothing compared to how much the world is altered when I'm high! which happens from only the smallest tiniest amount of weed???
And then for days, weeks even after I've smoked (I rarely smoke weed) I just feel weird as hell about the whole world... And even as I'm typing this a day later I feel like I'm just kinda watching myself do it, like a dream...
I couldn't go to school if I smoke even 1 tiny toke because I would just green out hard as f*ck in class, I cannot function what so ever while high...
Anyone else like this from weed lol.
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