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Random MSN Gibberings LXXXIX: Off my rocker babbling about nothing

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Bluebell said:
Evening hope your all well, and was skim reading, growing up, of course we all have to face responsibilities but deep down I think its best we all stay kids at heart=D
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Or at least snotty adolescents.
 
JSPete said:
Was it cheese flavoured chocolate or chocolate flavoured cheese? I'm not sure which one would make me vomit first.
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the latter, i was disgusted too but i realised that cheesecake batter is essentially soft cheese you bake so cooking with it might produce a cadburys cheesecake and that sorta lessened the disgust but mark my words it won't be coming into my fridge thats fer fookin suures :p
 
I used to feel like 19 inside for years, but somehow that's slipped up and my inner child is now 29 :| Still young! =D

Evening eadd :) I feel like I've had an uber long day at work missing all the excitement - well someone has to keep the economy turning :D Now I'm so bloody knackered I'm in my jammies already...roll on the weekend. Got a good one ahead too = theatre oh yes %)
 
Ninight bcf, kate, EADD! Important meetings tomorrow so am getting some rest. Have a good one guys :D
 
oops posting to myself :D i like it when eadd is nice and easy like this, lovely lull all calm and gentle <3

maybees its the droogz 8( but yeh.....its all soft and cosy :)

*phew*
 
:( I have run out of drink. My woman has properly deserted me. Quote "I do think you have an addictive and self destructive nature and for too long I have felt guilty and responsible for you".

Guilty and responsible? Fuck off. Not what I need right now :(

Sorry EADD but I feel I have no-one to turn to at the moment. This woman I counted as my best friend, someone I could share anything with, and she could share anything with me, and although we have had our ups and downs some of which are my fault, some of which hers, there is no need for her to level this accusation at me. It's an accusation I could level at her too, but the fact is I most of all feel love for her not guilt and responsibility.

At the moment, all she says to me is "have you taken the cat to the vet" and "you need to sort yourself out", well part of my problem which needs sorted out is lack of support from friends, including her. I always offer her support. I've been a cunt in the past but she's been a cunt to me; I thought we could put that to one side, at least I had put it to one side, but she does not seem able to let bygones be by gones.

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eh, I could write a very boring essay on expectations and disappointment in relationships and expectation of others v's independence and personal autonomy and responsibility. this is the kind of subject I think about 24/7

all that is relatively boring and laborious tho. so have some hugs instead <3
 
Marmalade said:
eh, I could write a very boring essay on expectations and disappointment in relationships and expectation of others v's independence and personal autonomy and responsibility. this is the kind of subject I think about 24/7

all that is relatively boring and laborious tho. so have some hugs instead <3
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Eeeze up there Marmz you'll need to get sleep in there at some point, maybe you could just do a summary succinct innit;)

Hope she comes round knock, I've been at that pint with my Mrs more than once over years, its rarely a one sided situation and things can often turn around when the anger fades a little and reasonable conversation can be had.

Best Wishes
 
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Been in similar situations, Knock - one pretty recently - so you have my deepest sympathy. It can be really upsetting, heartbreaking stuff. Hope it works out for the best.

Friday, you say? Well that's okay isn't it?
 
Morning eadd and an extra (((hug))) for knockando, that's shit babes. Hopefully in the light of day and with a bit of dust settling you'll be able to resolve things and get back on track <3

Very frosty - freezing here as the heating hasn't kicked in yet hmmm :\

Yes, Friday at last and I have a half day off %)


Edit: No Jed that sounds yuck
 
Yes Kate don't think I could do it now. In the interests of HR should point out you should never drink poppers.

Recipe: pour a good dose of akyl nitrite into a glass of coke. Put hand over top and swirl around. Slam glass on table then put nose over strongly effervescent liquid and inhale several times. Spend next five minutes rolling around on floor wondering if you might die. Particulary good on MDMA.
 
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Harm reduction at its best :| If that goes down the wrong way you could choke.

Tut tut *waves finger at Jed* No no no...
 
Haha! Sorry: that was the kind of thing kids got up to in 'the noughties'... (Did we never decide on a good name for the decade?)

The halcyon days when shrooms were legal, MDMA was readily available (to me), and I was young <sob>...
 
Morning EADD :)

Had a good laugh lastnight, etiz+oxy is a winner!
no grogginess today and have a general mood uplift :) tis fookin nice i tell thee!

One more day of work (Which strangely enough im actually enjoying!) then a weekend all to me to mong about, not got any plans nor will i make any, can't be arsed to see anyone, just wanna chill and get nice and comfy
 
^ *infracted for triggering* grr oxy.. ;)

Aw knock that's rubbish., it really is. Small comfort I am sure but it tends to happen to us all at once point, and it's fucking horrible I know but it will get better.. *hug*

Lack of suppport is a kicker especially when times are tough, but if you manage to learn the art of being your own support then it's one of the most useful skills you will ever learn. And you've always got us, you know <3

Mornin' EADD, wooyeah Friday! Got a few meetings to get over and done with then freeeeeedom :)

Popper slammers :| hahaha.. so wrong :D
 
effie said:
^ *infracted for triggering* grr oxy.. ;)
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I'll follow that up with another infraction for exactly the same thing. Oxy would be just lovely. Well, either that or fent. Or maybe both, but that's a potential HR disaster (though I can confirm it's also great fun if done cautiously).

There's almost a happy vibe in my day job today. Despite the fact it's chilly outside. Hopefully that'll help it to pass by painlessly.
 
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