I truly believe to this day coke is the reason I ended up with so much anxiety and panic. I mean shit, I only did it *maybe* once or twice a month. It was all great fun a few times, then one time I tweaked and it was bad. It's like bein on a bad trip and not bein able to come down.
It sucks!
agreed... even though I just started it about a half year ago, I already notice serious anxiety problems...
And it all started after the first time, like you, I just did to much for to longer and had this huge panic attack. And ever since then my nights always end with a panic attack, regardless of how little or much I do, or how short the session is. It's like it triggered an anxiety problem,lemme explain.
Was like my 5th time doing coke and I did about a half gram over the course of 4 hours from 12-4am while at a club... then we go back to my buddies place and surprise surprise he cracks out massive lines for everyone cause hes a generous guy like that (and a massive coke head lol) So I do another 3 massive massive lines, looking back they must have been near 200mg each. Anyways then everyone else wants to dip its just me and the giant coke head guy and im high as f*ck still so we decide to go to grab breakfast and then a driving range (golf)... So I get the breakfast its around 8 am and I can't eat for sh*t so I just drink my drink we do a few more rather large lines its now like 9:30am, been up all night doing coke and we start f*cking driving golf balls and then BANG. It happened... I felt like complete scum, I couldn't figure out what was wrong but I just sat down, smoked some ciggarettes and literally just felt emotionless with this pit in my stomach (like when ur going to do a class presentation or a job interview, u know when u get nervous? )and this stress on my chest and I was like bro... drop me off at home. It was so terrible man, I can't explain how bad I felt so I get home and it takes me till 3pm to fall asleep...
And ever since then when I've been drinking heavy and do virtually any amount of cocaine, this has become my normal comedown... Of course the more I endulge the worse it is but always that sudden pit in my stomache and weird feeling in my chest and just like emotionless-ness, like I feel like crawling in a ball and dieing lol...
Anyways, I still do coke because IMO the euphoria is worth it, the comedown is like the complete opposite of the peak of the high though lol.
And I went to the hospital for the chest thing and even told em I'd done coke and they did and EKG and some other tests and said I was perfectly fine and said it's "anxiety".
So yea bro... coke definetely not a cure for anxiety lol.
Sorry for the novel... been indulging a bit tonight.
EDIT: And my normal night of coke is about 350mg , and I try my best to limit myself to once a month(now at least

. So it's not like I'm doing massive amounts.