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Bah. No stash here either. It seems there are more people without drugs than with drugs here :p

now accepting donations plz
 
Also, please send any stash you were going to send to nAON via the BDD moderators for us to examine, thank you very much for your cooperation.

How's it going guys? I am sober and have no money at all. Bleuuuugh.
 
All you potheads need to come out to cali lmao... we always have tons of herb and its dirt cheap... I give herb away... I grow way more than I smoke... hell I just wasted a QP of top shelf blueberry kush buds to make hash oil out of cuz I wanted to try making some... it turned out dank btw =D
 
I believe the herb i get out here in new hamsha makes its way from the west coast which is great cuz its primo quality but its also comes at an inflated price.
wish i could get back to growing my own...

on that note i believe its time to smoke and get some chores done around the house - then its off to the lab this evening
edit - my place fo work not a meth lab; fuck that shit
 
Correct Naon, I think more people did use drugs but don't have it atm, its all about a problem of knowing where to find it... and when you start with no source... what can u do... READ BLUELIGHT I GUESS...
 
Reading about drugs is almost as fun as taking them... actually fuck that, haha, am deluding myself.

Fortunately I may no longer be sober in a few hours :)
 
hai guiZe!!!!

i am 56 dYS clean....well only 55....today i relasped and had 30mgs oxy, 10mgs valium, 1 mg xanax, and 2-3 shots of vodka, 800mgs tagamet, 60mgs mirtazapine ... :s

i feel sooo faking good right now....but i am checkingh myself into a IOP program...

i had these drugs hidden at my house and i finally got out of wilderness rehab today so i had to just take them because i would have been thinking about them forever!!!

i was eating rice, lentles, beans and shitting in a bucket for 50 dayyss straight lmaooo
hikingevery day

i plan to stay clean for another 30 days, and get some MXE in the mail :)

i fee; much better about myslf now that i am sober (well not right now because i feel high as fuckk!!!)

i dunno how long i will troll this forum anymore, might come on for time to time, just wANTED to say

im teravalinng thourough teh spces nd timesSSS!!!!


fuckkk!! i want moar drugs right now... im such a fucking drug addict :((((((

i got 30 bux so imma order some MXE soon adgjdjlkshjlksjdklsjdfklsjdflksjdfls


god i love drugs sooo faking much!!!!!
 
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Omigod LAC! I am so happy to see you return, been really worried about you mister!! Next time you do a disappearing act let one of us know you are okay.. <3

That wilderness thingy sounds pretty intense, did it do you good? How are things now? Did you miss us? ;)

Aw that has made my day, we have far too many BLers vanish, and you BDD socialites are like family to me.. pls stick aroud, that is an order :D <3

We all love drugs too much laC m'dear, I know the feeling all too well...
 
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laCster said:
hai guiZe!!!!

i am 56 dYS clean....well only 55....today i relasped and had 30mgs oxy, 10mgs valium, 1 mg xanax, and 2-3 shots of vodka, 800mgs tagamet, 60mgs mirtazapine ... :s

i feel sooo faking good right now....but i am checkingh myself into a IOP program...

i had these drugs hidden at my house and i finally got out of wilderness rehab today so i had to just take them because i would have been thinking about them forever!!!

i was eating rice, lentles, beans and shitting in a bucket for 50 dayyss straight lmaooo
hikingevery day

i plan to stay clean for another 30 days, and get some MXE in the mail :)

i fee; much better about myslf now that i am sober (well not right now because i feel high as fuckk!!!)

i dunno how long i will troll this forum anymore, might come on for time to time, just wANTED to say

im teravalinng thourough teh spces nd timesSSS!!!!


fuckkk!! i want moar drugs right now... im such a fucking drug addict :((((((

i got 30 bux so imma order some MXE soon adgjdjlkshjlksjdklsjdfklsjdflksjdfls


god i love drugs sooo faking much!!!!!
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Duuuuuuuude, we thought you were....

Well yeah.

Don't disappear like that man!

<3<3
 
effie!!! i have been missing you so much aswell! along with all my other BL friends!!! it really helped me change my life around, and realize how much drugs have held me back.... things are awesome!! i feel like i made a complete 180, but i want more drugs atm~~!!! i definitely learned that life can be fun without drugs, so i will probavbly still use, just definitely not as much...

i definitely missed you all and thought of BL a bunch!!! i am very eager to order some MXE and do a bunch of drugs, but that scares me!!! i dont want my future to be impared by drugs and no longer do i want to be held back by drugs...

like i said, i plan on not using for aoubt 30 more days, then im getting some MXE and zonking out.. i will be drug tested weekly once i start my IOP, and if i fail and get kicked out, my parents will stopp paying for my education :(

the wilderness rehab help me set a stable ground for my years to come..... it is nice to have 1 more high night before i got sober for another 30 days, i really just want to binge out right now, but all i hvve left is some alcohol i bought... hopefully i can catch a nice buzzz

i am worried though because i took 800mgs tagamet with my oxy, val, and xanax because i forogt i had some ><
i hope it will still potentiate it, but i have absolutelly 0 tolerance at the moment and i feeel soooo goood, ireally wish i had some weed to smoke, but that stays in my system too long....

i plan to just stick to RC's and sometimes pills for the next 6+ months untill my parents chill out..

they unexpected came into my appartment and found multiple roxicodones, xanax, and valiums and thwey also found me on my computer board nodding out and unconcious. they sent me to the hospital, and i almos died :(. then i got handcuffed and was forced to go to wilderness progtram where you basically live in the woods for 50+ days because they assumed i was trying to commit suicide by OD'ing zzzz... it is definitely a life cahanging experience though!!!

how have you been though effie? i hope you've been well :)

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Duuuuuuuude, we thought you were....

Well yeah.

Don't disappear like that man!

<3<3
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tripp!!!! <3 <3 how've you been man"??

i almost did die, my heart stopped and i was brought back to life, the hospital thought i tried to commit suicide, and the court ordered me to a rehab...well first a mental hospital with schizo's and people who cut themselves, but then i got a lawyer and he convinced them to let me go to a rehab of the court's choice, and they chose wilderness program lololol

i had to carry my poop, eat lentles and rice daily, i had absolutely no showers in the 50 days, and i had to hike 3-5+ miles daily lol


oh yah

that night i had 90mgs oxy, 20mgs methadone, 50mgs valium, 4mgs xanax, marijuana, alcohol, nicotine, benedryl all potentiated by tagamet zzzz
 
laC, I tried to read all that but am really high right now and have one eye closed hehe.. but shit, man. So glad you are okay <3

I'm okay thanks - bit up and down hah, will shoot you a pm in a bit. Right now I'm good though, been to see mates and nicely opiated back home :)
 
very nice^^^

im startnig to noddb pretty hard, i can feel it come on stronger and stronger dgsdjfskdfj
 
laCster said:
tripp!!!! <3 <3 how've you been man"??

i almost did die, my heart stopped and i was brought back to life, the hospital thought i tried to commit suicide, and the court ordered me to a rehab...well first a mental hospital with schizo's and people who cut themselves, but then i got a lawyer and he convinced them to let me go to a rehab of the court's choice, and they chose wilderness program lololol

i had to carry my poop, eat lentles and rice daily, i had absolutely no showers in the 50 days, and i had to hike 3-5+ miles daily lol


oh yah

that night i had 90mgs oxy, 20mgs methadone, 50mgs valium, 4mgs xanax, marijuana, alcohol, nicotine, benedryl all potentiated by tagamet zzzz
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I've had my ups and downs man. I've had similar situations recently with my parents finding piles of weed or syringes...

It's never fucking good man.

I've been there with the heart stopping :\. Certainly makes you think twice. Then the second time... Fuck me if your shit doesn't change then.

I'm just so glad to hear you're doin' alright man :D.

Speculating has been a bit scary.

We just need Leftwing to make a surprise entrance now. :(
 
omg!

laCster, I'm so glad you're alive!

Please don't drop off the map for nearly three months on us again man!

<3

Tripman is right, we do need leftwing to drop in now...
 
^this

Hi laCster!

Don't almost die / disappear on us again!

That's an order!

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NeighborhoodThreat said:
omg!

laCster, I'm so glad you're alive!

Please don't drop off the map for nearly three months on us again man!

<3

Tripman is right, we do need leftwing to drop in now...
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NT!!!! how you been ,man!!! i feel awesome that you guize were concerned <3

i wish i ddint have to go to that program, but the fucking court is lame
i was close man, and it made me realize how muc fucking issues i had and why i was using so many drugs...
i plan to stay mostly sober now for atleast a eyar to lay the ground work for my sobriety!!

how've you been man??? i hope everything has been good


Tripman said:
I've had my ups and downs man. I've had similar situations recently with my parents finding piles of weed or syringes...

It's never fucking good man.

I've been there with the heart stopping :\. Certainly makes you think twice. Then the second time... Fuck me if your shit doesn't change then.

I'm just so glad to hear you're doin' alright man :D.

Speculating has been a bit scary.

We just need Leftwing to make a surprise entrance now. :(
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i feel good that you guize cared about why i was missing <3
yah man, i've definitely learned my lesson though, shit's real, and everytime i use there is a popossibliyty i will die



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HAI LAC
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naon!!!! whats gucci?? how yah been???


i reaally really want more drugs right now, i just want to get fucked up beyond belief...it's scaring me

but NT, do you think tagamet will still potentiate my opiates and benzos even if i took the tags at the same time as the oxy/benzos??
 
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