Stop injecting!!!! - Warning: Triggering

[Tony Williams]

Easier said than done I have been on and off shooting Heroin (sometimes with Cocaine snd rarely 4mmc/m1). Usually he uses them 1mlers and can east hit. The crook of his arms are unshootable, on his left side he's another side vein which gives a better rush - yet no idea where it is on my other side. Overtime it;s a no - he used 2mlers and dug to the vain for his hit.

Anyway right now I am sitting here with a mess of rigs and shizz and arms covered in blood only not to get my hit - tried hands, feet - (legs are hairy). So I am gunna clean all this mess and hide it then clean my arms with alcohol. Got some cocaine last night and went through it and not very good so hammered a 400mg 4mmc line and the gear was to land now/ I'm gunna GBL myself to sleep - wakeup and call to my DDU and get my sctipt of subs (got down from 24mg to 16mg) and this time stick with it and no Heroin!!

Cocaine may be a problem as I am ADD and when it comes to getting things done it's very slow and I've always a problem with motivation and being ontop of things (I got probably 50+ things I need to do). I am considering a Nooptropic stack - I was gunna use ANIRACETAM, CHOLINE (some other stuff) then caffiene, coca and I was gunna (when things are tight) use amphtamine, ritalin - I will soon have ethylphenadate I was gunna weugh doses into caps and add citric, sugar and water as a form of anti abuse. I would love to use amph/rit/ethy but snorting/shooting itself is addictive. Modnafil sounds alright - done it once.

So any advice on the "being stimmed" and motivated? I am joining an ADHD course (do ADD too) to see if they can help (cost nothing :D)

As for the injecting it's *swear word*ing stupid. I have had 3 abscesses which with some hot compressed water seemed to help and they went away them selves which is odd.

Is there any supplements or creams to use on my arms to help them? Extra protein and tomorrow apply moisturizer (w/ vit e) over it.

Oh boy I aint friggin' slept - paaah (4hr GBL kip I need) - Ok wish me look stablise on opis, I am clean off benzos, stims might become an addiction (in the future) but hooked on GBL which right now is theleast of my problems.

Get that sleeping pattern bloody sorted!!!! I got a fancy phillips goblue SAD light £130 and I lost the charger. Currently I spend £40-£60 on H and if I use coke then double. How bloody sad?

Any clotted bloody hits - would I be a sonofabeach to plug it?? Any of the powder I can snort till I get my script.. and here is my new saying "LESS IS MORE" - use less gear in general and when you do it's more special - so moderate better Tony - you loser!

 

[DexterMeth]

I've been there many times. You are surely going to die, if not kill yourself intentionally, if you don't start changing your priorities. Sorry, that's as much advice as I'm going to give atm.

-edit: Could always remove the needle and plug the stims up your ass (NOT THE GBL). It's essentially just as effective as IV but without all the complications. This is probably easier grounds to OD on though because it takes 5-15 minutes, depending on how clear your bowels are, for the drugs to hit. I DO NOT suggest doing this though. In fact, I advise against it, but you might save an arm, or your heart this way.

You need to see a doctor now. Go to the emergency room. I have had a number of friends get abcesses and let them sit, thinking they would be fine. The end result is worse than you can imagine.

*Read up on the Injection Complications FAQ and Mega Thread in the Other Drugs forum (here, I even dug up the link for you):
http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/...s-FAQ-and-Mega-Thread?highlight=complications
-Don't just browse through it. Give it a full solid read, and more than once.

I suggest getting off all that and switching to the aniracetam (or perhaps piracetam) and choline. Get on phenibut instead of doing GBL. Even with phenibut though, you don't want to use it more than say once a week MAX.

Good luck dude. Quit while you're ahead. All hope is not lost, but it will be soon if you don't wake the fuck up.

 

[Albion]

*Read up on the Injection Complications FAQ and Mega Thread in the Other Drugs forum (here, I even dug up the link for you):
http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/...s-FAQ-and-Mega-Thread?highlight=complications
-Don't just browse through it. Give it a full solid read, and more than once.

Dexter's seriously thrown you a bone here. That thread is the definitive source of information on IV administration, and it really isn't pretty. All my intentions to one day try the IV route have been shattered because of that thread...It ought to provide the persuasion you need to make the necessary lifestyle changes.

 

[Dave]

I just want to echo the advice given so far, with the addition of the little tidbit that it would be a very bad idea to plug cocaine. It's a very strong vasoconstrictor, and could easily cause some serious issues in your colon. That's the last place you'd want to have necrotic tissue from damaged capillaries, let me tell you; virtually guaranteed sepsis.

I've also edited the title of the thread to warn of how triggering the content is. Do go get medical attention right away, if you haven't already. Abcesses are very serious business, and can lead to systemic infection if left long enough. And, no disrespect, but I think that it would be a better idea to get rid of the stims before considering any sort of nootropic stack. Your neurochemistry is going to be so off-kilter right now, and throwing *cetams into the mix will not help you become more stable.