Now I'm fearing tripping.. Please help... really :( !

[plusfourpirate]

LOL
You kick ass.
Keep being real.

Who gives a shit about English anyway.

You speak in feeling through your writing.

haha. true dat. keep on keepin on.. glad you had a good time

I tried to stay calm the whole time but sometimes the magnitude of the hallucinations were almost too strong to handle. This substance make me more aware of myself. I need to change some habits and I need to take care of myself more than I did for the others. It shows me that I was not really taking care of myself because I was worrying too much for others people. That's why I have anxiety. It knows my fears, it knows my secrets. I'm happy that the 2C-E let me have the possibilities to change these things.

I really need to take care of myself before the other. I need to stop worrying for the other people because that's make me sad. I need to think about me, about my future, I need to accept myself and to love my inner being and who I am.

It was a very rewarding experience, sometimes beautiful, sometimes intriguing, sometimes scary but it shows me who I am really inside of me.

awesome! great to hear you got some wisdom out of this experience..you know, we can all tell you 'dont worry so much' till we are blue in the face, but it is you that has to make up your mind unltimately. thats great progress tho. very happy for you, kishka :D

 

[lars90]

Sorry but you sound you are under 18... :S

Lol im not gonna try it wasent even thinking about it and I was trying to make it sound as less as possible in that way I jsut wnated to know what it really is. Im 14 and I have learned my lesson with drgs for a life time!

 

[Jinux]

lol im not gonna try it wasent even thinking about it and i was trying to make it sound as less as possible in that way i jsut wnated to know what it really is. Im 14 and i have learned my lesson with drgs for a life time!

loooooool

 

[Transform]

Lol im not gonna try it wasent even thinking about it and I was trying to make it sound as less as possible in that way I jsut wnated to know what it really is. Im 14 and I have learned my lesson with drgs for a life time!

You would appear much older if you used a spellchecker - there really is no excuse.

I am actually 13, I just write good.

 

[clubberdude]

A: 1) YES, 2) MAYBE, 3)YES, 4)MAYBE. Always remember that when you mess with RC's you are entering new and potentially dangerous frontiers. I don't think it's worth the risk when there are plenty of tried and true substances that have much better effects IMHO. But it's your life. Who am I to tell you not to play Russian Roulet? Load the chamber. Spin the cylinder. Pull the trigger. It will be your brains on the wall, not mine.

Utter nonsense. My favourite psychedelic drug (DOC) is a research chemical, and its effects are better than the tried and tested substances. I'm also very fond of aMT (though its questionable whether this one could be considered a research chemical). At any rate, taking all drugs involves some degree of risk. The secret is researching them and keeping doses on the low side until you have characterised their effect profile.

You would appear much older if you used a spellchecker - there really is no excuse.

I am actually 13, I just write good.

Again, BL needs a like button!