<3 Opiates <3. & for those who love/loved them

[xxPUSH0Noo]

Having been through my own struggles with addiction I have withdrawal many times. Makes me angry because I still do them every now and then no matter what they have done to my body. I have been addicted to Oxy, Percs/Roxie's, and Norco. I have been through withdrawal over 30 times. I was wondering how many times personally you have been through withdrawal. Unfortunently the group of friends I grew up with are all hooked on them but for the most part we are too proud to talk about it. Since this is a forum I would like to hear how amny any apx times you have been through withdrawals and if you would like to add your story with them. I love having an open forum to talk about drugs.

 

[allegator]

Since this is a forum I would like to hear how amny any apx times you have been through withdrawals and if you would like to add your story with them.

I can't relate to this at all. I do feel for people like you though and hope that you can help others to research these extremely powerful chemicals before they choose to injest them.

I was wondering how many themselves personally you have been through withdrawal.

Maybe one day we can change society to support education over bling.

 

[xxPUSH0Noo]

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Maybe one day we can change society to support education over bling.

. Elaborate please.

 

[xxPUSH0Noo]

I realllly hope that wasn't a passive aggressive remark made because I was AUTOCORRECTED on my IPad. Looking foward to hearing back from you.

 

[cj]

damn ive been all the way through withdrawls maybe 5 times. Ive been in withdraws hundreds of times. The only thing I have really learned is that its bad to run out of opiates. But I dunno man I remember this one kick in particular it was nasty I had just gotten out of detox and relapsed when my mom sprung a suprise trip to the beach on me. I couldnt get out of going so I was tuck and I was pretty fucked. I didnt sleep the whole 4 days we were there I had no comfort meds and I had to play it cool since my rents had just payed for my 3rd rehab in 6 months. needless to say that get well shot when I returned was magical.

 

[allegator]

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Elaborate please
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I realllly hope that wasn't a passive aggressive remark made because I was AUTOCORRECTED on my IPad. Looking foward to hearing back from you.

bling - b.l.ing - B.L.ing - As in we educate people instead of having them have to resort to BlueLight (a.k.a BL) haha.

 

[Psychedelic Jay]

I still can't leave the shit alone, no matter how far along I get.

I get back into that mainframe every now and then.

It is that road that you can never be on till you actually get there. By then it's like a tire went flat and you feel stuck than a bitch.

I still dibble and dabble... Fortunately for me, I am scared and look at reality way too hard to even step that far in the forbidden pool.

I just feel like I got to keep my feet soaked though...

 

[Oxycondone]

Withdrawals...The bane of my life. When I started opiates, i dunno 4 years ago, I thought they were magical, taking away my physical pain, psychological pain and make everything more enjoyable.

Fast forward 4 empty years of contently dosing opiates and watching endless TV shows and now opiates are the cause of everything they once cured. Constantly running out as I strive to achieve not even so much as a high as just a simple good feeling. And then come the dreaded withdrawals. Throwing days and days of my life away as I stay mostly house bound trying to cope with the stress opiate tolerance has inflicted on my body's normal operating state. These days add to weeks which over a year would probably equal 3-4 months of down time.

So because of this addiction and the associated withdrawals not only am I throwing away nearly 30% of my life the other 70% that I live is hollow.

Right now I'm withdrawing and all I can think about is getting my meds this afternoon. I haven't showered, slept much or done anything all day I just trying and pass the time on the TV and internet hoping to pass the time as quickly as possible while going through these withdrawals...
Soon I will be happy and content, if only shortly, then the process will start again....

 

[effie]

Hey xxPUSHONoo, this is an interesting topic but it doesn't really fit into the BDD guidelines - we are more of a quick Q&A forum (check the guidelines in my signature and the "state of BDD" sticky at the top of the forum).

You could try asking in the BDD social thread, or perhaps in Drug Culture, or even The Dark Side but if you post there be careful not to post anything that might be triggering or glorifies drug use

Closed, pm me with any queries.