I totally understand every word you have said,night tremors are so bad at times im petrified of letting myself fall back to sleep in case they become even worse,feel so unable to feel peaceful,theres always some pain deep within me that creeps its way through my body,its so tireing.
Your dead right!^You hold on to him and shower him with much love!!!
hugs for you hun night terrors are the worst thing ever, it is no good that we can never feel safe not even when we sleep. Today i am thankful for tea, but not too thankful at how dificult getting child tax credits etc sorted is. Stressed
Getting anything out of our government is always going to be a huge stress for anybody,im always thankful to have a decent nights sleep once in a blue moon.I do the same, when i wake from one i am too frightened to go back to sleep. They are that realistic
I know what you mean about reading peoples posts on bluelight,its such a shame for so many people on here,many of them suffering alone with nobody at there side to help them along the way,i know that i shouldnt ever take for granted what i have now,i treasure my partner and hes dad so much,they have both helped me so very much this past difficult year and i am forever in their debt,they have been my rock and i know always will continue to be.I write and draw all of e time but my hand is too seized up and painful today to do anything creatively so i am listening to music and writing lyrics. I know where you are coming from, i am blessed in a way but im sad that my family have to witness the pain that i endure everyday, i see the hurrt in their eyes and it kills me inside. I am over empathetic, due to being in constant physical and emotional agony, so at times i read the posts on here and i cry and cry because I can really feel people's pain. Sounds weird but it is true.
I hope you are making a full recovery, and i am really sorry to hear what you have been through. If you ever need to chat about anything pm me, i can actually give some pretty good advice, i had a hard paper round as a kid as the saying goes, i have seen too much heartache for someone so young, but it has made me a kind, caring helpful person so i am greatful for it all, even though it has been a long and painful road so far.
Hugs aveo and get better soon sugar
hope everyone has a wonderful Tuesday!
xstayfadedx that's so awesome you have friends that are there for you. My best pal who I love with all my heart now lives over 1000 miles away. She used to live 200 and I would visit her a few times a year. We always talk through texts though. Daily. Thank god for that. Random dumb texts like you explained also. We are so lucky in that aspect and you reminded me why I am so so thankful for her.
Goodmorning guys
and yes its those random texts that make my day 