Hey everyone, been a looong time since I logged on bluelight, but I'm here on fantom's computer so I figured why not. How is everyone doing? Good I hope, I've been going through all kinds of shit lately. Had to temporarily move out and stay with my grandma, since my family pretty much got sick of me and gave me a drug test which the deal was, if I failed I had to move out. I took two days off dope, thought maybe I'd pass, but then it came up "preliminary positive" so that really sucked, but then my grandma said she'd take me in, which I figured was better than stayin with friends and just fucking around. And then guess what! The drug test had to be sent into a lab to confirm the results and yesterday the final result came back...none detected! All that stress, moving out, and I ended up passing it somehow! So I am kinda ok to move back home, but I figured a break can't hurt, can only help.
In other news I have an appt to get back on suboxone Monday. I'm just trying to get my life in some kind of order, and I think the subs will help so I'm not so goddamn dependent on dope everyday. Looking for a real job instead of ju!st this part time one I have now. So wish me luck with that!
I'm so happy that I met fantom through this site, I was def. cautious about meeting people through the internet but I'm so fucking glad I did, it's soo nice to have someone really awesome to hang out with...so yep. Things are going all right for me, I just haven't been online at all lately but wanted to check in with everyone and say I missed y'all!