So, I've noted a few things from my usage of MXE:
- compared to other drugs, which I usually have to take more than "the average person" to get the same effects as them, I need to take less of MXE
- it's the only drug that causes me memory loss while on it, mostly I don't remember anything I supposedly said (once someone who didn't know I took it walked into my room and apparently I said "I don't like waking up in my room because of all these monsters that come through the windows", that was a big deal for me because it has never happened to me before that I didn't remember something because of a drug, and also because I never saw any beings or monsters or anything like that on MXE, so I have no idea where that came from)
- it doesn't cause me to have deep or philosophical thoughts about the worlds (which is what my friends say happens to them)
- the experience is almost always the same (although taking into account the amount that I took each time, the length of the experience differs), i'm in some other reality that is similar to ours but not at all the same and very, very warped - I can never describe it afterwards, everything just looks fucking weird. I can't describe it as either a positive nor a negative experience.
- usually I experienced quite a lot of dizziness the next day, and I discovered this to be because my diastolic blood pressure seemed to get very low the next day after using MXE (it was usually around 50). also the times that i took more than the "usual" dose, i also felt different the next day, not nearly as much as when I was on the drug, but so much that after my first experience, I cried for no reason the whole day, and I hoped with all my heart that I'd return back to "normal" soon. things just seemed weird, I couldn't walk right, see clearly, or hear clearly.
- it cleared of my skin of any spots and pimples
- recurring tinnitus, shortly after usage more often, later on less, but still happens
- i never experienced the afterglow effects people seem to be talking about. I didn't experience any bad after effects as far as my mood is concerned either, oh and it should probably be noted I am diagnosed with depression.
-one of the weirdest efffects was the effect it had not on me, but on my cats. I never did MXE with them in my room because they're still just kittens, my room is very small and I was afraid I might trip and fall on them or hurt them in some other way while I was unaware of myself. But, everytime I did it, they became way more affectionate toward me one day afterwards, and, they stare at me. I can gurantee I wasn't imaginaning it because it happened every time and my family (who had no idea of the things happening in my room on random nights :D) noticed it too. One of them doesn't like being petted at all and always runs away when someone tries to cuddle with her, but those times, she came to sleep close to me, behaved as though she wants to be held and petted, and also... licked my face. Every. Time.
All in all I'd probably say it's not the type of a drug for me, or I'm not the type of the person for the drug, so I probably won't be taking it any more in the future. For me it's pretty neutral, doesn't do me any good but doesn't do me any bad either.
