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[Thorns Have Roses]

peppersocks, dont limit yourself bro. you've got more imagination than this! for instance, why not use one long pole to push yourself around on the board, italian gondola style? alternatively, kangaroo hopping around the level bit might help... P

You're skipping the obvious answer, stick a rocket on the back of the board for greater forward momentum! Or instead of a ski-jump/ramp...we could attach superconductive metal sides to boards and use a railgun to achieve superior initial velocity.

Today I realized that I managed to finish a semester worth of work in just 2,5 months, what is totally awesome Moreover a plan to get a very interesting position to start my thesis is slowly emerging. Basically I need to pass an examination excellently and do a four week lab course very well parallel to the normal courses. And a good amount of luck. Seems to me like a lot of stress but a doable and worthwhile direction.

That's some hardcore overachieving. Don't forget to get some hardcore relaxation time in to keep you from going insane.

 

[LSDMDMA&AMP]

^yeah what never siad
relax on speed...or at least speed/meth relaxes me...

 

[Jesusgreen]

So I have 200mg of some freshly extracted and washed (so very pure!) DMT freebase arriving tomorrow. I have never indulged in DMT before, and I don't know when I'll first smoke it, whether it'll be tomorrow - or in several months time, who knows, but damn am I excited! :D

 

[kingme]

hmm, got my first dmt a while back, 100mg as a surprise from a friend... its still waiting in the stash for the courage and time for me to do it....

also, just noticed this: http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/...ect-needs-moderators!?p=10241688#post10241688

i wish i had the time and dedication to make something like that happen.

 

[Mitchi]

Do it do it do it. How will you smoke it and what shall the dose be?

 

[sn23]

The intro with Ford was great; "They're going to destroy my home to put in an expressway." "How did you know?"

That book had so many things that made me think and laugh all at once.

Absolutely. It's so amazing how it lights up your imagination and plays with it and has its hilarious plot twists (i.e. Marvin appears :D).

I must mention that I saw that most recent movie before reading it and enjoyed it very much. That was on the come down of a kind of difficult trip. In retrospect that movie was the embodiment of the essence of the trip, that is, the feeling of having lost everything you know but getting a universe full of amazingly new, alien, beautiful and sometimes also terrible stuff, but if you manage to take it easy and go with the flow of things and don't care too much, everything turns out smooth.
The books I read so far fortunately convey the same feeling to me. As usual I like the book more, simply because books tend to leave more room for the imagination to fill with details.

the creator's final message to his creation (y'know the entire universe... well, and life and everything =p) was "sorry for the inconvenience." heheheh.

Thanks for that quote, it had me smiling and pondering the whole day

Never Knows Best: Haha no worries, I make sure that the work is followed by at least the same amount of fun every few weeks! How you doing today?

Jesusgreen: Very nice find It's a very precious substance with very special effects. Be sure to not waste any due to ineffective vaporization. I think I posted something about this somewhere here, I'll look for it: there.

 

[PepperSocks]

lol i see socks got a modstick again, congrats dig dog!

Yar, in one of the slowest moving forums on the site. It's a good placement for me, with possibility for future connections in the field. Trying to keep PD neat killed me, it moves so fast and I felt like I failed if every thread didn't get merged with a B&D and all off-topic posts trimmed. So much work trying to hold back the tide of disorganization; it's just not possible and trying to keep it at bay is a full time job. I think the focus forum mods have some of the hardest jobs on the site; so much traffic. Kudos to you.

peppersocks, dont limit yourself bro. you've got more imagination than this! for instance, why not use one long pole to push yourself around on the board, italian gondola style? alternatively, kangaroo hopping around the level bit might help... sorry dude, theres something about snowboarders where i live that just doesnt click with me. they alwaus behave like they are the only cool guys out there, the rest just stand in their way....

Haha, dude I'm so not like that and I know exactly the kind of people you're talking about :D Surfers are the same way. They hang in ultra cool cliques and are generally rude and ignorant to everyone else. To be honest I pretty much only go snowboarding solo. In the past I'd go to the hill with my family but then break off and do my own thing. I'd just cruise the slopes.

About flat spots; you can't carry a pole around with you like they're part of the package with skis. Poles just don't fit. You could try and use a branch I suppose but to get the branch without unstrapping would be difficult. There are techniques to 'pump' yourself along as you alluded to, one of those things you pick up as you get good at it.

That's some hardcore overachieving. Don't forget to get some hardcore relaxation time in to keep you from going insane.

No kidding. Reading that actually made me jealous. I wish I had the stamina to achieve like that.

Compared to college 3 years ago, I find I just don't have the energy I used to. Everything feels like an overwhelming amount of work. I get by, but I moan and groan and crash afterwards. I think my recent lethargy can be partly attributed to the 'winter' effect, and that I spent nearly the entirety of christmas break on diazepam and oxyxodone; leaving in less than good shape when the new semester started. I'm going to take it easier next year.

Now with this cold I have, the only time I feel relief if when I'm slightly medicated. Hopefully next week (when the real work starts) I'll be on my feet again.

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

Did I tell you guys that my car broke NYE? I think so, anyway, the shop told me it's $600 to fix it, which is more than the car cost, and waaaay more money than I have to my name (temporary job had nothin' for me this week, maybe it's over?). Ugh, I didn't hate not having a car before I got one, but now the death of all mobility is gonna be kinda hard on me if the the old man isn't painfully generous to me (and the dude already pays insurance for me since there's no way I could. Sometimes the kindness afforded to me makes me feel like such a dick being an easily discouraged layabout).

In other news, out of heroin as of a few minutes ago (not even enough to nod ). Trying to decide whether more would be an investment I want to make with what little monies I have left, but I do want to get Skyrim, or it could all go into the car...quite the conundrum.

In spite of all that, mood's been pretty decent lately I guess, well I may be on may to a more melancholic period, but I'm trying to not stress about everything and remind myself to be here now. (and does anyone else besides me find opiates to be pretty light on anxiolytic effects? I can get pretty nervous on'em, but I hear folks say they find'em superior to GABAergics. Well, if you're nodding obviously anxiety isn't gonna be a big issues unless you're freaking that you're gonna die, but I mean in functional doses.)

I also took a walk in the park with folks&their dogs, like a park at a reservoir ( not some wimpy suburban little thingwe're talking 1975 acres), being in a more natural environment was quite refreshing.

 

[swilow]

I've definitely felt opiates can cause anxiety, or more appropriately, a sort of nervous, butterflies in the belly feeling. They are inclined to remove episodes of panic though, replacing it with a dreadful apathy. Opiates are utterly crap but so so tempting.

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

Indeed, I'm thinking of abstaining from purchasing more for now, I'm not sure I'm even really getting anything out of them, besides the rush and some apathy, maybe pleasant nod-dreams. It may be time to cut back a bit on the drug intake in general, I fear I'm entering the phase where I've been getting not-sober every night for long enough it's become my normal and is just causing more harm than good. It's always tough to reign it in when I'm not utterly broke though. We shall see.

 

[pharmakos]

funniest moment of my life was...

well, the night before we drank a bottle of delsym, a bottle of gels, and a bottle of zicam... tried to get all the peaks to line up...

the next day we're soooooo dumb... smoke a fat bowl and go out for a walk in the woods... something wet lands on my head and i look over at my buddy and he's lookin at me like somethin wet just landed on his head too... both of us scratching our heads because we had just felt the wet stuff... totally confused...

then a minute or two later my buddy looks over at me, and says verrrrry slowly (we called it a ken-tussin accent back in the day=p), but with a tone of revelation in his voice...

"i think that wet stuff that landed on our heads was rain."

took a second for it to sink in. then i realized how stupid we were and i seriously ended up rolling on the ground in the park laughing.

 

[PepperSocks]

In other news, out of heroin as of a few minutes ago (not even enough to nod ). Trying to decide whether more would be an investment I want to make with what little monies I have left, but I do want to get Skyrim, or it could all go into the car...quite the conundrum.

Car dude. If you get a job you're going to need a car to get there (easily at least). Sometimes public transportation is the pits and not feasible, especially if your job is outside an urban center.

In spite of all that, mood's been pretty decent lately I guess, well I may be on may to a more melancholic period, but I'm trying to not stress about everything and remind myself to be here now. (and does anyone else besides me find opiates to be pretty light on anxiolytic effects? I can get pretty nervous on'em, but I hear folks say they find'em superior to GABAergics. Well, if you're nodding obviously anxiety isn't gonna be a big issues unless you're freaking that you're gonna die, but I mean in functional doses.)

I've definitely felt opiates can cause anxiety, or more appropriately, a sort of nervous, butterflies in the belly feeling. They are inclined to remove episodes of panic though, replacing it with a dreadful apathy. Opiates are utterly crap but so so tempting.

I find opiates to be superior for social anxiety. They abolish any OCD type tendencies. The only time I've had opiates cause anxiety is when you get that butterfly/puke feeling. Also oxycodone has caused insomnia for me before.

Indeed, I'm thinking of abstaining from purchasing more for now, I'm not sure I'm even really getting anything out of them, besides the rush and some apathy, maybe pleasant nod-dreams. It may be time to cut back a bit on the drug intake in general, I fear I'm entering the phase where I've been getting not-sober every night for long enough it's become my normal and is just causing more harm than good. It's always tough to reign it in when I'm not utterly broke though. We shall see.

I'm in one of those melancholic phases myself. I spend time in my room with opiates, GABAergics, TV, and sleep. I am half-sick though. Need to force myself to get my ass in gear next week.

 

[yucatanboy2]

Jesus and Kingme, if you dont want to use your DMT, you can always send it to me . That's one I still haven't knocked off my bucket list that I really want to try.

In other news, just got back from a week-long visit to home (Seattle area, haven't been there in a year). I didn't have a compy, so I was absent from BL. It was nice to see the family and old friends. Makes me want to move back there, even though there are no jobs for me there and its significantly colder than it is down here. In fact, my Dad is down here for a few weeks, renting a Condo to get away from the cold.

Grrr. I'm out of cannabis... maybe time to go get a medical card. I drink more when I don't have cannabis, which is bad. I took some phenibut tonight in the hopes of not craving more alcohol (last night I drank too much... and I am already on beer number 2 tonight). Phenibut doesn't really do much to me though, even at 1 gram. Dunno. I'm not going to drink anymore tonight. I'll just drink herbal tea and watch movies (hmmm what to watch...).

By the way, I smoked a bowl with a friend back in Seattle and it was much better than the medical stuff I got down here from a friend with a card... I miss that NW Bud. Great body high, relaxing, trippy, and all-around life-affirming.

Looking forward to exploring ethylone more (I've only tried a threshold dose of 35mg... next time going at 70-100mg... its too late and I am too tired to explore it tonight), and getting more MXE to explore again, with the goal of achieving a "hole" or deeper trip. MXE seems to really have potential for being something special. Low doses are euphoric and social, like booze, and medium doses feel more like being drunk on a phenethylamine like mdma or something (but less euphoric and more dissociated).

I really want to try indoor skydiving. Real skydiving scares the crap out of me, but maybe after indoor skydiving I'll be brave enough to try it.

 

[yucatanboy2]

Oh man, gotta tell you guys this story too.

So, I have a friend back in Seattle. He's in his late 30s, been partying hard for a while, but has gotten clean from the harder stuff and now just smokes weed. He's also prescribed adderall. Anyways, he has been dating his girl on and off for years and years. She's crazy, completely crazy (social problems, lies a lot, wierds people out, does lots of opiates, highly delusional, etc). So, a few months ago, after they break up and she moves out (and has police put a no contact order on him for doing nothing), she gets kicked out of her apartment and has to move back in with him for a few days to find a new place (even though there is still a no-contact order that she started).

He comes home one day and finds her dead on her couch, she OD'ed on fentanyl. Cops come and its a big deal, because of the no-contact order and such, but eventually he is found out to be ok, they won't send him to jail (he doesn't use and was emphatic with stopping her use, to the point of flushing drugs if he found any on her, and trying to convince her to get clean and such). Its a long history.

In addition to the pain and loss of his woman, her dad comes up and is a total douche (homeless crazy bum who smokes inside and doesn't listen to anything he asks, and steals stuff from him). The dad was a giant ass and completely insane and in no way helpful. Finally, my friend gets rid of this asshole, and tries to get on with his life and his grief.

So, we visit him a few weeks after that to give support and see how he is coping... and he's been sick for weeks with cold-like symptoms. He goes into the doctor, and guess what? Its congestive heart failure and will need to be on meds probably for the rest of his life now (My wife and i told him to get a second opinion, but he thinks the doc is right). Poor guy. He's one of the nicest people, and its just sick all the BS that he's had to deal with what with his GF dying on his couch. He's going to have to go though a lot of stuff just to heal his mental state/emotions and now he's got the physical problems to deal with.

Anyways, people, take care of your health! Also, for the love of god, don't ever use drugs that have a very low overdose threshold (like fentanyl for example)! Crazy story, had to tell you guys (can't really tell people at work/friends here, since they're all associated with my work).

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

Car dude. If you get a job you're going to need a car to get there (easily at least). Sometimes public transportation is the pits and not feasible, especially if your job is outside an urban center.

Your junkie powers are lacking psox, I can just throw a hundred or maybe less at the folks and say that's all the monies I own please help me with the rest, and then have enough for more droogs. In spite of the fact that that darned game would give me more enjoyment and distraction than double it's value in heroin, I'm starting to think I can't resist the drug call. I want to shoot up, I want the rush, dammit! (the words of the doomed)

I find opiates to be superior for social anxiety. They abolish any OCD type tendencies. The only time I've had opiates cause anxiety is when you get that butterfly/puke feeling. Also oxycodone has caused insomnia for me before.

Interesting, opiates make me even more antisocial than normal. I get the full on opiate rage if people try to bother me while high, and while high I can be prone to even greater anxiety than normal given the proper triggers (though I don't mind it as much). GABA-ergics remain the gold standard for anxiety, and more reliably enjoyable than opiates.

For H, I want the IV ritual and rush, after that nodding is good since it provides useful apathy and dreams like a cheap replica of a hole, but less than that and I feel dissatisfied. Really if not for the return of opiate tolerance from addiction days, and physical withdrawal, I'd find their addictiveness less than that of GABA drugs. But luckily for me the GABA drugs I've relied upon for daily use (GBL and booze) require more use to develop phsyical addiction than I've been able to restrict my use to, so opiates are the only drugs I've had addiction problems with (and dissociatives, psychologically, G-d help me if I get a cheap reliable K source someday. My bladder, kidneys, and psychological health would be completely fucked).

I'm in one of those melancholic phases myself. I spend time in my room with opiates, GABAergics, TV, and sleep. I am half-sick though. Need to force myself to get my ass in gear next week.

Indeed, get out of it. You're in school these days, right? If you plan on accomplishing things you need to get the melancholy into restraints. Or you can be like me, question everything to utter nihilism and let yourself stew in a pot of failure and meaninglessness. (though I can still enjoy myself sometimes, if I don't think about things).

 

[TheAppleCore]

In spite of the fact that that darned game would give me more enjoyment and distraction than double it's value in heroin

Correct. :D Skyrim is just about the best drug-free escapism you'll get.




It's that time of year again...

I just spent the last couple hours arduously breaking and processing some fresh mimosa hostilis root bark.


Also, yesterday I had an awesomely intense (in a pretty unique way) trip on 26 mg 4-AcO-DPT. The stuff just totally shreds you. There's this distinct feeling of being melted by the heat of the core of the sun, in the best way possible. It's a sensation that is completely absent from DMT, the only other tryptamine I've taken. It really freaked me out during the first few minutes though, before I got adjusted to the state and realized that I wasn't actually dying.

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

Correct. :D Skyrim is just about the best drug-free escapism you'll get.

Indeed. The clear answer is to try to have my cake and eat it too.

I'm jealous about the DMT though! That one is still on my to try list. But having such a list (of things that might be obtained, not like secobarbital and ludes) is enjoyable in itself I suppose. Patience...

 

[swilow]

...and realized that I wasn't actually dying.

Thats always a welcome feeling.

Are you extracting the DMT or ayahuascaizing it?

Also: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dk_qKlXDV1A Chill out for polonium based lifeforms.

Had some 2C-B tonight and about a gram of mushrooms, feeling fine...I would like to read but I don't really think I'd like to read but I dont reazlly thinknknk...HHH

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EaKBO_dM8GU ]\\

That tooo.

 

[yucatanboy2]

Did you guys see Tebowie (Tim Tebow + David Bowie) by Jimmy Fallon?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NHB0o9lCizQ

 

[Tranced]

Can somebody please give me a quick summary of the new drug laws in America?

What has been passed and which drugs are being banned?

I haven't been paying much attention but I see a lot of talk about 2c-i. Are tryptamines being banned as well?