Seyer
Bluelight Crew
Occupied.

Worried
Just got off of the phone with my lawyer, and things could be getting well worse before they get better. It's unfortunate because the process of getting clean/sober really helped me feel confident about finally, after my entire adult life of living for others' expectations, doing what I *want* to do with my life. Yet I worry that it's a bit too late for that, and a judge's hammer is about to squash my dreams, in a manner of speaking. I know I need to be in acceptance of it all, not worry about what's out of my control, but I'm just not ready for that yet. This momentum I've been riding has felt too good. I'm scared of what could happen if it stops.
to all of you
