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Doomed, so sorry to hear you're having a rough time right now hun, much love coming your way <3


I am feeling sooo totally hazy and incredibly tired :|
I could seriously have done with another 3 or 4 hours sleep this morning.
 
Psychotic/destructive
A switch has flipped inside my head..
 
^this is only how i feel

i am tiered and full of so much @

i am alone, i have been for a looong time, but i am not lonely, this isnt because im so preoccupied or simple, its because i have the most stubborn person in the world in my head to debate with.

for fux sake


the good i have done will not go un noticed, and neither the good you have done either. i swear
 
Asclepius said:
Have seen you post stuff on a similar vein before- I hate gambling sites etc- I mean I HATE them- have seen them royaly fuck the wrong kind of people over and over. Take care of yourself and your welfare FLF, saddens me to see your esteem taking a blow for this reason but I hope you can work with your awareness anyway. <3
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Thankyou hun <3

My eyes are still stinging 2 hours after crying, since I actually finally lost the plot, then told my parents I have a gambling problem with the pokies. I feel a bit better now that i'm finally not hiding it anymore, even though at times with my finances it was pretty obvious.
 
happy I are now a scientificy type. my modules start in Feb then then full degree starts in september. w00t I am doing forensics, female dexter much muwhahahahahaha
 
panic in paradise said:
^this is only how i feel

i am tiered and full of so much @

i am alone, i have been for a looong time, but i am not lonely, this isnt because im so preoccupied or simple, its because i have the most stubborn person in the world in my head to debate with.

for fux sake


the good i have done will not go un noticed, and neither the good you have done either. i swear
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PIP, stubborn? Naaaaaaaaaaaaah ;) :p
Seriously, glad you recognise your feelings and glad you're not lonely...
Hope the debating stays true to what you need hun, for you.
<3


D n A said:
Psychotic/destructive
A switch has flipped inside my head..
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I felt similar to this a week ago. Take it easy and mind yourself hun.
<3


fivelinefury said:
Thankyou hun <3

My eyes are still stinging 2 hours after crying, since I actually finally lost the plot, then told my parents I have a gambling problem with the pokies. I feel a bit better now that i'm finally not hiding it anymore, even though at times with my finances it was pretty obvious.
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Ah, Im so delighted for you that you got that burden off your chest FLF; I know they may not understand the dynamics of your experience but am so relieved for ya that you exposed that grief. Takes alot of balls to do that hun, dont forget that.
<3

@ LOu Lou: Fuck man, whats going on? :(<3

@D2P: Heh, Coolness :D-White coats and CGI at the ready! ;)
 
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Sending lots of love and good vibes to louloureed and fivelinefury. Take care guys <3



I am still a bit hazy today but not nearly as bad as yesterday. It's amazing the different that 8 hours of sleep can make.
 
panic in paradise said:
the good i have done will not go un noticed, and neither the good you have done either. i swear
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Damn straight it won't. Never forget that.

ATM: Full. Of piss and vinegar, it turns out. Who knew that 10 minutes on the trainer would give such an immediate boost to energy?
 
Thanks heaps for your support n30 & Asc! <3

Right now i'm content at my girlfriends :)

I can't believe it, but well it doesn't surprise me actually, but I still gambled and lost $50 earlier tonight 8(
 
sick lonely selfish

I've been fighting some cold or something, apparently piling opiates on top of an already weary body isn't good, whodda thunk it? ;)
 
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