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MDMA first trip amazing, second trip terrible

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Xamanus

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Hi! Most threads i see use a lot of swim, im just gonna be simple.

I did Mdma for the first time in Goa, ( India ) in a rave about 10 days back. I had about quarter a gram and had the best trip ever, Everything was so amazing, Danced for a bit and then just felt like chilling by the beach. Had the best drug experience ever or as good as acid. Only con was my trip got over really quick like in about 1 hour and 30 mins.. I was looking forward to doing MDMA again the next day which i did. Now from the bad trip starts, the next the md got hooked up really late in the night but we got a good quantity for it.. Now the con was i initially scored for just half a gram but my friends ended getting a lot more.. I think i did little more then a gram.. it was only like 3 more hours left for the rave so i took all the powder crystals at one go in my mouth and drank water over it... ( rookie mistake i guess ) After about 30 mins i felt it and it was feeling good but then after 15 mins it started getting to strong and was losing control of myself, it was way to strong for me.. My close friends were raving it out and i was in no mood to dance on that trip ( my friends are regular trippers ).. There were other people i knew friend's friends.. After a while i started hearing a really bad wave of negative thoughts from them, Not sure weather they were saying it or not. Everything started going negative around me. I was messing with my teeth a lot and after a while my faced got really messed up.. My friends were like my jaw was broken at that time. People started to look at me in a very weird way and that really pissed me off, messed my mind up.. the paranoia started.. I was thinking my friends were looking at me as a weak person now and just laughing at me.Just one horrible trip which i wish i can take it back.

I went back to the hotel and slept the whole day and night, with lot of anxiety, the next day after that felt a lot better but kind of an awkward feeling with the friends and people i was staying with. Now today on the current day i dont feel the same as i was before i did mdma, My current problem is that i think very negative of everything, every small little thought is getting negative. Like my friends are just not talking something and ill relate it to something negative about me which not sure.. I dont think i cant trust anyone no more..

I dont feel any physical symptoms, just psychological.. Please Help. My university starts again in 10 days and i hope i can feel good again. Really considering to see a psychiatrist or psychologist.

Edit- I often find self going into deep thoughts and sometimes just glazing at my self to the mirror. Help me !
 
Err.... there's slight depression from low levels of serotonin, I guess that could be causing your symptoms.
 
First off i doubt what you had was MDMA, purely due to you say you had a quater (250mg?) straight up and it only lasted 1 hour 30 minutes? 250 mg of MDMA would rock your god damn socks off, you'd be gone for a good 4-5 hours. Im leaning more towards Methylone or another RC type substance due to the short life span and high dose needed.

As for the bad trip, doing more than a gram was where you went wrong, hell you shouldnt have been going near the half a gram regions! especially if it was your first time trying a substance that you think might by MDMA due to word of mouth?
Your depression will definitely be from low serotonin/dopamine levels. All i can suggest is try to eat healthy, lots of fruit and vegetables, and regular excercise daily, and im sure you'll start feeling your regular self.

Please, next time, take a bit more care in what your putting in your body, especially if it is an un tested chemical.
 
Oh yeah 1g of MDMA would be scary as fuck tbh, you'd be rolling for a good while if you dropped that much.
 
Rise Against said:
First off i doubt what you had was MDMA, purely due to you say you had a quater (250mg?) straight up and it only lasted 1 hour 30 minutes? 250 mg of MDMA would rock your god damn socks off, you'd be gone for a good 4-5 hours. Im leaning more towards Methylone or another RC type substance due to the short life span and high dose needed.

As for the bad trip, doing more than a gram was where you went wrong, hell you shouldnt have been going near the half a gram regions! especially if it was your first time trying a substance that you think might by MDMA due to word of mouth?
Your depression will definitely be from low serotonin/dopamine levels. All i can suggest is try to eat healthy, lots of fruit and vegetables, and regular excercise daily, and im sure you'll start feeling your regular self.

Please, next time, take a bit more care in what your putting in your body, especially if it is an un tested chemical.
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Ditto on all this.

So many RCs and adulterants are passed off as MDMA it's extremely common to get something else when acquiring what is supposedly confirmed "ecstasy".

MDMA releases a vital neurochemical called serotonin (you'll see a lot of mention of "receptors" and "5-HT" on here), and is release and depletion from MDMA use takes 30-90 days of recovery- people certainly violate these rules on occasion and are fine, but you should know for the future that you should not be treating MDMA as a weekend thing. A lot of users make this mistake in the beginning- it's fine, just stop while you're ahead.
 
Rise Against said:
First off i doubt what you had was MDMA, purely due to you say you had a quater (250mg?) straight up and it only lasted 1 hour 30 minutes? 250 mg of MDMA would rock your god damn socks off, you'd be gone for a good 4-5 hours. Im leaning more towards Methylone or another RC type substance due to the short life span and high dose needed.


Please, next time, take a bit more care in what your putting in your body, especially if it is an un tested chemical.
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what i meant that i was peaking ( the best part ) for an hour and a half and then was the coming down.. the whole trip was like 3 and half hours,the next day also i was tripping for like 5-6 hours
 
ive had a gram of MDMA in a night before, what a mistake, had the most major comedown ever and woke up with a fat ass bister covering the whole of my bottom lip which stayed there for the best part of a month. for me 300mg is the sweetspot, in 2 doses.
 
I'd just like to mention that around 150mg in a capsule gives me 4 hours experience and ive used mdma around 13 times now. I don't really think what you got was MDMA it sounded a bit too short lived to me.
 
^This. That is exactly my experience 150mg= 4hrs experience for me. I've rolled once every month for two years now. I doubt it was MDMA. You said your friends were experienced rollers than they should have a test kit and also know not to roll 2 nights in a row. You should recover completely in a few months. I suggest reading through the link at the top of this page and talking with some of the very experienced Bluelighters before continuing with MDMA.
 
I agree with everyone else. You probably didn't do MDMA because if you did, a gram would be waaaaaaay waaaaaay too much. Not to mention, doing the same drug the next day is always going to be a bad, bad idea. You need to be making sure what you're taking, how much you're taking, and how much time you are putting into doses.
 
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