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The EADD Mental Health Support Thread

It's up to you - you know your mind better than anybody.

Having said that, I am / was probably not in the frame of mind in which I'd take heavy doses of acid, yet I had a blissful epiphany on oral DMT, so much so that I actually broke down in tears of happiness. Corny as that sounds.

I'd say that a lot of the caution around the use of traditional psychedelics only applies to those with underlying, deep-seated, latent mental health issues. If you're truly aware that something's wrong then they can really be a lifesaver in the right circumstances.
 
underlying, deep-seated, latent mental health issues

That seems do be the case I'm afraid shit I haven't dealt with since I was a wee knipper, it could turn put to b the epiphany of a life time or total psychosis :\ not worth the risk at the mo.

Might try some K though.
 
any self doubt i find phycs digs them up and reveals everything, no hiding, was gonna try LSD at some point... have lots of experience with DMT before but dunno if i can handle a longer lasting phyc... if i ever try LSD think i'll keep a fuck load of benzos at hand
 
also noticed from MXE its gotten rid of anxiety, mild OCD thought loops and a few other things, i used to get quite obsessed about certain things, although swear that was something to do with all the mephedrone and the awful come downs, thank fuck ive eased right off that stuff. was sending me on a right self destructive spiral
 
Glad to hear you've knocked the stims on the head colt! They can be really bad for your mental health, I know all drugs can be, but ime stims are the worst for causing psychotic episodes, especially if you are all ready suseptable to them like me!

Good work colt! And yes it's always good to have some benzos to hand when taking acid, but it really is a bout set and setting, trip with a few good mates in a comfortable enviroment and you usually have a good trip, well I've never had a bad trip under those circumstances, and I suffer with anxiety and paranoia usually!
 
ColtDan said:
any self doubt i find phycs digs them up and reveals everything, no hiding, was gonna try LSD at some point... have lots of experience with DMT before but dunno if i can handle a longer lasting phyc... if i ever try LSD think i'll keep a fuck load of benzos at hand
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I have Chlormpromazine which is the classic cure fro the bad trip experience...apparently, and did a fair bit of acid back in he '90's so have a fair idea what to expect, although with psychedelics you never really know where they are going to take you.

Maybe DMT might be a better place to start, I'd always kind of assumed the actual length of the trip would be irreverent and could be an eternity, LSD always felt like that to me like time had no actual meaning
 
As Mr. atm says, chlorpromazine (aka Thorazine) will more or less stop the trip. Benzos will only stop the anxiety, though you may find you're still tripping hairy, saggy balls. A handy lesson from Herr Shambles (and personal experience), and a valuable one.
 
^ it is indeed, glad you are emerging! PV has its own special brand of crazy... hope you are feeling better <3

Sam, what you said about every day life being full of artificial stresses - couldn't agree more! Been tempted to try a psych for a while, see if it can help me get a better perspective on things (when Dave first died I had a really good philosophical outlook and perspective on life and death, but it's slipped away from me..) but I'm nervous it will not go so well. MXE was great for a bit but the last few (high dose) experiences have been awful - presenting life and death in an intensely negative way. Not good.
 
atm23 said:
I wouldn't touch a psychedelic in my current mental state, it would just seem like I was looking for trouble.
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I look at it from the other side - the only time I thought about trying psychedelics was when I'd reached the point that nothing else helped.
 
if i was in a bad mental state id be worried about going over the edge and ending up permanently insane in some nuthouse, induced PTSD on myself before through miss-use on the wrong mind-set
 
effie said:
Sam, what you said about every day life being full of artificial stresses - couldn't agree more! Been tempted to try a psych for a while, see if it can help me get a better perspective on things (when Dave first died I had a really good philosophical outlook and perspective on life and death, but it's slipped away from me..) but I'm nervous it will not go so well. MXE was great for a bit but the last few (high dose) experiences have been awful - presenting life and death in an intensely negative way. Not good.
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I've approached them from an angle where I had a bereavement once, very early this year not long after my mother's death, but it wasn't a situation anything like yours - we hadn't spoken in years. Yet the experience (LSD - not my first for this situation choice by any means) really left me feeling cleansed somehow.

I don't truly know your mindset and nobody can really know where it's going to go, but the right company in wrong situations is really everything, as you know. Obviously your first choice can't be there, at least not in the most literal sense, and that's got to leave a massive chasm.

I still think it can do you good, though it's a real shame about the MXE experiences. I can see it might have the potential to be dark, but then I'm a miserable bastard so it kinda sits well even if it goes sideways. ;)
 
Ismene said:
I look at it from the other side - the only time I thought about trying psychedelics was when I'd reached the point that nothing else helped.
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But it would all come down to purity in the end ;)

To be fair other things are helping at the mo, I've got allot of work to do in 2012, more exercise and more personal work on the way I react to things around me. I have issues with derealisation so I really think psychedelics wouldn't be a good idea at the moment. Just thinking that way tells me its not the right thing to do, I've lost more than one friend to acid, a drug never to be taken lightly.

Not to sure if its OK to take with my AD med either (venlafaxine...probably LSD seems OK to mix with most things)

My last MXE experience left me feeling sub human, I felt totally stripped back to nothing not even a soul just a husk, it wasn't a great feeling at all, not at all like the cleansing feeling you can get from a deep LSD trip.
 
definitely gotta get myself back on the fitness, all that festive eating was never worth it
 
I started this thread because i thought it might help folks myself included obviously , this seems to be the case , this has made me happy.

But because of the direction it has taken i don't feel that i can post in it anymore .

I',m not bitching , just its not like i'm considering using a bunch of psychs or K to improve my very fragile mental state.
 
brimz, I'm a psyches gal. 'shrooms are my world. theyre free, have a very low body toxic factor, they've done many positive things for my outlook and self awareness, to a depth I would never ever of been able to achieve on my own. they've accelerated my development speed and will continue to do so for probably a long time to come

I wouldn't recommend you take them personally at this stage of your life either [or k or MXE etc]... and by stage I mean the mix of drugs/health/mental state/current life situation based on what youve been talking about since I've been posting here

I think you're a wise one and have made a good choice

I wouldnt ditch the thread yet tho. anything could happen. a hot blonde with a great rack might start posting and eventually might ask if anyone's got a couch she can beg for the night in Bristol. y'never know with these things. stranger things ave appened <3
 
Brimz mate, keep posting in this thread mate, it only went off on a tangent! You know how bluelight is! We can get it back on track! Please keep posting mate! :)

I'm feeling great today, had my pregabalin this morning and it's made me really relaxed and not up tight and anxious like I normally do! I have taken twice the doses though! I need to speak to my psych and see if I can get my dosage upped.

Hope everyone's feeling good today? :)
 
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