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i wanna do one of these...

6-apb
5-iai
MPA
MDAI

which one should i choose!!!!

i got a whole load of them all.... wanna do something relaxing either way i'll take one :p
 
MPA or MDAI, those are the ones that the most is known about IMO...5-IAI is still pretty unknown and 6-APB has some conflicting reports.

Really up to you though.
 
Amphetamines causing bad behavior for anyone?

I'm not proud to say this. But I tend to steal money or medication or whatever from fam/friends or whatever I can get my hands on while amped. So that's a huge negative. I was wondering if anyone else (I am an addict thou) do these shitty things cause of Dexedrine, speed, uppers etc.

I have to lie a lot to people I love to hide my addiction which also is miserable, but I can function better* and am happier on them and want to make the most of the time I have. And comon the euphoria and alertness is great. If your an addict like me, I will always try to get more no matter what.

Does anyone else turn into a 'douchebag' like me? I never get caught stealing and I lie so only I know I'm an asshole but wondering if amphetamines will cause people to become like this?uh
 
Since this is a social question I'm going to merge it into the BDD social thread (instead of closing it :))

...you'll more than likely get better replies in here anyway :)
 
MDAI is lovely. There was a lot of poorly synthed/cut stuff going round the UK so it got some bad press, but 250mg of decent stuff is heaven. Like MDMA but with zero stimulation, so one for taking at home (preferably with someone to get all loved up with :D )

MPA is a fairly standard straight stim, very little euphoria unless you plug it. I quite like it but it has mixed reviews.

6-APB is fun, nothing spectacular - some stimulation, some empathy/euphoria, a little trippy but not bucketloads of any of those. I like it but again, mixed reviews :)

5-IAI - yet to actually hear from anyone who has tried it...

So yeah, MDAI gets my vote :)

edit: hightimes - stims certainly can make people a bit selfish and self-obsessed, and can also make you quite irritible and easily angered - so yeah, I probably have been a dick on stims. In terms of lying, stealing etc - that is addict behaviour, I don't think it is exclusive to stims. If it isn't making you happy, maybe you should have a think about whether you want to try to stop.. I suggest making a post about it in TDS, you'll get a lot of people who understand and can offer good advice :) Try not to beat yourself up over it - what is done is done. You can't change the past, but you can decide not to be that way anymore and make steps to change the future :)
 
drugs do that to everyone be it meth, opiates whatever.... if youre addicted you'll find a way to cheat and lie and get what you want i know first hand.

admitting an addiction is a cure but then you'll notice a lot more suspicion and all of that around it. people will lock everything away and you'll have no chance of stealing the money or meedication.

its a two road path, continue lying for as long as you can and get more and more hooked...... or just give it all in now

on another note, this mdai is really nice :) none of that stimmy crap from mdma that makes me all wired before i go to sleep, just floaty and i reckon i could probably fall asleep! ahh its almost benzo-ish, but much more lovey
 
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Would mdai be a good "social" drug? Do you find yourself talking more, or being more interested in what others have to say?
 
most definately! although would be quite apparant to anyone that you were on something....... pupils have turned into frying pans, i could have endless conversations like this, much like a benzo
 
Well, me and my boyfriend talked a lot in a very loved up way, haha - yes, I would say it is a sociable drug and it makes you interested in others. We dosed a li'l on the high side initially though and were overwhelmed (in a good way) so just say on the sofa enjoying the euphoria but being pretty floored by it, haha..
 
Yeah I think this 250mg has just floored me too :p I don't feel any of the stimmy feelings of mdma and my heart isn't beating at 150,000 mph, its a really lovely one :) kinda extracted all the niceness out of mdma and made it slow. Might take a dexie so I don't fall asleep :) it feels kind of similar to an opiate (oh god) but almost cleaner, withoutt he nods you get but its definately slowed me down
 
^ yeah to me it is essentially MDMA without the stimulation. Should have mentioned that 250mgs is a fairly big dose, sorry! I forget that I tend to dose high.. hope you are enjoying it though :)
 
Hehe no its fine, the dex helped out a fair bit. Now it feels a little more like mdma, but its still got a slight edge over it in my books..... Mdma makes me feel a little sickly sometimes this seems to be just wonderful. Lying in bed with the covers on in the dark headphones yeah I could fall straight asleep haha
 
Noo, mdai :) its a nice one... 250mg of dex and I'd be flying to the moon heh

Read up I left a reply to your post, too lazy to copy it back down :p

You're smart in the fact that you've noticed it yourself.... But others will soon too in time be it tomorrow the day after next year hell who knows they will.... Reckless behaviour will start to become more and more so and then you've got a problem on your hands. If you can't control yourself on the drug maybe its time to assess if youshould be using it! Hit me up on a pm if you want.

There's a lot more behind it... You're addicted to the little things that come with the drug too like going out and finding medication, money whatever it is..... I was completely the same when I was an opi addict, I couldn't wait for that fresh box of dhc or getting the money to get that boz of neurofen plus.... Then it turned into buying the syringe and sticking it in me, just that was enough

Oh and yes the same goes for alcohol - scowering through a friends house to find expired medications while I'm drunk but wouldn't dream of doing when I'm not? It reduces your inhibitions a lot both amps and booze. Just my 2 cents
 
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