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Okey, I thought I would share my first time experience with psychedelics with you guys.
Two days ago a friend of mine asked if I wanted to join him to do some psycedelics, and
I couldn't resist that opportunity since I've always been interesting in the subject. I wasn't
actually interested in chemicals like lsd. I thought those were man made and the visions they
produced wasn't real in a sense. I was clueless on these type of drugs. I came to his place
where he had hung up lots of blue christmas lights in his apartment, which by the way looked
really nice and chill. Beforehand I thought psychdelics just created some fun visions and that
was that, but I was in for a surprise.
My friend showed me the bag with some white powder in it, I didn't know a shit what that was.
The only stuff i'd heard about was dmt, lsd, mescaline and shrooms. So when heard the name was
4-aco-mipt with MDMA, i couldn't understand what 4-aco-mipt was. I knew mdma was like a form
of ecstacy but not much else. I didn't know there were so many different kinds of psychedelics. I
was getting a little nervous when the name sounded so chemicalish.. But I didn't want to turn now,
it was time! He poured some of it on a piece of rolling paper and rolled it up like a ball and swallowed
it like a pill. It was no stress to swallow it. After I swallowed it, I was expecting the visuals to come
at very short period of time, but that didn't happen. It took maybe to hours before began. My friend
got the effect very early so i was wondering he was joking, or had some kind of placebo effects or
something, because i couldn't feel a thing. Just relaxed and slightly buzzed. I felt kinda dissapointed at that point.
Another dude came over and started to roll a joint and we smoked it. Still, the only effect I was
feeling was the weed. So I started to play my 3ds while high since that's pretty cool. And then it
suddenly hit me, I couldn't make sense of what was happening on the screen so i closed it and tried
to stay cool. Then I watched the tv, the only thing that was on was the "dvd"-logo that kept popping
in different places. I couldn't look away for a few seconds and then i felt a little sea sick. At that
point i felt like I was really drunk + high. The guy who brought the weed didn't take any psychedelics
so i was getting a feeling of anxiety like he was looking at me like I was stupid and couldn't controll
the shit like a man. I began to get really freaked out and was getting panic. I said i needed to home,
I felt I couldn't be with others at that point. And my friend who was tripping said that i couldn't go
home like that. I thought BS, and felt i could do it. I calmed myself down by laying down, 10 seconds later, i began do drift away.
The music we were listening to was some kind of tribe music, and HOLY SHIT. I was the music.
The music was me, and i felt like I was drifting on beats like waves. When my friend and the
other guy said something it became like a part of the music. Like it was added to the song and
it fit perfectly. I asked if there really was music on, or if I was imagining it. It was music on they
said. I got more and more sucked in, and saw incredible patterns when i closed my eyes. It didn't
feel like I was listening to the music with my ears, it was like my normal senses was gone. I was
listening to music through other senses that are normally closed for us to use. The weed guy
suddenly went home, and that was good in my opinion because I didn't feel him at all, like he was
on a different frequency. I was explaining my feelings to my friend and everything he said or i said
made sense to both of us. Like we're experiencing the same trip, as if our brains were linked.
It started to get crazy, the normal me was gone. Usually when I'm sober i think about many
stupid things like if i look right, is the chair more comfortable with a pillow, and not caring
about certain aspects when people are talking. Like being a human. But when i was tripping
I was away from me. I thought, that guy(me) was just random person from a random sperm-cell
and the enviroments had created that personality. I was thinking this about myself, but not
like it was me thinking, but the inner me. The soul.I suddenly realised that human beings are a
product of the environment but inside all of us exist the same kind energy, a energy that is
filled with love. I was thinking about the human race as being stupid. All we care about is
money, looks etc and not focusing enough of our inside. What we're really capable of. I felt
the human race was researching in the wrong area, and should rather be looking into ourself
our brain and our souls. Suddenly I didn't know what a cellphone was, or the point of television
and other media. I couldn't understand the point and what it was. I was far away the life on
earth, and all I was feeling was harmony and love floating in the lap of God or the universe.
I talked to my friend about it, and we finished each other sentences like our spirits were connected.
At some point I could hear his voice inside my head like we're communicating telepathically.
When i was talking to him physically I felt like I was getting closer to human world. Because
language felt primitive, words didn't work any longer. They didn't cover the experience at all.
It was impossible. But when I stopped talking I floated away again. After some minutes or
hours(time was completely gone) I could be myself again, but the cool thing was that i could
change the frequency in a way. I could decide when I would drift away and when i would stay
in the real world. We began looking at the christmas lights, and the blue lights calmed us down
and i could se every color that the blue light contained. We kept tripping like gods for a while till
the god-part was over. And then it became just chill with mildly visions.
It's really weird that I can't completely remember the trip i had. I remember it, but at the same
time it feels like was a dream. It's like my brain is closed for that type of information. I think I
understand why some people are meditating and reaching nirvana because they are reaching
the closed part of the brain with just themselves. I feel spoiled being able to walk to the other
side by just taking som stuff in my mouth, crazy! My thoughts of psychedelics have completely
changed. I no longer fear death because I really believe I have a soul. I don't think that's just a
drug-creation. I think the drug is key open our closed brain and our other senses. Psychedelics are
something i feel every person should experience once during their life time. I'm not kidding, i think
a lot of wars and conflicts could be prevented that way.
My view of myself, the world, religion, how we live etc is completely changed.
My friend asked me about another trip, but 4-aco-mipt was something he couldn't get hold of
again, so we're going for lsd instead. And I'm wondering if the effects are the same? I liked the feeling
of being in a spiritual world
Sorry if the english is broken, it's not my first language.
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Two days ago a friend of mine asked if I wanted to join him to do some psycedelics, and
I couldn't resist that opportunity since I've always been interesting in the subject. I wasn't
actually interested in chemicals like lsd. I thought those were man made and the visions they
produced wasn't real in a sense. I was clueless on these type of drugs. I came to his place
where he had hung up lots of blue christmas lights in his apartment, which by the way looked
really nice and chill. Beforehand I thought psychdelics just created some fun visions and that
was that, but I was in for a surprise.
My friend showed me the bag with some white powder in it, I didn't know a shit what that was.
The only stuff i'd heard about was dmt, lsd, mescaline and shrooms. So when heard the name was
4-aco-mipt with MDMA, i couldn't understand what 4-aco-mipt was. I knew mdma was like a form
of ecstacy but not much else. I didn't know there were so many different kinds of psychedelics. I
was getting a little nervous when the name sounded so chemicalish.. But I didn't want to turn now,
it was time! He poured some of it on a piece of rolling paper and rolled it up like a ball and swallowed
it like a pill. It was no stress to swallow it. After I swallowed it, I was expecting the visuals to come
at very short period of time, but that didn't happen. It took maybe to hours before began. My friend
got the effect very early so i was wondering he was joking, or had some kind of placebo effects or
something, because i couldn't feel a thing. Just relaxed and slightly buzzed. I felt kinda dissapointed at that point.
Another dude came over and started to roll a joint and we smoked it. Still, the only effect I was
feeling was the weed. So I started to play my 3ds while high since that's pretty cool. And then it
suddenly hit me, I couldn't make sense of what was happening on the screen so i closed it and tried
to stay cool. Then I watched the tv, the only thing that was on was the "dvd"-logo that kept popping
in different places. I couldn't look away for a few seconds and then i felt a little sea sick. At that
point i felt like I was really drunk + high. The guy who brought the weed didn't take any psychedelics
so i was getting a feeling of anxiety like he was looking at me like I was stupid and couldn't controll
the shit like a man. I began to get really freaked out and was getting panic. I said i needed to home,
I felt I couldn't be with others at that point. And my friend who was tripping said that i couldn't go
home like that. I thought BS, and felt i could do it. I calmed myself down by laying down, 10 seconds later, i began do drift away.
The music we were listening to was some kind of tribe music, and HOLY SHIT. I was the music.
The music was me, and i felt like I was drifting on beats like waves. When my friend and the
other guy said something it became like a part of the music. Like it was added to the song and
it fit perfectly. I asked if there really was music on, or if I was imagining it. It was music on they
said. I got more and more sucked in, and saw incredible patterns when i closed my eyes. It didn't
feel like I was listening to the music with my ears, it was like my normal senses was gone. I was
listening to music through other senses that are normally closed for us to use. The weed guy
suddenly went home, and that was good in my opinion because I didn't feel him at all, like he was
on a different frequency. I was explaining my feelings to my friend and everything he said or i said
made sense to both of us. Like we're experiencing the same trip, as if our brains were linked.
It started to get crazy, the normal me was gone. Usually when I'm sober i think about many
stupid things like if i look right, is the chair more comfortable with a pillow, and not caring
about certain aspects when people are talking. Like being a human. But when i was tripping
I was away from me. I thought, that guy(me) was just random person from a random sperm-cell
and the enviroments had created that personality. I was thinking this about myself, but not
like it was me thinking, but the inner me. The soul.I suddenly realised that human beings are a
product of the environment but inside all of us exist the same kind energy, a energy that is
filled with love. I was thinking about the human race as being stupid. All we care about is
money, looks etc and not focusing enough of our inside. What we're really capable of. I felt
the human race was researching in the wrong area, and should rather be looking into ourself
our brain and our souls. Suddenly I didn't know what a cellphone was, or the point of television
and other media. I couldn't understand the point and what it was. I was far away the life on
earth, and all I was feeling was harmony and love floating in the lap of God or the universe.
I talked to my friend about it, and we finished each other sentences like our spirits were connected.
At some point I could hear his voice inside my head like we're communicating telepathically.
When i was talking to him physically I felt like I was getting closer to human world. Because
language felt primitive, words didn't work any longer. They didn't cover the experience at all.
It was impossible. But when I stopped talking I floated away again. After some minutes or
hours(time was completely gone) I could be myself again, but the cool thing was that i could
change the frequency in a way. I could decide when I would drift away and when i would stay
in the real world. We began looking at the christmas lights, and the blue lights calmed us down
and i could se every color that the blue light contained. We kept tripping like gods for a while till
the god-part was over. And then it became just chill with mildly visions.
It's really weird that I can't completely remember the trip i had. I remember it, but at the same
time it feels like was a dream. It's like my brain is closed for that type of information. I think I
understand why some people are meditating and reaching nirvana because they are reaching
the closed part of the brain with just themselves. I feel spoiled being able to walk to the other
side by just taking som stuff in my mouth, crazy! My thoughts of psychedelics have completely
changed. I no longer fear death because I really believe I have a soul. I don't think that's just a
drug-creation. I think the drug is key open our closed brain and our other senses. Psychedelics are
something i feel every person should experience once during their life time. I'm not kidding, i think
a lot of wars and conflicts could be prevented that way.
My view of myself, the world, religion, how we live etc is completely changed.
My friend asked me about another trip, but 4-aco-mipt was something he couldn't get hold of
again, so we're going for lsd instead. And I'm wondering if the effects are the same? I liked the feeling
of being in a spiritual world
Sorry if the english is broken, it's not my first language.
Tagged by Xorkoth
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