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So I decided to just post a quick thread in the ecstasy discussion since ts been a while. Starting to think me and mdma might be going on a long break. Ecstasy is truly my favorite drug and i've done my share, but its gotten to the point that its not same. I took .5 of molly last weekend and rolled for like an hour but the magic wasn't there, i miss what x used to be for me. I rave and into edm so I know Ill be around it for awhile but I'm sayng quits for now. it is what it is....thizz on peeps.
 
"Losing the magic" is a typical reported problem with repeated MDMA use, especially if you're not waiting 1-3 months in between uses like you should- you'll see many threads here on the topic if you take a look.

I think taking an extended break can only help when you feel like the thrill is gone, and the cons outweigh the pros. Part of enjoying MDMA comes from also accepting how the drug seems to change along the journey you take with it- your body is quite likely to have a different response to it with more uses, it can always be fun, but if you seek out an equal experience to your first few rolls, you'll likely be disappointed. It's best just go in with an open mind and enjoy it for where it takes you each time, rather than where it took you.

Someone on here said something to the effect of "the right time to roll again is when you've forgot how it feels", and I think there is a lot of merit to that theory. If you go in excited and it feels rare, special, and maybe even a bit frightening, it makes it a lot more thrilling and special. Euphoria by definition is no longer euphoria if it become routine at any point.

It's good you've recognized you need this time off, and when you come back to MDMA you'll have a shot at it being exciting again. I think anyone who has rolled for 2+ years can identify with this.
 
yeah dude i totally believe in that theory, the longer you go from abstaining you make yourself forget the feeling. I've been rollng for about 4 years and my pill counts well into the hundreds. I enjoy psychedelics so they wll tide me over but i look forward in taking some molly some day and having t sweep me off my feet like it used to.
 
I was in your boat a while ago. Take a break and do healthy things.

Atleast you can get molly. The east coast sucks donkey dck right now.
 
im from cali and its pretty much all pllz there...with an occasional molly hook....but im lvng in NOLA now and its all molly down here
 
I keep seeing people either say good stuff is everywhere or bad stuff is everywhere. I get tired of hearing the good stuff is everywhere line because some users are just luckier than others in finding good stuff in the way that some are just better connected. Bad stuff will always be everywhere as long as drugs are illegal.

I just wish all of you guys the best of luck. I haven't abused MDMA but I'd like to wait until next summer to roll. I've done it 9 times since march 2010-my first time. It hasn't gotten old but I've just been watching a lot of people abuse it and as a result, I've wanted to cut back even more. I want to be able to experience this drug for much of the rest of my life, not just in high frequency now and not so much when I'm older.
 
i am usually good with the monthly rule but just had a crazy three weekends in a row (oopsies) and i took the same stuff every time. first time and 2nd time i took the exact same dose and rolled way harder the 2nd time. 3rd time i took about a third of the dose of the other 2 times and the first like hour and a half was in purgatory (uncomfortable feeling of not sober-not rolling) so took a tiny bit more and then was able to enjoy myself. i wouldnt say i've "lost the magic" tho, just need to take more if i wanted to get where i wanted to be...but the best way for that is to keep it to once a month (minimum) in my experience. i probably will give it one last hoorah for 2011 for new years and then its break time. pre-loading and post-loading really does wonders btw. lots of vitamin c either before during or after the roll and 5-htp the day after and for 1-3 more days has yet to fail me.
 
Could also be the quality of the molly. I know I thought I had a tolerance or had lost the magic for a bit, but then I got really pure rolls and it was just like the first time again :) Just cause it tests positive for mdxx doesn't mean there's alot of mdma in there...
 
marq said:
Could also be the quality of the molly. I know I thought I had a tolerance or had lost the magic for a bit, but then I got really pure rolls and it was just like the first time again :) Just cause it tests positive for mdxx doesn't mean there's alot of mdma in there...
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Truth. And there are moon rocks in NYC. you guys up there suck at finding them. LOL
 
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isn't it common knowledge that over time with most drogz, your highs can possibly get less intense the more you use it?
do it less if you want to get better effects..if you need .5 to roll you're a ridiculous etard or you've got shit shit shit product.
 
half the "molly" ive come across in the ny metro is methylone and baking soda

its a problem when I'm resorting to reserch chems because 99% pure RC's are more active than the street molly
 
^You ain't doin too bad then...i'd say 90% of the "molly" i come across in nyc is methylone or some other garbage. Even some of the moon rocks i've come across have been pipes with a slight mdma cut.
 
i would rather get semi pure methylone than all these fucking pipes floating around in Utah. it is like playing russain roulette for people. i dont know what these kids who dont test their shit are thinking. every time i find some it tests bad
 
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