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PepperSocks
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The Sun is a right-leaning newspaper, and I agree with you NKB that it sounds like something out of Fox News 
It is different up here. Socialized health care, good welfare programs, kickin' taxes (which IMO, aren't terrible considering what they do for us, but there's also a lot of squandering that happens with it too).
The occupy movement has received very little support here because in all honesty, things aren't that bad. The primary supporters here are mainly your typical far-left neo-hippy types with not much else to do with their time. Very few university students get involved in it, on the same token there's not a rash of opposition towards it.
I'm not completely opposed, taxation could be balanced to weigh more on the rich. It has raised public awareness to the issues. I just don't think things are so bad that I'm going to sleep in the freezing cold to make a point.
For the hardcore who really want to make a point, organize, consolidate your forces, establish large weapons stockpiles, viva la revolution. There's no better way to bring about change than through violent, military means. Established governments aren't very good at changing themselves.
Maybe that last bit was over the top, I'm kinda hung over, and not quite all there. In another sense, why I think a lot of university students haven't gotten all involved; they're busy with more important things to do, things that'll end up giving more tangible results.
I don't oppose, I'm all for certain issues, the way they go about it is sort of strange though.
And to the Republican dumbfucks who think they're going to get out of a $13T debt without raising taxes; HAHAHAHAHA!!!!
It is different up here. Socialized health care, good welfare programs, kickin' taxes (which IMO, aren't terrible considering what they do for us, but there's also a lot of squandering that happens with it too).
The occupy movement has received very little support here because in all honesty, things aren't that bad. The primary supporters here are mainly your typical far-left neo-hippy types with not much else to do with their time. Very few university students get involved in it, on the same token there's not a rash of opposition towards it.
I'm not completely opposed, taxation could be balanced to weigh more on the rich. It has raised public awareness to the issues. I just don't think things are so bad that I'm going to sleep in the freezing cold to make a point.
For the hardcore who really want to make a point, organize, consolidate your forces, establish large weapons stockpiles, viva la revolution. There's no better way to bring about change than through violent, military means. Established governments aren't very good at changing themselves.
Maybe that last bit was over the top, I'm kinda hung over, and not quite all there. In another sense, why I think a lot of university students haven't gotten all involved; they're busy with more important things to do, things that'll end up giving more tangible results.
I don't oppose, I'm all for certain issues, the way they go about it is sort of strange though.
And to the Republican dumbfucks who think they're going to get out of a $13T debt without raising taxes; HAHAHAHAHA!!!!
PepperSocks
Bluelight Crew
A dagger! A dagger through my heart!
(no worries, I know, I'll let that slide 
) )Political science sure as shit isn't my major. Politics and religion; not nice to talk about; lots of emotional fire behind them.
Stuff I'm better at talking about:
Actually 5-HT psychedelics are more regular for me (20mg for most 2C's, etc.), although I do find, once I start tripping, once I cross that line and the vibrations starts, it just takes care of itself. That can happen on 100ug of LSD or 1.5g of mushrooms. It's as if once my mind crosses a point, the drug quantity is no longer the factor.
Also my MD doses are regular as well (~150mg for full experience).
It seems everything else though (NMDA-antags, benzos, opies) I have the tolerance of someone just trying them. My usual way of things has always been to not go too far past the threshold dose. Go by it a bit, but don't plow past it. That way you get nice effects, feel good the next day, and a side effect I didn't take into account; don't build tolerance.
However, I've been finding my opiate and benzo tolerance to be climbing. For the last many years 4mg of diazepam was my usual dose when I got home from a hard day. I find I'm not satisfied with it anymore and need more like 6-7. My standard oxy dose used to always be 5mg when I wasn't on a run (1 perc). Now 5mg is just threshold and I need ~10mg to get a good buzz from it. These numbers are still pathetic compared to what most people talk about.
I think a lot of it has to do with how high one gets. People who take multiple OC 80s in a day likely get pretty damn bombed from it. I find I enjoy getting high, but I also like the remain aware and functional through my high, I enjoy it more that way. For me 25-30mg of oxy like I was doing a few weekends ago made me feel very good, but the proportion of good vs. half that quantity made it not worth it. Also the hangover majorly sucked.
There's also more at play than physiological tolerance. As an example; once you start not being satisfied with 5mg of oxy, even if you take a break for months, you still want 10.
As for MXE, I found Erowid's dosage table to be way out of whack. 20mg for the threshold column?? I was tripping man. 5mg is threshold (and a good one depending on other things in your system; I have a feeling amphetamine potentiates MXE).
I'm taking a school work break this weekend. I'm at home, going wax and sharpen the edges on my snowboard and then hang with my dad's redneck hunting friends; it's the first night of the annual hunting week here.
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Sega420
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OMFG. measured less than 51mg dmt an loaded less, melted over a half bowl of bud. screens id been using to smoke the dmt with on top (so at this point i dont know how much) but fucking hell.. NEVER again. im still in shock.
Love.
i feel born again.
the most important thing ever is LOVE.
i love each and every one of you.
unfortunately my window was wide open to hear rain, so my whole block has DEFINITELY heard some very, VERY crazy shit.
i am seriously considering moving a lot sooner than my intended date at the beginning of next summer.
holy fuck....
Love.
i feel born again.
the most important thing ever is LOVE.
i love each and every one of you.
unfortunately my window was wide open to hear rain, so my whole block has DEFINITELY heard some very, VERY crazy shit.
i am seriously considering moving a lot sooner than my intended date at the beginning of next summer.
holy fuck....
It sure is.
Don't forget it, and if you find out how to not forget it, then please shoot me a PM
My block must also think I'm crazy, I've been yelling alot of stuff out loud. Nothing speciel, just "WOW OH, WOW NO-NO-NO, WOOOOW" My neighbor gives me kinda funny looks now
Sega420
Bluelighter
i most certainly will never forget that for the rest of my life.
just... wow. i definitely do not want to do that again any time soon. i have had some very intense experiences in my career of consciousness but nothing could have prepared me for that.
i was listening to a live techno set by richie hawtin as i took the rip. i didnt even inhale the full hit or hold it all in for long at all. reality immediately started spiralling away from me as i exhaled. the music overcame my entire being as my whole being shook and vibrated. my limbs flailed wildy, clawing at my face, my head, trying in vain to get away from the effects enveloping me.
imagine a dog thats been sprayed in the face by some poisonous animal, trying to get away from whats on his face and up his nose and in his eyes.
my vision became a multicoloured soup of fractalling, spiralling matter. it was as if my room became a black hole and all the light and matter was ripped and spun around at high velocity.
i remember thinking things like "oh fuck ive done it, ive found the door out of the universe or something, this is it i am no more." and an indescribably strong sorrow at the prospect of never being able to see my family or friends ever again, never being able to tell them one last time that i love them.
i felt that i had somehow unravelled the universe. that this was it, game over, theres no going back. do not pass go, do not collect $200.
halfway through this i remember hearing the music through the intense WOOSHING rushes of energy and uncontrollably grabbing my sheets and humping my hips up n down off the bed to the beat. wether or not that has something to do with the message to follow i dont know, but what was to follow next was incredible.
i cannot describe it. those who have been through it will understand, but unless you have, there is no possible way i could do it justice.
i was shown the pure inherent love of the universe. i will never forget that for as long as i live.
as reality came back piece by piece i became "unblind" slowly, but my vision was still massively buzzing and shaking, my body and mind were in shock.
never in my life have i experienced anything like that and nor do i have any desire to repeat it.
i feel reborn and rejuvenated. i have found what i have been looking for my entire life without knowing i was looking for it. love. love within myself.
i definitely want to start living better than i have been, and not taking life for granted.
i guess having reality and the universe torn from under my feet has shown me a much deeper appreciation for my existence and the people in it.
LSDMDMA&
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Anybody else all for an #OccupyTheMethLab or #OccupyALSDLab?
i'll occupy a methlab and protest them treating the NE like shit and not throwin us diggitys some product/
yall cracka know how much i love that shit, i'd definitely sit and protest if it meant i could smoke again
sega wat you think bout this here piece of oldschoolery
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SrvW4gEI-7E
i'll occupy a methlab and protest them treating the NE like shit and not throwin us diggitys some product/
yall cracka know how much i love that shit, i'd definitely sit and protest if it meant i could smoke again
sega wat you think bout this here piece of oldschoolery
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SrvW4gEI-7E
Sega420
Bluelighter
pretty good breaks and a nice bassline.
Sega420
Bluelighter
meditation praxis?
i can assure you i will never forget this experience so long as i live. but i get what you're saying.
im still in total awe and just thinking "holy fuck". in all reality my dose was probably between 40-50mg. the screens on top had a LOT of residue. in hindsight what the fuck was i thinking?!?
upon reality coming back i have NEVER EVER in my life felt relief as strong as that. IT IS TRULY AMAZING TO BE ALIVE!!!
have you ever had a dmt experience like this mitchi? and if so, care to elaborate?
i can assure you i will never forget this experience so long as i live. but i get what you're saying.
im still in total awe and just thinking "holy fuck". in all reality my dose was probably between 40-50mg. the screens on top had a LOT of residue. in hindsight what the fuck was i thinking?!?
upon reality coming back i have NEVER EVER in my life felt relief as strong as that. IT IS TRULY AMAZING TO BE ALIVE!!!
have you ever had a dmt experience like this mitchi? and if so, care to elaborate?
Maybe praxis wasn't the right word (English isn't my first language, as you might have guessed )
No, haven't had an experience like that through DMT. The times I have smoked, have been very confusing, and I haven't been able to take very much with me to the real world. Reading this make me want to smoke again, but I don't know if I dare to. It is a very intense experience
The insight about love within one-self (and basically the importance of love), was found through a different psych. It sure gave me a change in perspective. Really
It's almost 3 in the morning over here, so goodnight
) No, haven't had an experience like that through DMT. The times I have smoked, have been very confusing, and I haven't been able to take very much with me to the real world. Reading this make me want to smoke again, but I don't know if I dare to. It is a very intense experience
The insight about love within one-self (and basically the importance of love), was found through a different psych. It sure gave me a change in perspective. Really
It's almost 3 in the morning over here, so goodnight
Sega420
Bluelighter
ah fair play, but i take it you mean like a meditation regimen or routine?
i would like to but i dont know where to start. Pranayama techniques interest me, and i have very good lung power. i can inhale and exhale for long periods.
intense is a grand understatement. i truly am uncertain if i will ever use a psychedelic drug ever again.
just... wow. i have a feeling my consumption of drugs (cannabis and psychedelics) will go down quite a bit after this.
where abouts are you from Mitchi? (when you're back online of course)
peace out
i would like to but i dont know where to start. Pranayama techniques interest me, and i have very good lung power. i can inhale and exhale for long periods.
intense is a grand understatement. i truly am uncertain if i will ever use a psychedelic drug ever again.
just... wow. i have a feeling my consumption of drugs (cannabis and psychedelics) will go down quite a bit after this.
where abouts are you from Mitchi? (when you're back online of course)
peace out
Jesusgreen
Bluelight Crew
Sega :D That's some ++++ if I ever saw it. Reminds me of my first true psychedelic ego death, I was just overwhelmed with all the love in the world - but not the love you experience day to day, the purest most cleansing love that just made me have absolutely no enemies, regrets, hatred or negative emotions for the duration. I think even today that amazing positivity is still having an effect
I was going to write a much longer reply but I'm extremely tired and going to head to bed, so I'll see you all tomorrow
I was going to write a much longer reply but I'm extremely tired and going to head to bed, so I'll see you all tomorrow
Sega420
Bluelighter
hey no problem. id be very interested to read that longer reply and to also hear about that first true psychedelic ego death experience.
ill send you a PM
here is all the stuff ive since posted about the experience all in one place, for anyone interested:
ill send you a PM
here is all the stuff ive since posted about the experience all in one place, for anyone interested:
NSFW:
swilow
Bluelight Crew
Sega, ever seen the movie The Fountain?
I somehow feel these breakthrough experiences to be similar to this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CFe7qaJ22jA
especially after 7:00....
I somehow feel these breakthrough experiences to be similar to this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CFe7qaJ22jA
especially after 7:00....
TheAppleCore
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Interesting. You feel that, essentially, this one DMT trip did everything that psychedelics could ever do for you?
Anyways, it brought a smile to my face to read your initial reactions. Looked a lot like the intense shock and awe that some of my best DMT trips have brought me.
Life is just really interesting. It's quite amazing that the physical laws of our universe happened to produce such an incredibly complex and beautiful phenomenon as human life (and all other life for that matter!).
I was thinking about that the other day. Another way of phrasing it: the nature of absolute nothingness happens to be the tendency to produce something that looks like what we call "the universe". :D
Sega420
Bluelighter
nah kingme ive never seen it, but ill give that video a peep in a sec.
Apple, this one dmt experience hasnt done everything a psych could ever do for me, but after this and what i was shown i dont really feel a need to explore to be honest.
ive found what i was looking for (and i didnt know i was looking for it). Love.
pure, universal, unconditional and infinite LOVE. each of us holds this divine loving energy inside of us, some of us just need to find it
i dont know when ill next use dmt but it probably wont be for a fair while, im still building myself again one atom at a time!
(and it will definitely be a lower dose, without any residue-soaked screens included)
Apple, this one dmt experience hasnt done everything a psych could ever do for me, but after this and what i was shown i dont really feel a need to explore to be honest.
ive found what i was looking for (and i didnt know i was looking for it). Love.
pure, universal, unconditional and infinite LOVE. each of us holds this divine loving energy inside of us, some of us just need to find it
i dont know when ill next use dmt but it probably wont be for a fair while, im still building myself again one atom at a time!
(and it will definitely be a lower dose, without any residue-soaked screens included)
Jesusgreen
Bluelight Crew
I love that film. One of the main messages in the film is about how much more time he could spend with her if he didn't spend the whole time trying to cheat her death - how much more he could appreciate if he accepted his situation rather than trying to "fix" things. I think psychedelics have really shared that message with me too
I definitely think that a single ++++ experience can be enough for a life time. I've tripped since my first ++++, I've even had several more, but people stopping there is not in the least bit surprising to me. I could definitely see a ++++ experience being my last ever trip. It's a life-changing thing that's for sure.
Sega420
Bluelighter
just watched that fountain clip. oh my. cheers for the link kingme.
i definitely want to see it now.
how is everyone today?
is it normal for mood to be generally lifted and a lot better after what i went through?
i certainly am deeply grateful and appreciative of being given back my existence.
i just registered over at dmtnexus. i have a feeling this is the beginning of a long journey with dmt for me.
found this quote that sums it up nicely-
"You'd better be prepared for the jump into hyperspace. It's unpleasantly like being drunk."
"What's so unpleasant about being drunk?"
"You ask a glass of water."
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i definitely want to see it now.
how is everyone today?
is it normal for mood to be generally lifted and a lot better after what i went through?
i certainly am deeply grateful and appreciative of being given back my existence.
i just registered over at dmtnexus. i have a feeling this is the beginning of a long journey with dmt for me.
found this quote that sums it up nicely-
"You'd better be prepared for the jump into hyperspace. It's unpleasantly like being drunk."
"What's so unpleasant about being drunk?"
"You ask a glass of water."
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